Insanity
I never realized how important home was until i was taken away from it. I guess I took it all for granted, the people I knew, teh life I had. Now I know the truth of it and there is not much that can be done now. I would forever miss home, but I knew that I could never go back. Even if I could, I really do not know if I would choose to. I never asked to know what I do,but given the choice, I would be in this position once again. Anyhow, I now have a great boyfriend, a child on the way, and a somewhat makeshift family. We had been through much together, Morpheus, Neo, and I. Don't get me wrong, there are more of us, but the ones who count are the three of us. I questioned Neo for awhile,not in my heart, but in my mind. In my heart I knew he was the one, but my analytical mind refused to accept that. But in end, my heart won over, and I am the happier because of it.The others will always be remembered, but if there was one thing I have learned from my experience, it is to move on. A loud beeping knocked me out of my reverie.I looke up and saw that something was going wrong in the Matrix. My first thought was that Neo was in trouble and I came near to panicking. We had not had enough time together, I was not ready to have him taken from me. But then I heard a sound behind me and turned to see Neo,safe in the Nebuchanezar. He had a worried expression on his face, looking at the screen again I ralized that it was Neo's ridiculous friend that was in trouble. I sighed in relief quietly, so that Neo wouldn't see. He would have been angry with me but he did not realize that people like Heat did not matter. No one mattered but us, we were the reason other people lived.
Neo was a bleeding heart though,he didn't really believe that anyone was better than anyone else. He said that belief just made us like the agents. I turned back towards Neo, wiping my smile of relief off of my face. Neo, though, was not looking at me. He was running to his chair. that was when I realized I had missed something. Morpheus wa putting Neo back into the Matrix.
I jumped up and ran to stop Morpheus but I realized that it was to late. I asked him what he thought he was doing but he just gave me a pity filled look. He glanced over my shoulder and nodded. I felt arms dragging me back and I filled with anger. I looked at Morpheus in shock, but he only looked at me and said he was sorry, but I had changed. I had become a dangerous threat to the others of his family. I asked him if Neo knew and he said it was Neo who had brought it to his attention.
I told Mopheus that was impossibe,I knew Neo loved me. It was fate for Christ's sake. He looked at me sadly and I knew that something had been kept from me. Then he told me and my world came crashing down. Neo only stayed with me so that I would not hurt anyone. He was in love with Heat's sister, Burn. He told me that the oracle had said I would love Neo, but she had never said his love would be reciprocated.
Then Morpheus told me that the Oracle said this would happen. She had told him there would be a time when I would change. The burden of the knowledge would get to me. I would go crazy and my help would no longer be needed, I would need to be locked up. I saw the pain in Morpheus' eyes as he said this but I did not believe it. I spit in his eye.
Then I looked over at the screen and saw that Neo had arrived just in time to save Heat once again. I snorted in disgust that Neo would not wake up and realize the truth, that he was above this. I had thought Morpheus realized this truth but I now know I was the only sane one.
I screamed as much to Morpheus as the inferior sheep dragged me to the rig. They threw me in and I screamed that they were all going to die for this, if not by me then by my unborn baby. They looked at me in disgust saying I was not pregnant, that the miracle of birht was impossible for me. They said no one had touched me, but they were wrong! Neo loved me! He had to, they all just lied to me.
I damned them all, even Morpeus. I only spared Neo, whom I knew would save me. If he were here he never would have allowed this to happen. He loved me, he loved his child, I knew it in my heart. These, sheep, would realize the mistake they made in time.
But they did not realize this as they shut the door on me. The last sounds they heard were of my tormented and angry screams, swearing revenge.
********************One Year Later************************
Today, a long time coming, Trinity died. She had refused to eat. Saying that she would not eat until Neo came to her. When he would not come she was convinced that they were holding him away from her. When I told her that Neo had married Burn and their child had been born, she spit at me. Calling me a liar. It is truly sad to see such a hero reduced to such pathetic bits.
She kept screaming that her baby had died and it was his fault. She tried to convince Morpheus that they were above all of the conformist sheep. They were like the Matrix' Gods. Morpheus looked at the woman who had once been like a daughter to him in disgust.
She spent her time obsessing over Neo, who had loved her until her turnabout into insanity. Now he could only look at her in disgust. Though today he was a bit melancholy. They held a memorial service, though not many attended. The only ones there were those still alive from the original crew, and Burn, who came only because of her husband. Everyone else had no love lost between them and the now dead Trinity.
It was actually quite sad. She was so disillusioned somehow, somewhere in her happiness with Neo, something went wrong. Now she had more enemies than friends. Her friends themselves only came in memory of the long past Trinity. They stood together in one last tribute to the past and turned away, back to their present lives and the new fight for freedom for the human race.
***********************The End***************************