What is this feeling that is so unknown to me

~Hey! Sorry I'm so late with this fic....read my authors note in the next chapter! It says more...OH MY GOD. DOES ANYONE WHO READS MY FIC WATCH BUFFY?? DID YOU SEE THE FINALE!!!!!!!!!!! *ahhhhhhhhhhh* I cried sooo much! If anyone wants to talk about it..aim or icq me k? Or msn me! I've got that too. I need someone to talk to about buffy. It was sooo sadddd...well. I have decided to write lots of poems in this fic! They might not be so good..cuz I write them really fast. I try to rush things out to get it out for you guyz! ^_^ Sooo..Here ya go! This is in Hiiro's POV.

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The Change of Fate

Poem: I am Free

Author: Sailor X

What is this feeling that is so unknown to me
Like a parasite in my body, fighting its way to be free
Is this that thing which people call emotions?
No, I will not let it get me, I will continue to run

But, I cannot stop continuously looking behind me
Asking for an answer, yearning to see that which I cannot see
But I must force myself to focus
I am the perfect soldier, and that is all I'll ever be.

I am the coldness of a never-ending winter night
I am the machine created with a soul purpose to fight
I am the beast that kills without giving any second thought
But I am also a living soul that will forever remain lost.

Why must I rid myself of my humanity?
Is this what my destiny holds for me?
Oh god I beg of you.. don't let it be this way
Here I cry alone as I stare at the moon and pray.

And now suddenly she's appeared
My guardian angel, washing away my fears.
So why do I shun her out? Why do I continue to fight?
Because I am not worthy of her, not worthy of such light

Innocence and love radiate from her very soul
She is the comforting warmth as I am the bitter cold
She is the light that contrasts against my darkness
My blood-covered hands will only taint her pureness.

But where there is darkness, there must also be light
This is the balance that brings us life.
I am beginning to understand and am no longer afraid
I must come to accept fate.

I am not the emotionless killer
Nor am I the Perfect Soldier

I am Hiiro Yui
I am free.

::End Poem::

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