BPOV
"What?" I wasn't sure if I heard that correctly.
"I was confused, Bella. I like you, but I had been in a relationship with Victoria for quite a long time." Jacob said, "Then we met in New York and it kind of brought back all the old memories."
I was fuming with anger. He was telling me that he cheated on me with his long-time ex-girlfriend with such an ease as if it wasn't a big deal!
"I really like you, Bella." he continued, "I'm not lying. I really have feelings for you. It's just that it hasn't been long since Victoria and I broke up, so it kind of just happened. I'm really sorry."
"Are you fucking kidding me?" I asked with disbelief, "What do you mean it kind of just happened?"
"Well, it just happened. It hasn't been long since we've started dating, that's why it's normal that we've some confusion about our feelings. Well, isn't that the reason you also went on a movie date with your friend? It's normal. Maybe you guys didn't click, that's why nothing more happened there."
"Excuse me?" I said with disbelief, "I didn't go on a movie date with anyone. I was supposed to go with you, but you ditched me, and I know the reason now. I met my friend there and we thought it was okay if we watched a movie together as we both were alone. Don't you even dare compare this to what you've done." I said furiously.
"Well, okay." he said, "I thought we're being honest here, that's why you told me the truth about your movie date. That's the reason I also decided to be honest with you. Just think about it. You wouldn't even have known that I had slept with her if I didn't tell you.""
"Oh, thank you so much for your honesty!" I said sarcastically.
"Come on, now!" he said, "Don't make this a big deal. We like each other and we can make this work. It was a one time thing."
"Jacob, let's end this here." I said.
I was furious at him, but I was even more furious at myself. How did I always end up with such jerks? The only nice boyfriend I had was back in high school. Too bad, he was already married!
My love life sucked, and I truly believed it was always going to be like this.
