Best I Ever Had- Chapter 2
A/N: I know the last chapter was kind of short, but I had to type it really fast cause my bro kicked me off the computer. The little *****'off lines were separating little bits of it, I think you should understand.
Disclaimer:
I don't own Tobias
Or a single lyric
I'm broke so don't sue me
Now on with the fic!
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When the rage subsided, when his vision cleared, and when grief overtook Tobias once more, he sang, hoarsely, in a mournful tone of voice, so that Rachel might hear him, and maybe understand his pain, he sang a song he heard long ago,

"So you sailed away,
Into a grey sky morning.
Now I'm here to stay,
Love can be so boring.

Nothing's quite the same now,
I just say your name loud,"

At this, Tobias paused, took a deep breath, and hurled every last bit of emotion he had in him, the anger, the grief, the sadness, the pain, hurled it into one word,
"RAAACHEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

And then, trembling, trembling harder, shaking violently, he took a deep breath, stopped shaking and resumed, swallowing sobs, he sang,

"But it's not sooo baad,
You're only the best I ever had,
You don't want me back,
You're only the best I ever had."

Then he muttered to himself bitterly, "Of course she doesn't care. Nobody does. But I miss her. I miss her so much, more than words, but she doesn't care."
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At this, Rachel very nearly screamed from wherever she was. "But I *do* want you! I *DO* miss you!" she sobbed.
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The sky clouded over, and it began to rain, pouring sheets of tears, thundering sobs, with bolts of angry lightning.

Rachel's tears.

Tobias continued,

"So you stole my world,
Now I'm just a phony.
Remembering the girl,
Leaves me down and lonely.

Send it in a letter,
Make yourself feel better.

But it's not so bad,
You're only the best I ever had,
You don't need me back,
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to patch me up inside,
And I can't take it so I run away and hide
And I may find in time that you were always right...."

Although it was not the end of the song, he stopped singing.

A/N: I know, kind of an abrupt ending. I'll post the next chapter soon.