Chapter 7...I'm on a role...but this is all I'm putting on tonight....and maybe for a couple of days...I might have to take my computer outta my room so I can finish painting my room....Anyways...chapter 7...I think...
Chapter 7
Broken hearts
When Duo woke up, he thought that Heero would have been awake and on his computer, or out
working on Wing Zero. He was wrong about that, or he hoped he was wrong about that. He could feel someones arm aroundhis waste, and he hoped it was Heero's and not someone elses. He looked up slowly and smiled when he saw the sleeping Heero.
~~He looks like a perfect angel, rather than the perfect solider. I shouldn't be with him....I love him...no...if I love him he will be killed...everyone I love dies....I can't let Heero die...~~
Duo started to involentarily sob against Heero's bare chest.
~~I can't love him...! I won't love him...! I won't let you die Heero...not because of me!~~
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Heero heard Duo sobbing and slowly opened his eyes. He looked down at his lover in his arms, crying on his chest, then looked over at the time.
~~12pm...I slept in, I more than slept in...I slept the whole DAY! ...God....I never sleep in! and never thought I would have slept in for a whole day!~~
Heero looked back down at Duo.
~~His hair looks good unbraided...it must have come out last night~~
Heero stroked Duo's soft hair.
Duo quikly looked up at Heero, and wipped away his tears hoping that Heero didn't see him crying again.
"Whats wrong Duo" Heero said as he pushed some of Duo's hair out of his face.
"Nothing....I have to go Heero...Talk to ya later." Duo got up and picked up his clothes from the floor and put them back on.
"Duo...." Heero leaned on his elbow and watched Duo get dressed.
~~what did I do that he didn't like...What is wrong with him....he said he loved me too! so what did I do...~~
Duo walked to the door and pressed a botton. Duo walked out into the hall way and looked back in at Heero.
~~I do love you....even though I won't show it...I do love you...~~
Then the door closed.
Heero fell back on his bed and stared up at the celling.
"Arg....why....?"
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Duo walked slowly up the hall way and into a room he had found a few nights ago. He didn't think anyone else knew about it since it was emty every time he went into it, and it was full of cobwebs, and once he had even seen a rat.
~~This is where I belong...with the rats....and in the dark were no one can see me...~~
He leaned against a wall and sat down with his face hidden against his knees.
"I won't cry...I won't cry....its the best...He needs someone like Relena...someone who won't hurt him, or kill him....Not me...."
He felt his eyes start to water.
"I can't cry...boys don't cry...the god of death can't cry...the god of death...remember why you got that name Duo....remember the Maxwell Church...remember Father MaxwelL...Sister Helen...remember how they died because of you...because you were too slow at getting that Moble Suit....your parents, and all your friends...even Solo...dead because you loved them....God of Death...God of Death..."
Duo slowly fell asleep repeating those words....repeating them hoping that they would be printed in his heart and memorizes....that it was because of him that all his friends and family had died...remember what would happen to Heero if he stayed with him...
Duo woke up to a loud sien going off. He opened the door and saw a red flashing light. He covered his eyes because of the brightness of it, since he was in a dark roon since 12:30pm, and now it was 3:00pm. Duo ran up the hall way to where the Gundams were. As he was running, he accedently ran smack, right into Heero. Duo shook his head and looked up to see who he bumped into. There he saw Heero looking down at him.
"Sorry..." Duo said as he got up. But before he started walking again, he looked down at his shoes to make sure they wern't tied together again. They wern't.
"So whats going on? Whats with the siens and stuff? "
Heero just turned and looked out at the area were ships would enter. There a big shuttle was entering. That could only mean on thing.
"Relena...."Duo whispered. And Heero nodded.
"She came a few days early....probably to see me and make sure I was okay...I wish she would leave me alone though...I don't love her..."
"Heero, she loves you, that means something, she may be a self centered annoying bitch, but thats because she wants what she thinks is right, and you loving her is what she thinks is right, adn I'm starting to agree with her. You should love her..."
Heero looked at Duo for a minute, then he walked away to the entrance to meet Relena. Duo just sighed and stood there, wondering if what he said was true...that Heero should love Relena...and that Relena's self centred annoyence was just because of that.
When Relena entered, she flew straight into Heeros arm.
"Heero! Oh Heero! I couldn't wait to see you! So I came a day early! I needed to make sure you were ok!" Relena said in the not so normal Queen of the universe kind of tone.
Heero looked over at Duo again, and then down at Relena clinging onto him. He slowly put his arms around her.
~~I would do anything for you Duo...even if it means acting in love with this girl~~
Relena gasped in shock that Heero Yuy was actully hugging her back.
