They walked to what it seemed like an eternity to a clearing in the woods. It was a big dirt patch surrounded by trees and in the middle were a circle of rocks, and in the circle were logs, it was the biggest campfire set JD ever saw, he looked at Shane. Shane was staring at this geeky guy sitting on a log they had around the rocks for chairs. The guy stood up for Shane, and walked over to him. Shane gave him an evil glare and said under his breath, "Why isn't the fire going?" The geeky guy looked at him and started to stutter out an excuse when Shane punch right in the stomach. He fell to the ground and winced Shane started to yell at him, "WHAT DID I TELL YOU? HUH! WHAT THE FUCK DID I TELL YOU!" Shane definitely had a rancor felling for this poor guy, JD saw it in his eyes while he stared on, just watching and waiting. The guy stood up, even though it took all in his power to fight the pain and answered, "To.. to, have the fire going, wh.. when you got here." He stuttered and was very jumpy, when Shane moved his arm to grab the side of the jacket he flinched like he was going to hit him. Shane shook him once to get him to look at him, even then the guy looked at Shane threw the corner of his eye, making sure his head level was high or directly at Shane. Shane continued yelling, but it was a bit of a quite yell, "Why isn't the fire going?" He waited a response and when he didn't get one he slapped the boy at the side of the head, "You fucked up. You know that right?" The boy looked at him, and repeated, "I fucked," Shane made a movement like he was going to hit him again and he flinched, "I fucked up."
Shane let go of his jacket, and put his hands on his hips, while stared on him like a cold dead corpse, it gave JD the spooks, but yet, he watched on. "What am I going to do with you? You're going to work extra hard, and your going to get a nice fire going, and I mean nice, do you understand?" The guy nodded, he seemed to know to let Shane have the last words, "Go." Shane said and off the little guy went. Shane looked at JD and laughed a bit, JD was still a bit curious. Shane saw that and answered his question before JD even had to ask it, "This little fuck wants to get in my group, but to do that he has to spend one year being my servant. Little fucker just takes it." JD smiled, it reminded him of someone he knew. Then JD watched as he saw two little hands wrap around Shane's' waist and hear a little voice say, "Just don't be too hard on the little guy."
Shane turned a bit and put his arm over the girl behind him and made her face him, he seemed very pleased with her presence and without even a hello he started kissing her right there, in front of JD. He tried not to stare, but she didn't seem to mind, as she let a bit of a moan as he pulled away. She put her head on his chest and looked at JD, "Who's that?" She asked. Shane looked down at her, pushing her hair away from her eyes, "That's JD. He's new in school. I invited him to get high with us." She looked at JD again, studying him a bit, not judging mind you. Just looking at who won Shane approval for the moment, before looking up at him and saying, "Just as long you remember I'm still your number one." Shane smiled and kissed her, and then she broke away from the embrace and sat down in her usual spot and put her bag down. She occupied herself with getting settled in and pulling out a book of some sort, it was still dark so JD couldn't see what so he focused his attention back on Shane.
He was still looking at her, until he felt the gaze of JD's eyes into him, and looked at him. "That's my girlfriend, Lynn. Some people call her Lyric, because she is always writing in her damn journal. She's only a sophomore but we don't give a shit about any damn laws. To us our motto is; you can't rape the willing." JD smiled, Shane was honest and spoke his mind about anything. That's what drew JD in, not his clothes or style, just the way he said anything to anyone. "You got a girl yet?" JD looked down, sighed then looked back up at Shane. Shane smiled, he already knew the answer but he wasn't going to be rude and waited for JD to mention it himself.
"Had one, but she was a totally bitch."
"What happened?"
"Long story."
"Tell me later." Then by that time the little guy came back with his arms full of wood for the fire he had to build. Shane watched him like a hawk, waiting for him to mess up so he can yell at him. He put a few logs in the middle of the rock circle and laid the rest behind Lynn, a few other logs were already stacked there. Lynn was writing something and didn't look up when he walked by, he got some lighter fluid and put it on the logs, he looked at Lynn, she noticed and looked up.
"Hey," he said, he said it so jittery and unsure but Lynn just smiled and replied, "Hi." JD looked at Shane, he didn't like it when he talked to her, he thought Lynn should only talk to people that deserved her attention, but he didn't interrupt them for he knew Lynn didn't like it when he tried to control her. So he very rarely did.
