matter of opinon

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Matter Of Opinion

Over the next few weeks Tai was completely healed. His legs, arms and memory were all back to normal. Of course, to recuperate his strength and courage he had to stay at home, besides Kari insisted. Tai laid on his bed for the first time in weeks. The picture that aroused his memory arrested his deep brown eyes. He held the picture as if it was water that would seep through his fingers.

Though he fell unconscious through a silent coma, he could still sense Sora by his side. He could still feel moments where she brushed his hair away from his closed eyes. As he trance in his of all the sleepless nights where only he thought of her could only make it right Kari walked in. Her hand carried a large tray with food, desserts and refreshments " you need to eat" she said "OK" Tai obeyed.

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After the large meal, Tai decided he needed a walk Kari made him promise that he could be back home in one hour. As the brown haired boy nodded in agreement he walked out the door. He could see Sora's apartment just beside his as he traveled the short distance. Tai had crossed a few situations if Sora were to open the door. Matt would be there, possibly together alone. The image of them together… Tai would rather relive his suicidal moment.

However the result of breaking his little sister's heart had left Tai to remove the idea. He gathered for words, what would he say to her and a back-up plan in case Matt would be there. The first knock seemed to echo in Tai's mind. Lucky for him, Sora was home alone.

"hey, tai, what's up?" the angelic girl greeted. "I need.. to talk to you…" Sora steeped aside of the doorway, "sure, Tai come in.." as the door shut behind him he felt his lips get tongue-tied. Tai quickly cleared his throat, "Ok.. this won't take long.. I just came here to say, well that-that

"what, come on, u can tell me.." Sora urged. "well it's hard for me- to say.. especially when you are dating Matt." Sora smiled, "Trust me, nothing u say will have much of an impact on me.."

"I'm in love with you.." Tai replied, hesitantly. Sora was in shock, "al-al- although that could." "are u ok?" The auburn haired girl vigorously shook her head. Tai looked at the clock when Sora could say the next word. Sighing in confusion, she asked, "Is that why you committed suicide?" Tai looked up to her auburn eyes that was filled with mixed emotions, slowly he replied in a low, quiet voice, "yes.. I didn't mean for you to get caught up in this, but I do love you, Sora. When I first saw you, I knew that I would love you until my life ends."

He took a brief moment and continued, "Every time, I'm around you, I'm always well I feel happy.. but if Matt is who you really want to be with, I'll try to cope with it, but only if that's what you want." Sora slowly faced him.. "You want me to choose?" Tai replied, slowly.. "I'm sorry, but I can't live my life without an answer.. sorry, if that seems selfish but that how I feel.. " I understand.."

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Sora spent days, nights trying to make her decision. Endless minutes of thoughts, notions, reasons. Yet, it led her to nothing. Choosing between to people is hard. Even harder, if you love both of them. She was left alone to reflect on her past. She discovered something. Matt.. Tai… always locked in an belligerent battle. Both of them were prone into clashes with one another.

'That won't solve anything..' her mind wandered. Years have past and both Tai and Matt have become the best of friends. How was she able to choose on over the other?

Tai…there were many times the DD would fight losing battles, but no matter what, Tai was never undaunted. Sora admired his spiritual strength. He always apologizes for any mistakes he did. Kind, forgiving, courageous, Sora could name thousands of characteristics Tai carried. However, what Sora loved the most that he always accepted people for who they were. He never excluded people, when she was a tomboy; Tai still accepted her and talked to her when no one would.

Matt…the one who gotten her out of the dark trance she wallowed in. Sora had no idea how or when she had fallen in love with him. Maybe, it was her inner desire for popularity. She wasn't as beautiful as the other girls in her class, nor popular. Now that she was with Matt, she was a queen. 'Is that what I want?" she asked herself.

Suddenly, a paroxysm of distinctness had hit her. It was too obvious, he was the one.. Sora smirked at her final decision. She took the phone from the receiver and punched in the numbers that would dial to Tai's residence.

"Hi, Tai.. this is Sora, I just want to tell you that i made my choice." A depressed reply answered.. as if he already knew the answer. "Ok.. then I be there in a while."

Sora was anxious for Tai's arrival. She thought about her decision, thoroughly many times over. 'hopefully, Tai will be ok with this… he had suffered a lot..' The doorbell chimed and Sora lunged for the door . "hey Sora ," the boy sighed.. "Hi.. ok..u probably wanna know…well ok..

It's..

Tough.. chap 5 will come soon..

Maybe it's already up..