So It Must Be

So It Must Be

[A/N: Okay, I wrote this while feeling particularly frustrated at everyone's attitude toward the character in question. By the end, if you haven't guessed who it is, be prepared to be laughed at. Flames will be used to set fire to Sirius, because for some strange reason I don't feel like explaining here I don't like him. Oh, and I'm inserting the obligatory plea for reviews here, because I think putting it at the end would mess it up. So: REVIEW!]

they think i deserve him
no one can protect me from him
no one will protect me from him
i thought he would protect me

even the dog never felt this pain
mere distance will save him from his prison
mere distance won't save me from my prison
he's escaped, but i'll never again be free

i've made a career out of screwing up
they can't help me anymore
they won't help me anymore
if i ask them to, they'll only kill me

i couldn't save them if i'd tried
no one can understand that
no one will understand that
even rats fight when cornered, but not me

they might have been considered dead
i could not have kept their secret
i would not have kept their secret

he could easily have forced it out of me

there was no way to stop it
give them up and live
or give them up and die
sometimes i wish i'd just let him kill me

They will not rescue me.

So it must be.