"Um, what are you writing?" He asked, still a bit of quivering in his voice but he kept working, but never looked away from Lynn.
"Recording my dream from last night, I will try to decode it later." She went back to writing but the little guy kept talking, Shane didn't like this. JD saw this when he glared at the little guy.
"Wow, how do you know what they mean?" He put the fluid down and sat there looking at her. Without looking up she said, "By a Book."
"Yeah I had a dream once, that I-" Shane couldn't take it anymore; he walked over and kicked him in his back.
"Shut up and work! Did I say you could talk to her! Leave her the fuck alone." Lynn looked at Shane, she knew he did that out of love, or what ever he felt for her, but still, she didn't really like it. She looked at the guy, "You okay?" He shook his head and went to finding a match, he lit the fire and flames shot up, Lynn looked threw her eyes, the fire reflected in it, she was mesmerized by it. JD looked at Shane, he was staring at her, threw the same eyes she had while looking at the fire. Then Shane turned and walked towards JD.
He looked at JD; he didn't know what to say. JD had nothing in response, a few other people came, and they were talking amongst themselves when Lynn put her journal away and walked over to JD and Shane. She put her back to Shane to face JD and put Shane's arms around her waist, Shane started to kiss her neck while she talked to JD.
"Where you from?"
"Ohio." JD wasn't going to go into the specifics if he didn't have to.
"What where you doing there?"
"My dad's job moves us around a lot. He works for a construction company."
"Miss anyone?" Lynn's eyes looked deep into JD's to find some deeper meaning, like he was hiding something and the answer was in the eyes. JD looked at her long blonde hair that just went over a bit of her eye, her blue eyes so deep and magical, it brought out the mysterious questions in her. Her hair so light, and yet it was so dark, it raised questions to his mind. It was a dirty blond, but the two strips of hair that started the long flow were bright yellow, natural though. So silky and shinny, with a dark mystique to it. He was sure her hair turned brown when she got it wet. Her white pale skin was softened by the firelight that covered half her face; the other half was a shadow, only her blue eye showed in that shadow. She had soft pink lips that were the perfect shade, darker than pink, but not the red so many other girls where. Almost as if it was the color of red wine when a light shown threw the liquid, making a cloudy image on the other end. Her eyelashes where black, long and thick, which had a cherubic child likeness to her face. It was true that JD thought she was beautiful, that he had a lustful wanting for her, but he knew that Shane held her in his palm, and she held him in the same way. Held together against their will almost, that, to JD, was the beauty of them.
JD looked at her, all this racing in his mind and replied, "No." She sighed, Shane stopped kissing her and whispered something in her ear and he walked away. He walked to someone else had arrived; it was another guy he was talking to in the hallway.
"When did you move here?" Lynn asked JD turned his attention back to her.
"About a week ago."
"Your quiet." JD was taken aback by this for a second, he knew she meant no harm, but he wondered why she said that, even if it was true. "What do you mean?" He asked, looking back with wonder, he longed to understand her, something about her raised her over everyone her, this beauty she had, she ignored it. It was her mind she thrived on, her mind where she took pleasure in, she had to understand the world around her, but all JD wanted to do, was understand that.
"You like to sit back, watch everything like you were outside everything. To you the world is a stage and all the men and women are merely players. You act as the audience, only talking when one of the actors address you, making your own judgments and predictions to the lives of others. You do this not to understand, you do this because you do not think you belong. That you are only meant to watch, that you have a higher understanding on life so you watch others. But you think this pleases you, but deep down this annoys you. It eats you up, you want to be apart of it, to have your thoughts and feelings out, but you hide them. But when they do come out, its a contiversal blow on all around, yet know one knows it was you that disrupted their lives. So you go on watching." JD just looked, she was right. How could one little observation tell his whole life's past? She smiled, she knew what she was talking about it, and then she went on, "Don't look so surprised. Everyone here was like that one time or another, but here they feel accepted, this is their stage and their part to shine. It wills happen to you to, but only if you want it too."
Shane walked up behind Lynn, JD stilled stood a bit stunned. He never knew anyone like these people before, or maybe he didn't want to like Lynn said. "Don't let her scare you," Shane said. "She studies psychology and crap. She can tell you what your names means as well."
"Really?" JD said, kind of doubtful.
