~Gomen gomen gomen! And another one thousand gomens. I know I haven't updated this in a while! But seriously..I've been straining myself to think of the plot! And I really can't, plus I had a lot of guests over recently.. and a lot of other personal stuff I rather wouldn't discuss. But it's still selfish of me to just read everyone's fic and not even continuing my own.
But I'm back! And here's Chapter one. I didn't know who to pair Usagi with. Hiiro had the most votes but Wufei was pretty close too..and the others..well they got a vote here and there. So I was thinking, Hiiro or Wufei, Hiiro or Wufei. There are a lot of Hiiro/Usagi fics out there, perhaps I should do a Wufei/Usagi, but then I am a hardcore Hiiro and Usagi fan. Some might be sick of it..but I sure am not. I know! Maybe I'll make it a Usagi plus Hiiro AND Wufei. Yeah! And at the end..I'll have the great privilege of deciding who she should end up with again. Geez. This is hard.
Anyway , Lets start with the Japanese lesson.~
Itai: Ouch
Ne: it could mean many things. Like..the Huh in "These shoes are nice huh?" or.. the Hey in "Hey..Hiiro, what do you think about.." okay okay get it?
Ano: Umm.
Kuso: Shit
Iie: No
Kami sama: God
Onegai: Please
Baka: Idiot
Senshi: Technically, Soldier..but I'm talking about the scouts okay?
Ginzuishou: Silver Crystal
Kirei: Pretty, Beautiful, etc.
Disclaimer :: I do not own Sailor Moon or Gundam Wing, and I don't own the song "Ice Blue Eyes" from Rurouni Kenshin.
The Change of Fate
Chapter One: Ice Blue Eyes
Author: Sailor X
A bright flash of light was emitted and as it died down, a lone figure could be seen slowly descending to the hard metal floor.
"I wonder where I am."
Cosmos looked at her surroundings, which seemed to be a military base of some sort. She closed her eyes. 'I can feel it, the excruciating pain in this world. The smell of sorrow and blood drench the air. It's almost as if.. as if they live in a time of War.' She walked down the metal corridors, her heels clanking against the hard ground. 'I will help this world'.
She kept walking hoping to find someone to ask about her location and time. She found a door that was slightly open. Looking in, she saw a boy, dressed in a green tank top and a pair of black spandex, furiously typing on a computer. She could sense his loneliness, and his need, his longing for something, but she wasn't quite sure what. 'Oh well, at least I found someone. This place was starting to give me the creeps.'
He didn't seem to notice as she walked into the room.
"Hey! Ano..wh" She wasn't able to finish her sentence as the boy, obviously surprised, quickly turned around gun in hand as he fired three shots directly towards her. (A/N: itai..great way to start it off ne?)
She let out a soft gasp of pain as the bullets pierced her flesh. The first two hit her stomach, and the last one hit her directly in the chest. Blood drenched her clothing as she slowly collapsed to the ground. A painful cry was heard before she fainted, but it did not belong to her.
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(A/N: this part is gonna be in first person..I know..weird. Mixing first and third person..I try not to!)
I've been sent on another mission. That makes four for this week. I am to sneak into Oz Base 028 and get the data they have on our gundams and terminate anyone who sees me. That's simple enough.
I make my way quietly into the base. Only two soldiers were guarding the computer room. I render them unconscious with the back of my gun. I enter the code that was given to me earlier by Dr. J., to unlock the door. Once in, I immediately put all the information onto a disk.
'Is this what my life was destined to be, am I to forever remain as the Perfect Soldier, devoid of all emotions.'
While I was lost in my thoughts, someone had managed to enter the room without me noticing. I was brought out of my thinking when I heard her a woman's voice speak. 'Kuso'
"Hey! Ano.. wh"
Out of instinct, I swiftly turned around quickly grabbing my gun and without giving any thought, I shot three bullets at the intruder. My eyes widened as I finally took the time to look at her. 'An innocent..'
