Well, Guess what? Well, the end is coming soon! Bo-ho! Anyway this is a redo of chapter 11. Since some people don't know what a feeding tube does, read the bottom ok?
The whole thing is Amara's POV.
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Hospital Waiting Room.
I lay on my back, on the couch of the hospital's waiting room looking at the dull ceiling.
It's this depressing brown color.
I hate it.
How do they expect people to get well?
How do they expect Serena to get well?
Koneko…
I roll on to my stomach.
She's so beautiful, how can she think she's not.
I look up to see Mr. and Mrs. Tuskino walk in.
I take this chance to go in to see koneko.
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The room is quiet, it's a loud quiet.
I hate it.
The quietness is like the walls.
Ugly, dull, and yet loud.
I walk up to her bed.
Her skin is the color of the sheets.
White and sick.
Thoughts, good and bad, run through my head as a stare at the sheets.
How many people had gotten sick in them?
How many people had bled in them?
How many kids were born in them?
How many people had been covered up with them?
How many people…died in them?
I feel faint as the last thought runs around my head.
I sit down on the empty chair beside her.
I look up and down her small body.
She had two IV's in her arm, and a tube running up her nose.
I cannot help but to stare at it.
This white liquid stuff runs through the tube.
It must be a feeding tube.
From what I know a feeding tube runs through the nose, down the throat and into the stomach.
"Koneko?" I whisper.
"It's me Amara..." I take a hold off her hand. She squeezes it.
"Koneko?" I stand up again. "It's me, can you hear me, please open your eyes."
I wait.
She opens them.
"Koneko!" She stares at me.
"Ama…"
"Sh." I cut her off. "Don't speak."
She stares at me for a while. I run my hands through her hair.
She smiles weakly, I smile back.
We just stare at each other for a while.
Then I realize.
"I have to go tell your parents. They I so worried about you!"
I start to leave, but she still holds on to me hand.
"No…" I can barely hear her. "They'll make me eat."
"Serena, they are worried about you, and it's not just them who will make you."
"I'm not eating. I'll get fat and throwing up is the only way I can remember Casey."
"Ko-"
She starts coughing and I sit back down.
She reaches up to cover her nose.
Big mistake.
She feels on the tube in he nose.
"What is this?"
"It's something to make you better." I know if I tell her exactly what it is, a feeding tube, she'll freak.
We stare at each other for a minute.
"Why did Casey have to die?" She started crying again.
I wanted to hold her but I was scared I'd break her.
Then it happened.
"I don't want to live anymore!" She started going crazy pulling out the IV's kicking the sheets; I saw her hand go up to the feeding tube!
I grabbed it and tried to hold her down.
"Kitten please, calm down!" I saw a few water drops fall on her face, I thought it was raining but we were inside.
Then, I realize.
I was crying.
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it's been a few hours since Serena freaked out again, I'm back in the waiting room, one room I hate.
I keep thinking, how many families had received bad news about there loved ones?
How many people had been told, "I'm sorry but we could not save him/her."
Or, "You're daughter/son is in a coma and he/she won't wake up"
And even, "Would you like to stay with them, for their last minutes (hours, second days)?"
I try to keep them out.
Get out!
What if they came a said that for Serena?
Serena's like a little sister to me!
She can't die!
I won't let her.
Serena…
Kitten…
Koneko.
Don't die.
We need you.
I need you…
I sigh.
Michelle comes up to me, "Love, go home you need to rest."
"No, what if something happens."
"The Tuskino are with her…If anything does, they'll call us."
"But…"
She grabs me arms, pulls me up and out of the room.
Once outside of the hospital, I look up to where Serena's area is.
"Kitten, don't leave us…or me.
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Sorry this was short but, I'm sneezing like crazy here. Ta-ta and review
They wouldn't attach a feeding tube to her nose. That would kill her for sure. The nose piece, is for oxygen-
What's a feeding tube?
Well, it is NOT attached to the nose for one. It's a tube that they guide in through the nose and down the throat then into the belly. I hope that explains more. I mean I should know where it goes since I had it in me more times then I would have liked.
