EPOV
"What do you want?" Bella said as she finally opened the door of her room after two hours.
Her eyes were red and she looked completely disheveled. I couldn't see her like this!
"Bella, I'm so sorry... I'm really, really sorry... Please let me explain..."
"I don't want to hear anything," she said, "You're the biggest fucking mistake of my life."
"I agree," I said. I had no doubt about that. She didn't deserve any of these!
"Hooking up with you is the biggest fucking mistake of my life," she said.
Hooking up? Okay.
"I wish I had never got so drunk on that day,"
"Agreed," I said.
"I wish I could go back and undo everything," she said.
"Agreed." I said.
"I shouldn't have started this stupid fling!" she said.
Stupid fling? Fine!
"I wonder why I couldn't find anyone else for that!" she said.
I sighed.
"I'm not kidding. I honestly think it should have been anyone but you."
"Bella..."
"It could have been Emmett," she said, "Why couldn't he take me to my room that night! He's much better than you! Yeah, it should have been him! It was just a drunken sex... Yeah, it should have been him!"
I stared at her.
"I..." she stuttered but recovered quickly, "Yeah... At least he's not married!"
I didn't say anything.
"Yeah, he'd have been totally fine. I mean, I just needed a few fucks and he'd have been perfectly fine!" she said, "Actually, who knows! It could have turned into something serious and we could have been getting married today! Everything would have been just perfectly fine!"
"Okay," I said while trying to keep my voice in check. I knew she was mad at me, but she was getting on my nerves now.
"What exactly are you doing here?" She said, "You should go to your wife."
"Because I want to be here," I said.
"Oh, so today you're in the mood to be here?" She laughed sarcastically, "I'm sure tomorrow you'll remember that you've a wife and you need to be with her."
"Bella... I'm sorry..." I said, "I know I've made a fucking mess of everything, but I can't see you getting hurt like this."
"Did anyone call you a homewrecker? Is the family of the person who you were fucking judging you right now?" she snapped, "No, right? I doubt you'd know what I'm feeling."
"Bella..." I sighed, "I don't know how to make this right..."
"That's the problem," she said, "You don't know anything! Just leave!"