"Jason Dean, right?" Lynn asked, JD nodded. "Jason means one who heals or a healer, and Dean means valley." JD laughed, if only they knew his past. Healer.
"What does yours mean?" JD asked.
"The bearer of the waterfall, that's also why some people call me Lyric. It means to express thoughts and feelings." JD nodded.
"Which name do you like better?"
"Either ones fine with me."
"Okay, then I'll call you Lyric, Lynn, uh, doesn't seem to fit you." Lynn Laughed then walked off. One of her friends had arrived. Time passed and people seemed to arrive, they all wondered who JD was, they were sure they had never seen him before. But none asked, they knew Shane would tell them in good time.
Shane looked around and when it looked like everyone was here he said, "Hey everyone. This id JD, I invited him to party with us. He came here all the way from Ohio." Everyone looked and with that said they all went to doing their stuff, getting out their weed and other miscellaneous drugs and beers. "Ohio, isn't that the buckeye state?" JD just shrugged.
"Hell if I know."
Shane looked at Lynn across the fire, "Lynn! Ohio is the buckeye state right?" He yelled to her.
"Yeah!" She yelled back then went on talking to her friend.
Shane turned back to JD, "She knows all the states themes somehow. Anyway, you want a beer, man?"
"Sure."
"Fairy, get JD a beer, Now." He stared at the geeky guy as he got up to the cooler and went to get JD a beer. JD looked at Shane.
"Fairy?" JD asked.
"Yeah, that's what we call him, his real name is Reese or some shit like that. I just call him Fairy, little guy takes it too." Shane laughed at this. JD didn't understand why this guy would take it, but he didn't want to understand. Like Lynn said, he liked to watch, not understand. "Look around JD, these people are in what I'd like to call, the circle. Now the circle is not elite, anyone can join. But the black circle boys, high exclusive. The only living members are Kyle, David, and me. I let Lynn in too; she is to be the only girl in the club, no exceptions. I let Fairy come along, but he doesn't have the tattoo." JD looked at him.
"Tattoo?" Shane lowered his coat and there on his left arm was an upside-down cross in a circle carved into his arm. JD looked at Lynn's arm, she had a tattoo too. "What are the Black Circle Boys?" JD asked. He was a bit skeptical; the name was a bit childish, but then again, alluring and mysterious.
"To know that you have to be a member. And I need someone who will get in deep with this shit because it gets fucking deep. Think you can handle it?" JD smiled, to him it sounded like a piece of cake, he didn't know how wrong he was.
Time went on, and around midnight, Shane stopped everything. Everyone gathered in a circle around the fire, and Shane pulled out a knife. He held his hand out and you could see a big scar along in the palm of his hand, from the thumb to his pinky finger. He took the knife and cut it along it, letting the blood drop to the rock below. He passed the knife to Lynn who cut the tip of her thumb, then to Fairy who did the same, and when it got to JD he did it without asking any questions, and looked on to Shane.
"We over this blood as a sacrifice to you Father," He bent down by the rock, the blood sizzled off the heat by the rock it had been collocating from the fire inside it walls. Shane held up his necklace, the one with the star in the circle, and whispered, "Farther, we worship and honor you, and you alone. We worship and honor you." Then he scraped off some of the blood from the rock and lifted his shirt. With his own blood he made and upside down cross, like the tattoo, only with out the circle. After this was done he lowered his shirt to where it was, and whispered. "Thank you father, it is complete." He looked around at all the staring eyes, he said to them, "Its done, lets party!"
Instead of going back to JD, Shane went over to Lynn and they started making out on the ground where Shane stood for the ritual. This was obviously their time. Fairy came over and talked to JD, asked him basically the same questions Lynn did, where he was from, why he moved, did he miss it; he also asked how he liked it here so far. JD replied, "I don't know, just another locker combination to remember." Fairy laughed. For a person Fairy was not very confident, he let others push him around, but he was a very nice person as well. The only reason he was here was to gain respect from people, so he can think himself higher that the jocks and preps that didn't dare pick on him because he was Shane's boy. He didn't know that he lost all respect by letting them use him, or maybe he didn't care, as long as he felt like he was needed.