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Nobody had noticed, but Trowa had been watching everything. "Shit! Whats going on! This isn't supposed to happen! Duo is supposed to drink Relena's blood! Not make Heero fall in love with her! What has Duo done..."
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Duo looked at the two and tried to leave unnoticed. But there was a loud clash of thunder, and a flash of lightning through a small window, and Duo slipped on one of the macanic's tools.
"Ouch! shit! Ketsuki! I will get you!" Duo yelled.
Relena and Heero both looked over at Duo as he stood up and rubbed his, needless to say, cute ass.
"Ouch......" Relena giggled a bit and Heero did his death glare at her, unfortunatly she didn't notice. Relena walked over to Duo.
"Hey Duo." She said cheerfully.
Duo looked at her.
~~Damn. So much for me slipping out unnoticed. Oh well, Hello Bitch of the universe~~
"Hello Queen of the Universe" Duo said in his usual cheery voice. Heero would have smiled when he heard it, but he could tell Duo wasn't happy, and that was just him acting. Relena just giggled.
"Don't call me that, just call me Relena like you used to." Duo just smiled.
"As you wish."
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Duo: I don't like that line! thats from the Princess Bride! Westly said that to Buttercup! And it mean't he loved her!
Relena: Shut up Duo! I love that movie!
Duo: You would...
Authoress: Shut up both of you! Relena your supposed to be nice and friendly, and Duo your supposed to be cheerful and kind and funny! And sorry about that line....My friend is always quoting Princess Bride, and she got it in my head.
Duo: Well, hire Heero to go and kill her!
Authoress: did I mention that she was my friend?
Duo: shes no friend if she likes Princess Bride
Authoress: Duo...talk to me later on, not when your depressed about Heero...Okay?
Relena: What do you mean about Heero?! What did Duo do to him?!
Authoress: Nothing....
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Relena hugged Duo. "I see you still haven't lost your sence of humor."
"I can't lose everything I love now can I?" Duo said as he hugged her back, looking at Heero as he said that. Relena smiled as she left Duos arms. "So wheres Quatra, Trowa and WuFei? I can't wait to say hey to everyone."
"They should have already all been here. You are the Queen of the world, and all the employees set off the alarm to get us all here to meet you." Heero said in his emotionless tone.
"Oh they shouldn't have done that...I haven't changed, just got a bigger title that OZ gave me." Relena smiled, she didn't want us to believe that she liked being Queen of the world, she wanted us to believe she was her normal self, but she wasn't, she was going to be more controlling, and have more demands of us. You could tell by the look in her eyes.
"Yep, you'll always be our same, sweet Relena." Duo said still smiling.
Heero wondered how Duo could keep a straight face, when they both knew that Relena had changed, and Relena had never been their "sweet Relena".
~~If he could make Relena think that we we're her friends, and that we all loved her no matter what, maybe thats what he had done to me...to make me think he loved me...No...he mean't it...you can see in his eyes when he means something and when he doesn't....Relena probably can't...but I can..~~
"Hey. Duo, your hair looks good down! Why don't you ever leave it down instead of putting it in that stupid braid of yours? I'm sure you would get lots of girls if you just left it out or maybe even cut it." Relena said just now noticing that Duo's hair was unbraided.
Duo looked at Heero then at Relena. Then he left.
Relena was shocked at the way Duo just left. Heero sighed. He knew why Duo always had his hair long and braided.
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One night Heero had been on his computer, and Duo had fallen asleep. He heard a thump and turned around to see what had fallen. He saw a little leather book on the floor. He walked over and picked it up. Duo had been writing in it. Heero checked to see if Duo was completely asleep by dropping his chair on the floor, Duo hadn't even moved, Duo was asleep, So Heero read it, and found out that it was Duo's Journal, and found out about Maxwell Church, and why he always had his hair braided. One of the sisters had always braided his hair and said how he had lovely hair, then one day OZ pilots had come to the church and told him to go and get a moble suit from one fo the enemys bases, or everyone there would die. Duo did as he was told, but when he came back the church was destroyed. Heero put the journal back on the floor and stroked the side of Duo's face.
"My poor angel...You've been through so much I never even knew...."
Then he went back to his computer.
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But he wasn't about to tell Relena why Duo had left.
"Heero....?"
"Hn?"
"Did you miss me?"
Heero looked at her, then remember what Duo told him. He had to do it for Duo.
"Y....y....of course I missed you...." Heero Said softly...not wanting to say it.
"I knew you would Heero! I just knew you loved me!"
Relena jumped at Heero hugging him tightly. Heero sighed and slowly hugged her back. Thinking of Duo.
