Summery: Kyle's thoughts on Tess and what happened to Alex
Disclaimer: I don't own anything and I have no money
A/N: A different format for me, kind of stream of
consciousness
I can't
believe it. It's just
unbelievable. It's like finding out
everything you thought was true, your every perception, was completely
wrong. I thought I knew Tess. She was like my sister. She was right under my nose, a murderess
right under my nose. When did she change?
Was she always just plotting to get what she wanted? What was she trying to gain over
Christmas? Was that dinner just to get
something, or back then was she just being a part of the family? If so what changed her? What about the
prom? That was just days before she
killed Alex. By then she had already
taken away part of Alex's life. She had
made him some sort of slave. She took
away his free will and manipulated him.
Then she did it to me.
Alex died
on the day before my birthday, in my bedroom.
Now that I know, I can't sleep there.
I still sleep on the couch; even now that Tess is gone. That's where I
am now, laying on the couch thinking about what has happened. I can still see
what I did. It makes me sick. I saw her
kill him. He was ranting and she held a
hand up to his head. He screamed,
twisted in pain and collapsed, dead. He was dead, she killed him, turned his
mind to mush. I picked Alex up by the front of his shirt and carried him
outside and put him in his car. I
carried his body against my back and didn't even remember. When I heard about Alex the next day I had
been as surprised and horrified as everyone.
Max tried to bring him back, but it was too late. Even if he had been in the room with me
before the car cover up he probably couldn't have saved him, his mind was too
badly damaged.
She didn't
care about him; he was just another step in the ladder of her master plan. I was just yet another step. I have the
muscles and she wanted to use them. She
took away my mind and just used me to get what she wanted. She needed the body moved and I could move
it. So she just warped me, stole my
memories, my mind. She warped me so many times to keep her secrets. Too much warping killed Alex, but she warped
me without a second thought. She didn't
care about me either.
We welcomed
her into our family and this is what happened.
I just can't believe it. Tess
was just using me, and my friends with her own plan. She killed and covered it up.
No remorse, she didn't accept responsibility. Of course she had killed a part of him long before when she made
him her slave. She had done the same to
him.