TITLE: My Grown Up Christmas List
AUTHOR: Goddess Isa
EMAIL: goddessisa@aol.com
SUMMARY: A very, very late Christmas letter fic that I believe is a response to Darcy's challenge. I'm not punctual.+ SPOILER: Basically everything and nothing.
DISTRIBUTION: Sandee, of course - My site - http://planetslaythis.homestead.com - Crystal and Butterfly if they want it - A Soul's Redemption - Anyone else - sure, just email me & lmk where it's going - I like seeing my name in print =)
RATING: TV-PG
DISCLAIMER: Stupidhead Joss owns da characters. I own da insanity. Ooh, and a new NSYNC tee shirt. =)



//This is my grown up Christmas list

This is my only lifelong wish

This is my grown up Christmas list\\

--Amy Grant



Dear Santa,

Wow. I haven't written to you in more than a thousand years. Guess I never really had a good enough reason.

I only decided to do this because Xander's doing it and I love Xander. I would d anything for Xander, and I do everything that he does because I want him to love me.

Because I *love* him.

I'm not supposed to ask you to make anyone fall in love with me, and I know that, but I'm gonna ask anyway.

'Cause the way I see it, I sorta saved the whole world with the help I gave Giles and everyone with the Ascension. So you guys kinda owe me, right? Right?

Good.

Make Xander fall in love with me.

Now.

Make him want my body for more than just sex. Make him hear my name in his dreams, make me be the one he fantasizes about. Make him believe he's in love with me even if he isn't.

I'll do anything to get this, and if you don't give me what I want, I'll curse your body with moles and blisters and other gross stuff when I get my powers back.


Love,


Anya