Oi everyone! If
this story sound familiar to you, it's because I write this fan fic a long,
long time ago under the pen name of 'moonstar' but I'm gonna delete that
account and I moved the all fan fictions I write under that name to my new name
'Yosei', also I changed the original fan fiction coz there were some mistakes
here and there.
This is a story
based on Rei' s point of view, it's rather sad.
Sailor Moon does
not belong to me, but of course you already know that.
Aishiteru Mamoru-chan (revised)
By Yosei
'They are kissing again.'
swallowing hard, I turned my head away. Once again I felt a familiar sharp pain
in my chest, it felt like someone had taken a knife and is slowly carving away
my heart.
And for the thousandth
time I asked myself 'why? Why him? Why must I love him? Why can't he
return my feelings? Why must he love her?'
A soft moan broke
me out of my wondering, looking up I saw them, kissing.
Clenching my hand,
I cleared my throat and said, "Hey Odango, some people are trying to eat
here!".
That snapped them
out of their heated moment, pulling apart she looked at me and blushed.
"Sorry Rei-chan, demo I forgot where we were."
'Sure you
did' but it doesn't matter, the image of them making out was once again burned
in to my head and heart. ' He loves her, not me', blinking back tears I
raised my head toward the café ceiling and silently screamed at the heavenly
person 'Kami-sama! Is this some cosmic joke!'.
Choking back a sob,
I glared at her, "Save it Odango, just save it ." taking a sip of my strawberry
milkshake I sighed.
"So tell us
about your date Usagi-chan." Said the ever cheerful Minako
"Hai! Tell us
about your date Usagi-chan" Makoto chimed in.
Forcing a smile to
my face, I nodded, "I agree, do tell us about it Odango".
"Well, Mamo-chan
took…"
Chewing on me
bottom lip I sighed 'I remember when we went on our first date, he was so
sweet, it was so wonderful until he asked me about…'
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"Aa… it 's so
beautiful here" taking a huge breath I smiled, ' He's so handsome, oh
Mamoru do you know how much you means to me?'
"Hai,
beautiful and peaceful too…"looking down he stared at me and smiled 'His
smile is so perfect.'
"Ahem…Rei? Can
I ask you ask you a question?" he asked. Blushing I giggled' Anything'
"Of course,
ask away."
"Well, what do
you know about Usagi?" pain…anguish…loss… rage…hate… all those emotions
flashed though me, ' so this is why he asked me out, kami-sama why? Why me?
Why her?'
"Daijobu desu
ka?" clenching my fists I closed my eye, 'how could he?"
"Daijobu,
gomen nasai Mamoru, demo I…I have to go." Turning away I ran.
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"…and then
Mamo-chan took me home." Sighs came from Minako, Makoto even Ami. Looking
up I realized that Usagi had just finished talking about her date.
"Aa…
Usagi-chan you are so lucky, I wish that I have a boyfriend like
Mamoru-kun" Minako whispered
"Hai, I
definitely agree." Makoto giggled
"Ara…thanks."
Mamoru said embarrassed
"You know, I
would love to have a boyfriend like you Mamoru." I said 'You have no idea
how much'.
"Yep! My
Mamo-chan is the best!" Usagi giggled as she clenched to his arm.
'She doesn't
deserve him! She's klutzy, whinny, dumb and ditzy, how could he love her!'
Biting on my bottom
lip I sighed.' Lle, that's not true, she does deserve him' looking at Usagi I
smiled ' Hai, she does deserve him, she's gorgeous, cheerful and has a heart of
gold.'
"Ano, I got go
you guys" getting up I took out a five dollar bill and put it on to the
orange table.
"Where are you
going? " Usagi asked
"I need to go
back to the temple and make sure that it's not surrounded by a mob of angry
girls, you know how Grandpa gets." I lied, glancing at Mamoru I smiled and
left.
'Take care of him
Usagi, I hope you two will be happy together.' Walking down the street I turned
around and looked at the café, 'Aishiteru Mamoru-chan'.
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Hai-yes
Ano-excuse me ,
well
Gomen nasai-sorry
Demo-but
Aa-ah
Lle-no
Daijobu desu ka-are
you okay
Daijobu-I' m fine
Aishiteru-I love
you
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