Chapter 10: The Life Changing Decsion
I looked back at the dome, which made my life change. That dome ruined my life, but also gave me little happiness.
I won my first battle in there, on the otherhand I almost got killed in there. Jack and my relation grew more because of those two battles. It was short, but I enjoyed it except for the dying part. I met Spearow and Sentret because of it. I only knew them for a week, then I had my four day coma issue. Even though it's short, I liked it. I can always look back on those memories with my first trainers and my first friends ever.
I probably can say that many pokemon go through many trainers, you just got to find that trainer who is just right for you. What is right for me anyway? Is it a loyal trainer who loves each and every pokemon he has, who works hard, but doesn't treat their pokemon just like tools. I wouldn't want someone that would abuse me if I did wrong, and cherish me if I did right. That would affect me to mentally and pokemon, like me aren't built for that pain.
I know that just doing what I have been doing before would be wrong. Just staying expecting Mr. RIght or Ms.Right to hit me in a face with a pokeball. I'm stronger than to do that, I'm smarter to not to that. Before I was weak and had no expirience. Jack, he gave me expirience, and strength. Jack did what I thought what I couldn't do in a long time, just believe in my self and go where ever life takes you.
It is the time where I depart. I cannot stay here. This place is not going to get me anywhere. I do not care if I am not a first pokemon, just as long I spend time with that trainer, who I want so badly.
To do this I am leaving this town of Cherrygrove, I have to. I need to travel around this world of Johto and find my trainer, he is waiting for me, as I am waiting for him. It is not always the trainer that finds the pokemon. I'm changing it, the pokemon finds the trainer. Just like if they decided to be their pokemon. Some pokemon are forced to fight for their freedom, but why can't the trainer understand that we don't want to be caught. Just like Spearow, who knows where he is right now. All I hope is that someday I will see him again, my friend, my only friend.
I am not saying Sentret and Jack aren't my friends, they are. I have a feeling though, that they weren't really friends. They weren't close with me. I use to talk to Spearow in the pokemon center once Jack fell asleep. We did this when Sentret was in the Pokemon Center getting his problem fixed.
So I have made my decision, there is no other way, I am leaving. Once that sun reaches the highest point in the sky, I am setting off. I am not scared anymore, there is no reason to. I fought the Spearow, and the pokemon at the tournament so I can fight anything else.
I looked at the horizon of the sun. It was setting, the trainers were going some where to have their meal, while I was just sitting near the dome thinking about my decision.
On my journey I will meet friends, I know it. I may be shy, but I will meat at least one pokemon that has my exact dream. Not exact, but close.
I think I have changed my dream alittle, my other one had to high of expectations a human is only one thing, their trainer is right to them, while some think it is wrong. The trainers that abuse seem to be wrong to me, just seeing those pokemon yelp in pain make me feel that pain that they're feeling. The loving ones are the ones I like, when I see their pokemon run to them in happiness I make a weak smile and feel warmth in the area.
I am finally ready to do this, I have to been basically all my life for the day tomorrow for when I set off, I know why its such a big deal. Why do you ask? Because its a life changing decision. I will never have to see this stupid dome again, I will see new places, meet friends, and my trainer just waiting to meet me. Why should I stay where my past was, my future is to find that trainer whom I'm suppose to love.
Why would I stay in my past? It sucked, I was stupid, that is what I was, just plain stupid. I hated my life, and Jack changed it so much. My past was just being in a tree all day trying to look for that trainer, but no trainers are on that dirt road where I was next to. Only once a year, and they are the departing trainers from New Bark Town. Staying in my home is probably the worst decision I can make.
The future will bring me to better place, sure I will have no home, but I still have my health and my will, that is all that matters.
I walked to my little tree, and went into the little caved in area. It was getting dusty. There was a Weedle crawling in it. I wraped my tail around it and trhew it out of my house, not hard though. It landed in a branch of a tree.
I took out the few berries I had and the supplies I had. I walked out of the tree and walked out of the route, to the border of the route into Cherrygrove.
*Bye old home.* I said softly out loud to my tree. *My life sucked here, but still its better than living in a cage.* I contoinued to speak. No one heard me, I was talking to my self and to the tree where I lived.
*My life is going to be way different now, so I should get use to changes.* I said to myself. *Hopefully I will return here some day, with that trainer, who I love and my dream be furfilled. And if I do I will remember this. I will always remember this. And I will remember all that I love too.*
I looked back at the dome, which made my life change. That dome ruined my life, but also gave me little happiness.