~~How can I do this...I feel like I'm betraying my Duo...But he wants me to be with her...and doesn't want me to be with him...maybe I can make him jeuloes....yeah...then he'll come back to me! but I will only do it when he is around~~
Heero smiles slightly and looked down at Relena. Relena looked up at him and thought the smile was for her.
Trowa thought the same thing as Relena.
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Duo went back into his and Heeros room and looked for his hair tie that must have fallen off the other night. Suddenly he felt something hit him against the back of his head. He turned around and droped to the ground incase it was a member from OZ that had snuck on Relenas shuttle and was in his room. Instead he found his hair tie on the floor infront of him. He picked it up and stood up.
"Ketsuki?"Duo said softly.
"Yes?" A kind of loud voice said, but not as loud as it would usualy be.
"What do you want?"
"Hey! Don't give me that kind of attitude! I got your hair tie for you! And you wouldn't have been able to find it at the rate you were looking for it! Heero throw it off and across the room by his computer."
"Oh....Wait...You watched us!?"
"Umm...Well...Sorta. But it was for your own good!"
"How was you watching something me and Heero did together, something that we wanted to do in privecy, for my won good!?"
"If I hadn't watched, then you would probaby be crying now, but instead your agueing awith me about me watching you and Heero having sex," Duo Blushed a little bit when Ketsuki said "sex.". "...and later you would probably go and steal one of WuFei's hair ties and he only has one left and then he'll threaten to cut off all your hair and with the mood your in you probably won't think of a plan to get out of it and because Relena said you should maybe get your hair cut she'll hold back Heero and WuFei will cut your hair without really thinking then you'll have WuFei feeling guilty and Heero feeling bad that he didn't just push Relena out of the way,"
Since Ketsuki was talking kind of fast without stopping to take a breath, he finally did and took a big breath, and then went back to his explaining,
"and Quatra would be really depressed cause WuFei would be feeling guilty and Heero would be feeling really bad and you moping around because of Heero and Relena and Your lose of hair and if Quatra is feeling depressed that means...that means that Trowa will just still be silent...."
Duo looked at Ketsuki a little surprised, then he thought about what he said while Ketsuki tried to catch his breath after his long...long...explanation.
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Duo: Why were there no comma's or anything when he was talking?
Authoress: because he said that all in one sentence, and he didn't take a breath when he was talking, and just carried on talking and talking and talking and talking without taking a breath and if you put a comma in there than that means he'll take a breath and and and....
Duo: **Puts his hand over authoress' mouth** ok ok I get the point...
Authoress: *nods* ok
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"You know what...? I think your kind of right...How did you know that that would probably happen?"
Duo asked a little surprised at the fact that him and Ketsuki were actully talking like normal people....well...Vampires...one live Vampire and one dead vampire...wait...two dead vampires, but one more dead than the other...and as normal as Ketsuki got...
"Well, when I saw Heero throw the hair tie, I kinda focused out thinking, until you got ontop, you and Heero had my full attention then."
He said smiling now, and his eyes looked out of focus again. Duo moved away from Ketsuki then.
"Earth to Ketsuki! Come in Ketsuki!"
Duo thought about that and then said, and looked at Ketsuki who was looking down at Duo with an evil grin on his face.
"NO! Not that way you little pervert!"
Ketsuki laughed as Duo grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around him self for extra protecting if Ketsuki figured out a way for him to have Duo.
"Ketsuki please get out! I want to be left alone! And what happened to your window with thunder and lightning?"
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Authoress: Don't ask...I didn't feel like typing it, besides, its getting old.
Duo:...your in trouble
Ketsuki: YOU TOOK AWAY MY TRADE MARK BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T FEEL LIKE TYPING IT AND THOUGHT IT WAS GOING OLD! INJUSTICE!
WuFei: HEY! THATS MY WORD!
Ketsuki: sorry, that was very injustice of me taking it...
WuFei: Stop using my word!!
Ketsuki: fine fine, I'll bring justice to us all by giving you back your word so you'll leave us alone.
WuFei: You do not know the meaning of justice! You are not worthy enough to use it either!
Ketsuki: WuFei...get a life,...and justice means: 2 a : the quality of being just, impartial, or fair
b (1) : the principle or ideal of just dealing or right action
(2) : conformity to this principle or ideal : RIGHTEOUSNESS
c : the quality of conforming to law
3 : conformity to truth, fact, or reason : CORRECTNESS
WuFei: ....**walks away muttering something about injustice**
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"Um....I gave it all a holiday....ok...I'll go..."
Duo lay on his bed and thought about what he had done, what he was, and about Heero. Slowly he fell asleep.
