~*~Whispers From The Flame Part 2~*~
--6 weeks later--
~*~the rain seemed to drop from the sky in a endless patter on the roof of Jeff's house,he sat on the couch,a tablet of paper on his lap,wondering if the rain would ever let up,he knew Matt was at there fathers house and was waiting till the rain had eased off till he came over Jeff's house~*~
~*~he tapped the tip of his pen on the paper,no words seeming to come to him like they usually did when he wrote his poetry,he seemed to be at a loss for words now,after all the poems he had written in the last six weeks it was no wonder why,he flipped back through the notebook looking at his writting,pages and pages of words that had came from grief and heartache.Even though he had written that much,still words could not describe how he felt...no,no words could ever say how much the pain hurt him thinking about Savannah being gone....gone forever and he would never see her smiling face again~*~
~*~Thinking this he slung the notebook across the room with a sigh,knowing there would be no writting this dark and gloomy night,simply because he was not in the mood,he would rather just think of her ,because words would not bring her back,nothing would,he knew that but a part of him would always wish somehow,someway she would come back into his and his brothers life,but that only happens in books and movies,not in reality,once there dead,they dont come back,where they go,Jeff wasnt sure,his faith differed somewhat from his brothers,yes he believed there was a heaven but so many things he questioned,even though alot told him you are not suppose to question the way of god.But then how do you not?How can you loose someone who is like your sister,have her life vanish because of a small accident that was noone's fault,and not question the way of the world,the way of religion...even the way of god~*~
~*~Jeff shook his head,not liking the thoughts he was having,as he glanced around the living room his eyes stopped on the small pup sitting on the chair across from him,the pup,named Snowflake had been Savannah's,the same pup that had become tangled between her legs causing her to fall down the stairs,to what later became her untimly death~*~
~*~Jeff continued watching Snowflake,he couldnt blame the puppy for what happened to Savannah,though for a few days he wanted to,he couldnt stand to even look at the puppy but he knew how much Snowflake meant to Savannah,and had agreed to let the pup stay at his place,only because Matt had pleaded with him to,now weeks later Jeff had to admit he had gotten over his tempoary blame and was once again very fond of Snowflake,like he had been when Savannah was still alive~*~
~*~But,now,as he watched Snowflake he had to wonder if the puppy was as stupid as it had been acting the last several weeks.Once again like the previous nights,the puppy sat on the chair,his head tilting to one side then the next,his tail wagging eagerly and his back was to Jeff.It was almost like the pup was enjoying attention from someone,but Jeff was the only one there~*~
~*~Jeff rolled his eyes then chuckled at the puppy,letting out a whistle he slapped his legs trying to get Snowflakes attention,but the puppy was in his own world,completly ignoring Jeff's atempts~*~
~*~Jeff shrugged it off as a puppies stubborness, along with dumbness, then reached over grabbing the new issue of WWF Magazine,he began flipping through it,as he did his thoughts went back to Savannah,like always~*~
~*~the pain he felt at times seemed to consume him,as he thought this he also knew it was nothing compared to what Matt was going through.To have the one you love with all your heart,the one you need and would give your last breath for,taken away from you,was one of the most unbearable pains a person could with stand on this earth.Matt was a image of his former self,always seeming in another world but he did try his best to put on a act around all his friends,But Jeff knew his brother better than anyone,aside from Savannah,and knew that Matt was a broken man and seemed to be crumbling inside more each day~*~
~*~Jeff's thoughts were inturupted when he saw something pass by from the corner of his eye,glancing over,he looked around seeing nothing but Snowflake sitting on the same chair,only difference now was that Snowflake was now facing him,wide eyes staring intently in Jeff's direction,Jeff raised his eyebrow,wondering what that pups problem was and why he was staring at him,first he sat around wagging his tail to a imaginary friend,now he sat staring at Jeff,yet the look on Snowflakes face was like he was looking toward Jeff but past him,directly beside Jeff~*~
~*~Jeff was about to roll his eyes when he felt a cold breeze slide over the skin on his neck,nearly jumping up ,he jerked his head to look beside him,he let out a small sigh of relief seeing noone there~*~
"Just the damn wind...."~*~he nodded to himself as the puppy let out a bark,Jeff looked satisfied with his answer and went back to looking through the magazine on his lap~*~
~*~behind Jeff all the windows were closed and locked as usual~*~
