By: Neko-chan
a/n: Kon'nichi wa, minna! I have previously written 'mind' fics for Heero and Duo, and because of requests, I have decided to do a little 'mind' fic thingie for each of the GW pilots! Yay for me! Okie, this is the first new one! This one's about Wufei (whom I like to call Wu-Wu).
Shouting Inside....
I sit on the edge of a towering cliff, looking out over the ocean. The wind is unusually strong today, and it blows my black hair into my face. The air is sweet, scented with salt and brine. I breathe it in, savoring it. And as I do, my mind wanders...
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"Injustice!"
The world is unfair, this I know well. I know I cannot do anything about it; but still, I want to try. When I cannot accomplish something, I always scream one word: "Injustice!"
It is not fair, this life I lead. But life's not fair, is it? I know this, I've always known this, but I want so much for it to be different. But the only thing I can do is fight. Fight with all of my heart, hoping to change things.
But always........
'Injustice.'
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"Honor is everything."
If my family could see me know, I know that they would be ashamed of me. Honor means everything to the Dragon Clan, and I have disgraced us.
My brave Nataku, my young wife, she is dead.......because she decided to fight for honor.
I watched in horror as my colony blew up, knowing that they did so for me. They died an honorable death, while I was left all alone. They have lived and died with honor, while I have not. I try so hard, but being honorable and righteous is just so hard.
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"The weak should not be fighting."
I say this often, especially to women. But....how can I really say this when I know it is not true? I had a wife, and she died fighting. She was not weak, as I say she was.
I am the one who is weak. I am not willing to die for my cause, as Nataku and my colony did. They were strong. They fought with their hearts. I? I am weak. I shouldn't be fighting for a cause I truly do not believe in.
But what else is there to do?
Nothing.
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And so I fight. And I will win.
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And as I fight, and as I win, I'll be screaming inside; shouting a curse to the sky.