****FLASHBACK****
I jumped down and continued running. I then flipped and landed on the soft grass. My laughter filled the air. I stop as I see a young girl and her puppy looking at me.
"Excuse me, are you lost?" she asks.
"I've been lost all my life." I answer as my face loses its smile.
****END FLASHBACK****
'Iie.. not again.. no'
I watch her look at me with her confused eyes. She slowly collapses to the ground.
****FLASHBACK****
I run out of the Oz base to a safe area before I push the detonator. Everything bursts into flames.
"Mission Compl.."
I wasn't able to finish my sentence as I look at the mobile doll crash into the apartment complex situated beside the base. My body froze. I couldn't do anything but watch as dozens of civilians, particularly one little girl that I had befriended, fall to their deaths because of my mission. These people whom I was supposed to protect all died because of me.
****END FLASHBACK****
'No.. Stop it'
****FLASHBACK****
I walk through what's left of the building, looking for any survivors. I see the puppy that was with the little girl earlier today. I gently pick it (A/N gomen! I don't know if that puppy was a boy or a girl.. do you? Didn't think so) up and carry it in my arms as I continued walking. My eyes that were once full of joy and emotions turned cold and lost all signs of humanity.
The Perfect Soldier was born.
****END FLASHBACK****
"IIEEE!!!" A single tear made its way down my face.
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Hiiro stared at the lifeless body. (A/N don't worry guys, she's immortal remember? I made that pretty clear during the past chapters.. hehe) He kneeled down next to the body. As he turned her around, he finally had a chance to take in her full appearance. She was wearing some type of body suit and a short skirt. There was an 8 pointed star on her forehead and her hair was neatly arranged in two twin heart odangos at the top of her head. 'Kirei'. Clutched in her hand was a tall staff with a pink orb at the top, two wings coming out from the sides and the same 8 pointed star situated at the top. His eyes then fell to the wounds.
"Kuso."
He rested her head on his legs as he checked for a pulse and was surprised to find a strong one. All of a sudden, her clothes faded and turned into those of a normal civilian. The star disappeared but the heart odangos and the staff remained.
He put the disk into his pocket (A/N what pocket?) and gently picked up the girl and her staff, and ran out of the base back to his apartment which he lived in alone. He struggled to get the door open and after a couple seconds, finally succeeded. He rushed to his bedroom laying the girl gently onto his bed. He then proceeded to get some disinfectant and towels to clean the wounds. He was surprised to see that the wounds seemed to have healed a little bit already, but he shrugged it off as his imagination. He removed the bullets and thanked Kami-sama that she wasn't awake.
When finished bandaging her up, he pulled the blankets up and sat on a chair, his eyes never leaving her body. Flashes of the little girl's death from his past kept replaying themselves in his mind.
"Stop it.. Onegai" he whispered bringing his hands to his head.
More tears found their way down his face and silently fell to the ground. He didn't bother to wipe them away.
Hours passed and he still sat there, fighting a battle in his head trying to stop those dreaded scenes from replaying in his mind. He's starting to pay less attention to the girl.
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'Ugh. Why am I hurting? Oh yeah.. I got shot.' Usagi thought. 'I'm such a baka, letting myself be shot like that. I wonder who that boy was. Anyway, I guess it's about time I wake up.'
She tiredly opened her eyes and her hand went to her stomach. 'Itai, I didn't know getting shot would be this painful.' She noticed that she was all bandaged up and was extremely comfortable. 'Comfortable? Where am I?'
Her eyes were starting to adjust to the darkness. She heard very faint sobs coming from a corner of the room. She strained herself to look to that direction and she gasped. It was the same boy that had shot her. 'I wonder why he's crying.. I don't know why..demo. When he's sad, I can't help but feel sad too.' He looked like he was in pain, his hands clutching his head.