--6 weeks later--
~*~the rain seemed to drop from the sky in a endless patter on the roof of Jeff's house,he sat on the couch,a tablet of paper on his lap,wondering if the rain would ever let up,he knew Matt was at there fathers house and was waiting till the rain had eased off till he came over Jeff's house~*~
~*~he tapped the tip of his pen on the paper,no words seeming to come to him like they usually did when he wrote his poetry,he seemed to be at a loss for words now,after all the poems he had written in the last six weeks it was no wonder why,he flipped back through the notebook looking at his writting,pages and pages of words that had came from grief and heartache.Even though he had written that much,still words could not describe how he felt...no,no words could ever say how much the pain hurt him thinking about Savannah being gone....gone forever and he would never see her smiling face again~*~
~*~Thinking this he slung the notebook across the room with a sigh,knowing there would be no writting this dark and gloomy night,simply because he was not in the mood,he would rather just think of her ,because words would not bring her back,nothing would,he knew that but a part of him would always wish somehow,someway she would come back into his and his brothers life,but that only happens in books and movies,not in reality,once there dead,they dont come back,where they go,Jeff wasnt sure,his faith differed somewhat from his brothers,yes he believed there was a heaven but so many things he questioned,even though alot told him you are not suppose to question the way of god.But then how do you not?How can you loose someone who is like your sister,have her life vanish because of a small accident that was noone's fault,and not question the way of the world,the way of religion...even the way of god~*~
~*~Jeff shook his head,not liking the thoughts he was having,as he glanced around the living room his eyes stopped on the small pup sitting on the chair across from him,the pup,named Snowflake had been Savannah's,the same pup that had become tangled between her legs causing her to fall down the stairs,to what later became her untimly death~*~
~*~Jeff continued watching Snowflake,he couldnt blame the puppy for what happened to Savannah,though for a few days he wanted to,he couldnt stand to even look at the puppy but he knew how much Snowflake meant to Savannah,and had agreed to let the pup stay at his place,only because Matt had pleaded with him to,now weeks later Jeff had to admit he had gotten over his tempoary blame and was once again very fond of Snowflake,like he had been when Savannah was still alive~*~
~*~But,now,as he watched Snowflake he had to wonder if the puppy was as stupid as it had been acting the last several weeks.Once again like the previous nights,the puppy sat on the chair,his head tilting to one side then the next,his tail wagging eagerly and his back was to Jeff.It was almost like the pup was enjoying attention from someone,but Jeff was the only one there~*~
~*~Jeff rolled his eyes then chuckled at the puppy,letting out a whistle he slapped his legs trying to get Snowflakes attention,but the puppy was in his own world,completly ignoring Jeff's atempts~*~
~*~Jeff shrugged it off as a puppies stubborness, along with dumbness, then reached over grabbing the new issue of WWF Magazine,he began flipping through it,as he did his thoughts went back to Savannah,like always~*~
~*~the pain he felt at times seemed to consume him,as he thought this he also knew it was nothing compared to what Matt was going through.To have the one you love with all your heart,the one you need and would give your last breath for,taken away from you,was one of the most unbearable pains a person could with stand on this earth.Matt was a image of his former self,always seeming in another world but he did try his best to put on a act around all his friends,But Jeff knew his brother better than anyone,aside from Savannah,and knew that Matt was a broken man and seemed to be crumbling inside more each day~*~
~*~Jeff's thoughts were inturupted when he saw something pass by from the corner of his eye,glancing over,he looked around seeing nothing but Snowflake sitting on the same chair,only difference now was that Snowflake was now facing him,wide eyes staring intently in Jeff's direction,Jeff raised his eyebrow,wondering what that pups problem was and why he was staring at him,first he sat around wagging his tail to a imaginary friend,now he sat staring at Jeff,yet the look on Snowflakes face was like he was looking toward Jeff but past him,directly beside Jeff~*~
~*~Jeff was about to roll his eyes when he felt a cold breeze slide over the skin on his neck,nearly jumping up ,he jerked his head to look beside him,he let out a small sigh of relief seeing noone there~*~
"Just the damn wind...."~*~he nodded to himself as the puppy let out a bark,Jeff looked satisfied with his answer and went back to looking through the magazine on his lap~*~
~*~behind Jeff all the windows were closed and locked as usual~*~