After awhile people started to leave, Lynn looked at her watch and told Shane she needed to get going. It was like 3:30 in the morning anyway. Shane knew that he had to get going to, and so everyone started to leave. JD asked Shane if he needed a ride home but Shane told him he got a place to crash nearby, JD had a feeling that it was probably Lynn's place. Shane made sure JD knew the way home and they both parted ways.
JD got on his bike and looked at his thumb, it stopped bleeding by now but it did hurt a bit, but JD shrugged it off, he knew worse. He remember the pain as he ran his fingers over the bullet scars on his abdominal Veronica left him, and thought how sweet it would be if he could have left her the same. JD rode off home, thinking to himself about what Shane said about the black circle boys, maybe it was a good idea to join, it couldn't be that tough if Lynn was apart of it. He pulled up in his driveway exhausted; he went to his room, and fell asleep right when his head hit the pillow.
Shane let go of his jacket, and put his hands on his hips, while stared on him like a cold dead corpse, it gave JD the spooks, but yet, he watched on. "What am I going to do with you? You're going to work extra hard, and your going to get a nice fire going, and I mean nice, do you understand?" The guy nodded, he seemed to know to let Shane have the last words, "Go." Shane said and off the little guy went. Shane looked at JD and laughed a bit, JD was still a bit curious. Shane saw that and answered his question before JD even had to ask it, "This little fuck wants to get in my group, but to do that he has to spend one year being my servant. Little fucker just takes it." JD smiled, it reminded him of someone he knew. Then JD watched as he saw two little hands wrap around Shane's' waist and hear a little voice say, "Just don't be too hard on the little guy."
Shane turned a bit and put his arm over the girl behind him and made her face him, he seemed very pleased with her presence and without even a hello he started kissing her right there, in front of JD. He tried not to stare, but she didn't seem to mind, as she let a bit of a moan as he pulled away. She put her head on his chest and looked at JD, "Who's that?" She asked. Shane looked down at her, pushing her hair away from her eyes, "That's JD. He's new in school. I invited him to get high with us." She looked at JD again, studying him a bit, not judging mind you. Just looking at who won Shane approval for the moment, before looking up at him and saying, "Just as long you remember I'm still your number one." Shane smiled and kissed her, and then she broke away from the embrace and sat down in her usual spot and put her bag down. She occupied herself with getting settled in and pulling out a book of some sort, it was still dark so JD couldn't see what so he focused his attention back on Shane.
He was still looking at her, until he felt the gaze of JD's eyes into him, and looked at him. "That's my girlfriend, Lynn. Some people call her Lyric, because she is always writing in her damn journal. She's only a sophomore but we don't give a shit about any damn laws. To us our motto is; you can't rape the willing." JD smiled, Shane was honest and spoke his mind about anything. That's what drew JD in, not his clothes or style, just the way he said anything to anyone. "You got a girl yet?" JD looked down, sighed then looked back up at Shane. Shane smiled, he already knew the answer but he wasn't going to be rude and waited for JD to mention it himself.
"Had one, but she was a totally bitch."
"What happened?"
"Long story."
"Tell me later." Then by that time the little guy came back with his arms full of wood for the fire he had to build. Shane watched him like a hawk, waiting for him to mess up so he can yell at him. He put a few logs in the middle of the rock circle and laid the rest behind Lynn, a few other logs were already stacked there. Lynn was writing something and didn't look up when he walked by, he got some lighter fluid and put it on the logs, he looked at Lynn, she noticed and looked up.
"Hey," he said, he said it so jittery and unsure but Lynn just smiled and replied, "Hi." JD looked at Shane, he didn't like it when he talked to her, he thought Lynn should only talk to people that deserved her attention, but he didn't interrupt them for he knew Lynn didn't like it when he tried to control her. So he very rarely did.
"Um, what are you writing?" He asked, still a bit of quivering in his voice but he kept working, but never looked away from Lynn.
"Recording my dream from last night, I will try to decode it later." She went back to writing but the little guy kept talking, Shane didn't like this. JD saw this when he glared at the little guy.
"Wow, how do you know what they mean?" He put the fluid down and sat there looking at her. Without looking up she said, "By a Book."
"Yeah I had a dream once, that I-" Shane couldn't take it anymore; he walked over and kicked him in his back.
