~:~:~This story is very short, and in Tai's POV, but what I was going to finish it with, just seemed to ruin the plot, but I hope you enjoy! When you're done please review.~:~:~

What a Waste


People ask me if I'm alright, even strangers who I see on the street. I don't know how they know, maybe its just all the negative energy surrounding me. My life has become a waste, everything ruined after we fought Malomyotismon. Kari fell in love with T.K. and I never see her anymore, I see her only when she comes home to sleep, but most of the times I'm asleep. It's been almost two weeks since I've seen her last. But its not the talks that I used to have with my sister that I miss the most, its the talks I used to have with my best-friend, Sora.

I had loved Sora from the day I had met her, but she had the love for Matt, not me. It's been six months since I have last seen them. They are always calling to arrange lunch dates with me, but I always refuse.

I sit alone in my apartment all day listening to the forver droning on TV. I have memorized all the songs that they play on three radio stations. The only times I go out is to run an errand for my mother, even though I always put up a fight, I just don't want to see anyone. Once and a while Izzy or Davis calls and I talk to them for a few minutes, boring them with my uninteresting answers to their uninteresting questions.

My life is a waste. A waste of air, space, money, whatever life has to offer, it's wasted on me. I've thought about suicide, but I could never bring myself to actually, kill myself. Even though I am a waste.