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(I wish I did own dragonball, Z and GT)




I used to ask myself a lot,

Why?

Why can't I just be happy?
Why can't I just leave the world to be,
Why can't I just let it all go?
Why am I the only one left?

I've stopped asking cause I realized I'll never know the answer, I
realized it only made life harder to take.

I live in a world cursed with no way out of it. I have seen to much to
bare but I have to keep on surviving.

It is rare for me to be happy and something always comes up to
destroy the moment.
I used to avoided those happy moments because I knew it would only
hurt after wards. I have given that up now, I learned to cherish those
moments, cause no matter how much it will hurt afterwards, it will
keep you going in the end.
In moments like that, I remember what I am fighting for, I remember
how the world could be,

No, How it should be!


Al so I keep on fighting, saving 2 life's, loosing 4.

Sometimes I wonder why I even still try. I know I can never take
away their losses, am just not strong enough.

But I can't give up.

For all those that have died, I'll keep on fighting for their honour. I
will not make their sacrifices in vane, one day I will avenge their
deaths,

I know this question will not help in anyways but yet I find myself
asking it again

Why?

Why can't I just be happy?
Why can't I just leave the world to be,
Why can't I just let it all go?
Why am I the only one left?

This machine called hope might make a difference. My world might
not be saved, but at least another one will be.

And then, maybe one day, I'll say;

"At least I could spare them the future!"


and one day, I'll know why.

Why I can't just be happy,
Why I can't just leave the world to be,
Why I can't just let it all go,
Why I am the only one left…….

For now, hope is all I have left



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