_Why
that's all I ask is why...
You
turned away so many years ago...
Afraid
I wouldn't understand, Afraid you were alone...
This is
why I say now that I can't keep my eyes off you...
Your
grace, beauty, and power...
The cat-like
fluid grace in your body, how can one help but look...
I love
your eyes the look of knowledge and power the color of the green shallow sea...
Your
hair has always amazed me the color and silken feel of flowing silver...
But no
my angel, you would not have me...
You
pushed me away not wanting a friend or even hope...
Why? Why
do you force yourself in to this chaos?...
My
angel Come back to me. Find your hope again; I will be there to guide you...
The
sounds of chaos scream and echo around us as I feel fate resting on my
shoulders...
And as
my blade finds home I kneel next to my chaotic angel...
Talking
to you and saying "My one winged angel my you find your hope now"...
As I
lay you to rest and put a kiss on your forehead hoping you will find eternal
peace at last...
Sleep
now and forever my silver haired angel.
Chaos,
Unharnessed and brutal...
There
is no balance in me now, and yet you still chase me...
Why do
you want me? Just leave me be before I kill you...
The
world will be mine, and yet that is not my thought. I want to live and I am
just a machine...
Please
release me from this pain that threatens to consume my mind and heart...
I have
a yearning for my golden haired knight of the dawn light...
His
eyes of the setting sky will release me from this evil...
And yet
as I stand before him with thoughts of murder in my mind...
His
blade hits the mark, as I will mine not to...
The
last caress is a kiss on my forehead that puts me to peace...