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A/n- ok this is a little thing that is kinda placed in the middle of 54, you know when Marco's all boasting and stuff. Yeah. I hope you like it, and please review, also please read my bubba story that's a thing that my friend and I did a couple years ago, it's explained in the story, please read it once it comes up. Thanks           

Disclaimer- the plots mine, in a way. That song's not and neither is the actual story or Rachel wouldn't be dead, she was so me. Ok, g2g please review

Trying To Make It

            Tobias sat on his branch in his meadow, still in shock from how he lost the love of his life. He took to the skies in restlessness, not quite sure of where he was going.

I'll need time to get you off my mind

And I may sometimes bother you

Try to be in touch with you

Even ask too much of you

From time to time

            He flew over the beach, remembering the romance that he and Rachel had shared. He hadn't eaten in days from depression, but it didn't matter. Somehow the only thing that did was seeing her again.

Now and then, Lord you know I'll need a friend

Til I get used to losing you

Let me keep on using you

Til I can make it on my own

            He noticed the cemetery on his side, and he realized that somehow his sub consciousness had led him here. He used his keen eyes to scan the graveyard for other visitors, and when he found it empty, he landed near her memorial and morphed into the human boy who loved her.

I'll get by but no matter how I try

There'll be times you know I'll call

Chances are my tears will fall

And I'll have no pride at all

From time to time

            A headstone of some sort had been placed there. Whether it had been there during the original ceremony, or placed there later for good measure, Tobias didn't know. All he knew was that he was dying of heartbreak at the time, and didn't come except to take away the ashes of his loved one. Well, now was the time to live the moment he missed.

But they say

Oh there'll be a brighter day

But 'til then I'll lean on you

That's all I mean to do

Til I can make it on my own

            Tobias knelt down next to the memorial and the flowers covering it, and found himself face to face with a picture of Rachel that had been placed on top of the flowers. Hot tears stung his eyes as he began to say what he never got to to Rachel.

Surely someday I will come and see the morning sun

Without another lonely night behind me

Then I'll know I'm over you and all my carrying's done

And no more hurting memories will find me

            "Rachel," he whispered, "I love you, and you know that, but what you don't know is that I wanted to spend my life with you. Stay human and make you my wife. But you can't imagine to pain I've been going through. Come back Rachel. Come back."

But 'til then, Lord you know I'm gonna need a friend

Til I get used to losing you

Let me keep on using you

Til I can make it on my own

            Tobias stayed there for a minute, and when he felt like he couldn't take the pain anymore, he demorphed and took to the skies. As he was flying he swore he heard a voice in the wind whispering, "I love you too, Tobias."

'Til I can make it on my own

A/n- ok depressing yes. Almost cried again when I typed this up. Just to clear something up, when he looked for people in the cemetery, he just wanted to make sure that no one saw it. I hope you liked it, I will soon try to write more non-depressing stuff. Please review though!