"Who to hell`s here?" I said walking down the stairs.

I opened the door

"Oh fuck! Ok don`t panic" I thought to myself

"Can I help you?" I asked him

"Amber?"

"...sorry got the wrong house." I replied smoothly

"Why is he here? He can`t be here?"

"Amber I know it`s you don`t lie to me" He said.

I didnt say anything as he stepped into the room and shutting the door behind him

"What do you want?" I asked quietly

"I wanna know why you left"

"That is none of your business, it`s not like you care" he was shocked

"Amber, of course I care...we all care! we`ve all been worried sick, no one could find you, we all thought you were dead!" "Well I`m not so you can leave"

"Not until you tell me why we all tried so hard to find you "

"Did you ever think maybe I didnt want to be found?" I yelled

"But why? Why did you leave us all? Why did you leave me?"

" there is no reason" I lied

"Amber I want the truth"

"The truth!?! Yeah right. You couldn`t handle the truth, ok?!" I screamed at him

"Try me" He replied calmly

"No Jeff, the WWF is my past, I have a future I can`t be selfish anymore I can`t do something I want to do, like that, anymore. I have responsibilities."

"Oh and your not being selfish by leaving without telling anybody"

"Jeff you wouldn`t understand"

"Well tell me so I can understand!"

"No Jeff!" I screamed being interrupted

"Mommy why are you fighting?" She said tugging on my pant leg. My heart raced

"Shit. Um ....Celeste, baby go upstairs and watch wrestling honey. I`ll be up in a few minutes once the man leaves." looked at Jeff he seemed like he seen a ghost

"Awww mommy"

"Cel please" I begged her

"Ok but hurry the Hardy Boyz are on!" She squealed skipping up the steps

"Happy now?" I replied coldly

"You have a kid? Is that why you left?"

"Yes, I left because of her, ok?" Jeff sat in silence, afraid to ask

"Is…… she……… mine?" I walked and poured myself a glass of water staring out the window

"I have a right to know" He whispered. I wiped my eyes

"Yes, she`s yours, and don`t even bother about it, we`ve done fine by ourselves. We`ve made it 4 years." I said putting the glass in the sink

"That is way too long"

"Jeff I don`t want your sympathy, or your charity. I make enough to support us both."

"Since when does being a parent just mean supporting someone financially?" Jeff asked walking closer to me

"I want to be a part of my child`s life!" He replied

"And yours" I began to reply and was interrupted by Celeste tugging on my leg.

" Oh Celeste, what did you do to your hair?" I cried picking her up

"I used you hair stuff" she replied smiling

"It looked pretty on you and I wanted to look pretty too!"

"Oh baby you`re pretty enough without it!" I said kissing her cheek

"I know but I also wanted to look like daddy!" I pulled away from her face

"Your daddy?" I asked shocked

"Ya my daddy on tv!" She giggled

"And who is that? I asked her

"Jeff Hardy!" She beamed a wide smile and looked at Jeff

"Celeste how did you know that?" I asked as she jumped from my lap she ran up to Jeff and screamed

"daddy!" She jumped into his arms and Jeff smiled

" Yeah Celeste, I`m your daddy!" He replied excitedly.

I moved against the wall and covered my mouth with my hands

How did she know? I never told her! Not until she was older" I always said....so how did she know

"Come on let`s wash this out of your hair" Jeff said walking up the steps

"Jeff....that`s Manic Panic" I said following him

"Uh oh" He cringed

"Permanent"He said looking at the splotches of red and blue in the child`s hair.

We walked into the bathroom. Miraculously there was no mess. I handed Jeff a tinting brush and a bottle of the hair dye "You get red I get blue"

we sat Cel on the side of the tub and worked on her hair. I laughed. Jeff had another blue streak in his hair courtesy of his daughter. I washed her hair after a few minutes and dried it.

"Lift me up I wanna see!" She cried.

Jeff picked her up and stood her on the sink. She stood between me and Jeff in the mirror.We were a family. Mine and Jeff`s faces molded into one beautiful child. And we all had the same hair. I knew this was how it should be, so did Jeff...of course Celeste knew all along.