"Shut up and work! Did I say you could talk to her! Leave her the fuck alone." Lynn looked at Shane, she knew he did that out of love, or what ever he felt for her, but still, she didn't really like it. She looked at the guy, "You okay?" He shook his head and went to finding a match, he lit the fire and flames shot up, Lynn looked threw her eyes, the fire reflected in it, she was mesmerized by it. JD looked at Shane, he was staring at her, threw the same eyes she had while looking at the fire. Then Shane turned and walked towards JD.
He looked at JD; he didn't know what to say. JD had nothing in response, a few other people came, and they were talking amongst themselves when Lynn put her journal away and walked over to JD and Shane. She put her back to Shane to face JD and put Shane's arms around her waist, Shane started to kiss her neck while she talked to JD.
"Where you from?"
"Ohio." JD wasn't going to go into the specifics if he didn't have to.
"What where you doing there?"
"My dad's job moves us around a lot. He works for a construction company."
"Miss anyone?" Lynn's eyes looked deep into JD's to find some deeper meaning, like he was hiding something and the answer was in the eyes. JD looked at her long blonde hair that just went over a bit of her eye, her blue eyes so deep and magical, it brought out the mysterious questions in her. Her hair so light, and yet it was so dark, it raised questions to his mind. It was a dirty blond, but the two strips of hair that started the long flow were bright yellow, natural though. So silky and shinny, with a dark mystique to it. He was sure her hair turned brown when she got it wet. Her white pale skin was softened by the firelight that covered half her face; the other half was a shadow, only her blue eye showed in that shadow. She had soft pink lips that were the perfect shade, darker than pink, but not the red so many other girls where. Almost as if it was the color of red wine when a light shown threw the liquid, making a cloudy image on the other end. Her eyelashes where black, long and thick, which had a cherubic child likeness to her face. It was true that JD thought she was beautiful, that he had a lustful wanting for her, but he knew that Shane held her in his palm, and she held him in the same way. Held together against their will almost, that, to JD, was the beauty of them.
JD looked at her, all this racing in his mind and replied, "No." She sighed, Shane stopped kissing her and whispered something in her ear and he walked away. He walked to someone else had arrived; it was another guy he was talking to in the hallway.
"When did you move here?" Lynn asked JD turned his attention back to her.
"About a week ago."
"Your quiet." JD was taken aback by this for a second, he knew she meant no harm, but he wondered why she said that, even if it was true. "What do you mean?" He asked, looking back with wonder, he longed to understand her, something about her raised her over everyone her, this beauty she had, she ignored it. It was her mind she thrived on, her mind where she took pleasure in, she had to understand the world around her, but all JD wanted to do, was understand that.
"You like to sit back, watch everything like you were outside everything. To you the world is a stage and all the men and women are merely players. You act as the audience, only talking when one of the actors address you, making your own judgments and predictions to the lives of others. You do this not to understand, you do this because you do not think you belong. That you are only meant to watch, that you have a higher understanding on life so you watch others. But you think this pleases you, but deep down this annoys you. It eats you up, you want to be apart of it, to have your thoughts and feelings out, but you hide them. But when they do come out, its a contiversal blow on all around, yet know one knows it was you that disrupted their lives. So you go on watching." JD just looked, she was right. How could one little observation tell his whole life's past? She smiled, she knew what she was talking about it, and then she went on, "Don't look so surprised. Everyone here was like that one time or another, but here they feel accepted, this is their stage and their part to shine. It wills happen to you to, but only if you want it too."
Shane walked up behind Lynn, JD stilled stood a bit stunned. He never knew anyone like these people before, or maybe he didn't want to like Lynn said. "Don't let her scare you," Shane said. "She studies psychology and crap. She can tell you what your names means as well."
"Really?" JD said, kind of doubtful.
"Jason Dean, right?" Lynn asked, JD nodded. "Jason means one who heals or a healer, and Dean means valley." JD laughed, if only they knew his past. Healer.
"What does yours mean?" JD asked.
"The bearer of the waterfall, that's also why some people call me Lyric. It means to express thoughts and feelings." JD nodded.
"Which name do you like better?"
"Either ones fine with me."
"Okay, then I'll call you Lyric, Lynn, uh, doesn't seem to fit you." Lynn Laughed then walked off. One of her friends had arrived. Time passed and people seemed to arrive, they all wondered who JD was, they were sure they had never seen him before. But none asked, they knew Shane would tell them in good time.