BUT THANK YOU FOR REVIEWING! LUV YA!
The whole thing is Amara's POV.
~*~*~
Hospital Waiting Room.
I lay on my back, on the couch of the hospital's waiting room looking at the dull ceiling.
It's this depressing brown color.
I hate it.
How do they expect people to get well?
How do they expect Serena to get well?
Koneko…
I roll on to my stomach.
She's so beautiful, how can she think she's not.
I look up to see Mr. and Mrs. Tuskino walk in.
I take this chance to go in to see koneko.
~*~*~
The room is quiet, it's a loud quiet.
I hate it.
The quietness is like the walls.
Ugly, dull, and yet loud.
I walk up to her bed.
Her skin is the color of the sheets.
White and sick.
Thoughts, good and bad, run through my head as a stare at the sheets.
How many people had gotten sick in them?
How many people had bled in them?
How many kids were born in them?
How many people had been covered up with them?
How many people…died in them?
I feel faint as the last thought runs around my head.
I sit down on the empty chair beside her.
I look up and down her small body.
She had two IV's in her arm, and a tube running up her nose.
I cannot help but to stare at it.
This white liquid stuff runs through the tube.
It must be a feeding tube.
From what I know a feeding tube runs through the nose, down the throat and into the stomach.
"Koneko?" I whisper.
"It's me Amara..." I take a hold off her hand. She squeezes it.
"Koneko?" I stand up again. "It's me, can you hear me, please open your eyes."
I wait.
She opens them.
"Koneko!" She stares at me.
"Ama…"
"Sh." I cut her off. "Don't speak."
She stares at me for a while. I run my hands through her hair.
She smiles weakly, I smile back.
We just stare at each other for a while.
Then I realize.
"I have to go tell your parents. They I so worried about you!"
I start to leave, but she still holds on to me hand.
"No…" I can barely hear her. "They'll make me eat."
"Serena, they are worried about you, and it's not just them who will make you."
"I'm not eating. I'll get fat and throwing up is the only way I can remember Casey."
"Ko-"
She starts coughing and I sit back down.
She reaches up to cover her nose.
Big mistake.
She feels on the tube in he nose.
"What is this?"
"It's something to make you better." I know if I tell her exactly what it is, a feeding tube, she'll freak.
We stare at each other for a minute.
"Why did Casey have to die?" She started crying again.
I wanted to hold her but I was scared I'd break her.
Then it happened.
"I don't want to live anymore!" She started going crazy pulling out the IV's kicking the sheets; I saw her hand go up to the feeding tube!
I grabbed it and tried to hold her down.
"Kitten please, calm down!" I saw a few water drops fall on her face, I thought it was raining but we were inside.
Then, I realize.
I was crying.
~*~*~
it's been a few hours since Serena freaked out again, I'm back in the waiting room, one room I hate.
I keep thinking, how many families had received bad news about there loved ones?
How many people had been told, "I'm sorry but we could not save him/her."
Or, "You're daughter/son is in a coma and he/she won't wake up"
And even, "Would you like to stay with them, for their last minutes (hours, second days)?"
I try to keep them out.
Get out!
What if they came a said that for Serena?
Serena's like a little sister to me!
She can't die!
I won't let her.
Serena…
Kitten…
Koneko.
Don't die.
We need you.
I need you…
I sigh.
Michelle comes up to me, "Love, go home you need to rest."
"No, what if something happens."
"The Tuskino are with her…If anything does, they'll call us."
"But…"
She grabs me arms, pulls me up and out of the room.
Once outside of the hospital, I look up to where Serena's area is.
"Kitten, don't leave us…or me.
~*~*~
Sorry this was short but, I'm sneezing like crazy here. Ta-ta and review
They wouldn't attach a feeding tube to her nose. That would kill her for sure. The nose piece, is for oxygen-
What's a feeding tube?
Well, it is NOT attached to the nose for one. It's a tube that they guide in through the nose and down the throat then into the belly. I hope that explains more. I mean I should know where it goes since I had it in me more times then I would have liked.
BUT THANK YOU FOR REVIEWING! LUV YA!
