I look out to the meadow and saw nothing move. I guess it was because, of early morning. I can't sleep anymore. All I have left are memories and they haut me in my dreams. I can still see her blue eyes look at me. I still remember her faint "I love you." I wonder what her last thoughts where. Where they of me? "Don't," I said to myself "don't think of what have been and what happen. Don't torture yourself." I think if I was human right then I would of cried.
I remember so many times when I would fly to her house and tap on her window. She would let me in, and I would sat on the edge of Rachel's bed and watch her sleep. Gosh, she was so beautiful! I still think Rachel was all I had left. Her love was what made me human. I can still hear her stay "Lets do it." Right before battle. I remember us riding the thermals, and how she would love to fly. I still mourn for her. I look to the sky. I see the beautiful sunrise. As the sun rises it paints the clouds hot pink with a dark organ and you see the sunlight's peeking over the clouds. How long ago was it before we saw are last sunset? When was the last time we had anytime together?
I thought that we had a future. That we may of got married and had a kid. I think what we had was real love and I had no idea how I could ever give that up. I loved her and I think she loved me. I can still see her in my dreams, and when I wake up I live the moment she died all over again in my mind.
Sometimes I wonder if there was anything I could have did to save her. I wonder if the reggae for battle killed her, or was its Jake's bad judge of decisions. I guess this I well never know. I see something moving in the grass. I think breakfast is hear. I try to think on that, and Rachel no more. However, you just can't forget her, let her go. I look to the sunset one more time and cry.