She slowly dragged herself out of the bed and made her way to him. He didn't notice her until she sat down on the ground next to his chair and gently laid her head on his knee.
"Don't cry." She said. "When you cry, I cry too."
He stared at her in shock. How was she conscious already?
"H.. how.."
"I guess I heal fast." She answered and ended with a giggle.
She looked up and at his prussian blue eyes. They held such loneliness.
"I am Tsukino Usagi." She held out her hand still keeping the smile on her face even with the pain she is going through.
He eagerly accepted her hand. "Hiiro Yui. Gomen.. earlier.. when I.. when I.."
"It's already forgotten"
'Wait, what the hell am I doing showing so many emotions. I am the Perfect Soldier.'
She saw his eyes slowly hardening as he roughly stood up as if to get away from her.
"Get back in bed, you still need to heal." He calmly said in a monotone voice.
"H..Hai." She was somewhat frightened by the tone of his voice but she tried not to let it show.
She stared at his retreating form confusedly. What had just happened? 'Was it something I said? I wonder why he got so cold all of a sudden.. Hiiro..'
She reluctantly climbed back in bed and tried to make herself comfortable without adding more pain to her wounds. 'I should just heal myself with the ginzuishou, but then he'll start asking me too many questions. Oh well.. I already heal faster than a normal human already.'
She stared at the ceiling. 'Senshi..' A few droplets of tears rolled down the smooth surface of her skin. Demo, no matter what she thought of, she couldn't get those blue eyes out of her mind. She started unknowingly singing a song she remembered from Japan.
"sono aoku kooru hitomi
kono mune ni dakishimetai
nakushita, kono yuuki wo
omoidashite once again
Those blue, frozen eyes...
I want to hold them close to my heart.
The courage that was lost...
remember it once again.
tooi senaka oikaketa
tsukikage ni kakureru
ikari, ienu kanashimi
hitorijime suru no...
I've been chasing after you from far behind,
hidden in moon-shadow.
Anger, sadness that can't be healed...
You keep it all to yourself...
kurai mori, samayou
murasaki no kizuato
yoru ni matataku ryuusei
mitsumete-iru Ice Blue Eyes
Wandering a dark forest...
A purple scar...
Gazing at shooting stars
twinkling in the night with Ice Blue Eyes.
sono aoku kooru hitomi
kono mune ni dakishimetai
nakushita kono yuuki wo
omoidashite once again
Those blue, frozen eyes...
I want to hold them close to my heart.
The courage that was lost...
remember it once again.
sono kizu no itami taezu
oogoe de naite ii no
atataka na namida wa
koori, tokasu harvest rain
It's alright if you can't endure the pain of the wound,
and cry out loud.
Warm tears are
the harvest rain that melts the ice.
watashi, matte'ru...
I'm waiting..."
She soon fell asleep never realizing that Hiiro had been listening to her sing. His eyes softened a little but went back to their normal coldness. He turned on his laptop and notified Dr. J. that the mission has been completed.
:: End Chapter One ::
~Phew! Finally done..okay. now that really really sucked! It was even worst than my prologue..but just wanna let you guyz know that I didn't sleep tonight so I could write this! Well..actually. I just couldn't sleep so I decided to write this. So its like.. 10 am now. I could have written it a lot better but I'm too tired to think. Haha.
Oh! I need you guyz to tell me..should I bring the senshi back? That was my original plan..but some people dont want them to come back. So please tell me in a review or something. And also, I'm looking for someone that is willing to preread my chapters and tell me if they're good or what I can do to improve them.. If you wanna help. That'd be great! And last thing..you can still tell me what guy you want her to be with. I mean.. I'm still gonna have her have a something something with Hiiro, and possibly Wufei. But..just tell me okay! I can't do this without your help. And If there's anything you would like to see in the upcoming chapters..tell me that too! Well Thanx for reading, so now.. go REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! Ja! ^.^x~
Written :: May 3rd