I won my first battle in there, on the otherhand I almost got killed in there. Jack and my relation grew more because of those two battles. It was short, but I enjoyed it except for the dying part. I met Spearow and Sentret because of it. I only knew them for a week, then I had my four day coma issue. Even though it's short, I liked it. I can always look back on those memories with my first trainers and my first friends ever.
I probably can say that many pokemon go through many trainers, you just got to find that trainer who is just right for you. What is right for me anyway? Is it a loyal trainer who loves each and every pokemon he has, who works hard, but doesn't treat their pokemon just like tools. I wouldn't want someone that would abuse me if I did wrong, and cherish me if I did right. That would affect me to mentally and pokemon, like me aren't built for that pain.
I know that just doing what I have been doing before would be wrong. Just staying expecting Mr. RIght or Ms.Right to hit me in a face with a pokeball. I'm stronger than to do that, I'm smarter to not to that. Before I was weak and had no expirience. Jack, he gave me expirience, and strength. Jack did what I thought what I couldn't do in a long time, just believe in my self and go where ever life takes you.
It is the time where I depart. I cannot stay here. This place is not going to get me anywhere. I do not care if I am not a first pokemon, just as long I spend time with that trainer, who I want so badly.
To do this I am leaving this town of Cherrygrove, I have to. I need to travel around this world of Johto and find my trainer, he is waiting for me, as I am waiting for him. It is not always the trainer that finds the pokemon. I'm changing it, the pokemon finds the trainer. Just like if they decided to be their pokemon. Some pokemon are forced to fight for their freedom, but why can't the trainer understand that we don't want to be caught. Just like Spearow, who knows where he is right now. All I hope is that someday I will see him again, my friend, my only friend.
I am not saying Sentret and Jack aren't my friends, they are. I have a feeling though, that they weren't really friends. They weren't close with me. I use to talk to Spearow in the pokemon center once Jack fell asleep. We did this when Sentret was in the Pokemon Center getting his problem fixed.
So I have made my decision, there is no other way, I am leaving. Once that sun reaches the highest point in the sky, I am setting off. I am not scared anymore, there is no reason to. I fought the Spearow, and the pokemon at the tournament so I can fight anything else.
I looked at the horizon of the sun. It was setting, the trainers were going some where to have their meal, while I was just sitting near the dome thinking about my decision.
On my journey I will meet friends, I know it. I may be shy, but I will meat at least one pokemon that has my exact dream. Not exact, but close.
I think I have changed my dream alittle, my other one had to high of expectations a human is only one thing, their trainer is right to them, while some think it is wrong. The trainers that abuse seem to be wrong to me, just seeing those pokemon yelp in pain make me feel that pain that they're feeling. The loving ones are the ones I like, when I see their pokemon run to them in happiness I make a weak smile and feel warmth in the area.
I am finally ready to do this, I have to been basically all my life for the day tomorrow for when I set off, I know why its such a big deal. Why do you ask? Because its a life changing decision. I will never have to see this stupid dome again, I will see new places, meet friends, and my trainer just waiting to meet me. Why should I stay where my past was, my future is to find that trainer whom I'm suppose to love.
Why would I stay in my past? It sucked, I was stupid, that is what I was, just plain stupid. I hated my life, and Jack changed it so much. My past was just being in a tree all day trying to look for that trainer, but no trainers are on that dirt road where I was next to. Only once a year, and they are the departing trainers from New Bark Town. Staying in my home is probably the worst decision I can make.
The future will bring me to better place, sure I will have no home, but I still have my health and my will, that is all that matters.
I walked to my little tree, and went into the little caved in area. It was getting dusty. There was a Weedle crawling in it. I wraped my tail around it and trhew it out of my house, not hard though. It landed in a branch of a tree.
I took out the few berries I had and the supplies I had. I walked out of the tree and walked out of the route, to the border of the route into Cherrygrove.
*Bye old home.* I said softly out loud to my tree. *My life sucked here, but still its better than living in a cage.* I contoinued to speak. No one heard me, I was talking to my self and to the tree where I lived.
*My life is going to be way different now, so I should get use to changes.* I said to myself. *Hopefully I will return here some day, with that trainer, who I love and my dream be furfilled. And if I do I will remember this. I will always remember this. And I will remember all that I love too.*
