Authors note: This fic is an exchage of letters between Mimi and Tai. They will write about their past together, but it is a Mimato.
Dedication: I'm dedicating this fic to my friend Mo, one of the new staff members of my
Destined Love site. If you like Mimato and never visited my site please do at ladymaggie.topcities.com I don't think you'll be disapointed.
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon, that'll happen after world domination.
To My dearest...
To my dearest Mimi Tachikawa:
It has been a while since we have communicated in any way, hasn't it? At least not since the day of our wedding.
I'm writing you because I would like to tell how truely sorry I am for leaving you like that and I want to tell you how much I still love you and how much I never meant to hurt you. I don't know what happened that beautiful day, it was suppose to be the happiest of my life, and yours. But sunny days always bring gloomier ones, don't they? I don't know what came over me to make me leave you at the alter like that. I guess I just paniced. For some reason still unknown to me I couldn't go through with it, I just couldn't bring myself to marry to you.
Whatever you're thinking though. my decision had nothing to do with you and more of my own cowardlyness. I'm sure that if I were to marry anyone it would still have turned out the same way, that I would still have runned. Maybe I'm afraid of what the future will bring? I loved you so much I thought if you were ever to leave me I would die, but in the end I'm living without you any way. I think that is why I left, why I ran. Because in the end I was certian you would leave me. I was positive that you would realize just how much I didn't deserve you, just how much some else could somehow love better then I and go off and find yourself someone who truely did deserve you, who would love better then I ever could.
There is no excuse for what I did though, and I only pray that one day you will be able to forgive me and accept my friendship and perhaps later my love again, but I'll understad if you choose not to. I can only imagine what I put you through. To hear someone say that they'll love endlessly then have them leave just like that on the most important day of your life must be heart wrenching. Unless you didn't love me as much as I thought you did I can only imagine what you have gone through because of me, and I can only tell you how sorry I am.
I hear that you are better now, that you have gotten over me and moved on. I hope you have, I really do. TK tells me you are traveling the world with Matt. Is it true? Have you been out to see the wonders of the world around you that have always told me you were to afriad to leave Japan to see? I also hear that you and Matt are an item now, a couple. Has he been able to give you the love that I never could, the love that you were ment to experience? Are you happy with him, or do you still dream about our past, our love, like I do? Do you long for my touch, or wish for my kiss like I do for yours? Or do you count the seconds until Matt lips touch yours once again?
Please Mimi, please write me back and tell me how you are, how you are moving on with your life. I need to know so I can finally move on with mine, with or without you. I'll be counting the days till your letter arrives and hopefully it won't be too long.
Your one and only,
Tai Kamiya
Well there's the first letter. How will Mimi react? Find out by reading the next part... when I get it out that is. Later days!
Dedication: I'm dedicating this fic to my friend Mo, one of the new staff members of my
Destined Love site. If you like Mimato and never visited my site please do at ladymaggie.topcities.com I don't think you'll be disapointed.
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon, that'll happen after world domination.
To My dearest...
To my dearest Mimi Tachikawa:
It has been a while since we have communicated in any way, hasn't it? At least not since the day of our wedding.
I'm writing you because I would like to tell how truely sorry I am for leaving you like that and I want to tell you how much I still love you and how much I never meant to hurt you. I don't know what happened that beautiful day, it was suppose to be the happiest of my life, and yours. But sunny days always bring gloomier ones, don't they? I don't know what came over me to make me leave you at the alter like that. I guess I just paniced. For some reason still unknown to me I couldn't go through with it, I just couldn't bring myself to marry to you.
Whatever you're thinking though. my decision had nothing to do with you and more of my own cowardlyness. I'm sure that if I were to marry anyone it would still have turned out the same way, that I would still have runned. Maybe I'm afraid of what the future will bring? I loved you so much I thought if you were ever to leave me I would die, but in the end I'm living without you any way. I think that is why I left, why I ran. Because in the end I was certian you would leave me. I was positive that you would realize just how much I didn't deserve you, just how much some else could somehow love better then I and go off and find yourself someone who truely did deserve you, who would love better then I ever could.
There is no excuse for what I did though, and I only pray that one day you will be able to forgive me and accept my friendship and perhaps later my love again, but I'll understad if you choose not to. I can only imagine what I put you through. To hear someone say that they'll love endlessly then have them leave just like that on the most important day of your life must be heart wrenching. Unless you didn't love me as much as I thought you did I can only imagine what you have gone through because of me, and I can only tell you how sorry I am.
I hear that you are better now, that you have gotten over me and moved on. I hope you have, I really do. TK tells me you are traveling the world with Matt. Is it true? Have you been out to see the wonders of the world around you that have always told me you were to afriad to leave Japan to see? I also hear that you and Matt are an item now, a couple. Has he been able to give you the love that I never could, the love that you were ment to experience? Are you happy with him, or do you still dream about our past, our love, like I do? Do you long for my touch, or wish for my kiss like I do for yours? Or do you count the seconds until Matt lips touch yours once again?
Please Mimi, please write me back and tell me how you are, how you are moving on with your life. I need to know so I can finally move on with mine, with or without you. I'll be counting the days till your letter arrives and hopefully it won't be too long.
Your one and only,
Tai Kamiya
Well there's the first letter. How will Mimi react? Find out by reading the next part... when I get it out that is. Later days!