Shane looked around and when it looked like everyone was here he said, "Hey everyone. This id JD, I invited him to party with us. He came here all the way from Ohio." Everyone looked and with that said they all went to doing their stuff, getting out their weed and other miscellaneous drugs and beers. "Ohio, isn't that the buckeye state?" JD just shrugged.
"Hell if I know."
Shane looked at Lynn across the fire, "Lynn! Ohio is the buckeye state right?" He yelled to her.
"Yeah!" She yelled back then went on talking to her friend.
Shane turned back to JD, "She knows all the states themes somehow. Anyway, you want a beer, man?"
"Sure."
"Fairy, get JD a beer, Now." He stared at the geeky guy as he got up to the cooler and went to get JD a beer. JD looked at Shane.
"Fairy?" JD asked.
"Yeah, that's what we call him, his real name is Reese or some shit like that. I just call him Fairy, little guy takes it too." Shane laughed at this. JD didn't understand why this guy would take it, but he didn't want to understand. Like Lynn said, he liked to watch, not understand. "Look around JD, these people are in what I'd like to call, the circle. Now the circle is not elite, anyone can join. But the black circle boys, high exclusive. The only living members are Kyle, David, and me. I let Lynn in too; she is to be the only girl in the club, no exceptions. I let Fairy come along, but he doesn't have the tattoo." JD looked at him.
"Tattoo?" Shane lowered his coat and there on his left arm was an upside-down cross in a circle carved into his arm. JD looked at Lynn's arm, she had a tattoo too. "What are the Black Circle Boys?" JD asked. He was a bit skeptical; the name was a bit childish, but then again, alluring and mysterious.
"To know that you have to be a member. And I need someone who will get in deep with this shit because it gets fucking deep. Think you can handle it?" JD smiled, to him it sounded like a piece of cake, he didn't know how wrong he was.
Time went on, and around midnight, Shane stopped everything. Everyone gathered in a circle around the fire, and Shane pulled out a knife. He held his hand out and you could see a big scar along in the palm of his hand, from the thumb to his pinky finger. He took the knife and cut it along it, letting the blood drop to the rock below. He passed the knife to Lynn who cut the tip of her thumb, then to Fairy who did the same, and when it got to JD he did it without asking any questions, and looked on to Shane.
"We over this blood as a sacrifice to you Father," He bent down by the rock, the blood sizzled off the heat by the rock it had been collocating from the fire inside it walls. Shane held up his necklace, the one with the star in the circle, and whispered, "Farther, we worship and honor you, and you alone. We worship and honor you." Then he scraped off some of the blood from the rock and lifted his shirt. With his own blood he made and upside down cross, like the tattoo, only with out the circle. After this was done he lowered his shirt to where it was, and whispered. "Thank you father, it is complete." He looked around at all the staring eyes, he said to them, "Its done, lets party!"
Instead of going back to JD, Shane went over to Lynn and they started making out on the ground where Shane stood for the ritual. This was obviously their time. Fairy came over and talked to JD, asked him basically the same questions Lynn did, where he was from, why he moved, did he miss it; he also asked how he liked it here so far. JD replied, "I don't know, just another locker combination to remember." Fairy laughed. For a person Fairy was not very confident, he let others push him around, but he was a very nice person as well. The only reason he was here was to gain respect from people, so he can think himself higher that the jocks and preps that didn't dare pick on him because he was Shane's boy. He didn't know that he lost all respect by letting them use him, or maybe he didn't care, as long as he felt like he was needed.
After awhile people started to leave, Lynn looked at her watch and told Shane she needed to get going. It was like 3:30 in the morning anyway. Shane knew that he had to get going to, and so everyone started to leave. JD asked Shane if he needed a ride home but Shane told him he got a place to crash nearby, JD had a feeling that it was probably Lynn's place. Shane made sure JD knew the way home and they both parted ways.
JD got on his bike and looked at his thumb, it stopped bleeding by now but it did hurt a bit, but JD shrugged it off, he knew worse. He remember the pain as he ran his fingers over the bullet scars on his abdominal Veronica left him, and thought how sweet it would be if he could have left her the same. JD rode off home, thinking to himself about what Shane said about the black circle boys, maybe it was a good idea to join, it couldn't be that tough if Lynn was apart of it. He pulled up in his driveway exhausted; he went to his room, and fell asleep right when his head hit the pillow.
