The night air smelled of fresh daisies, as it blew softly against her pale face. She loved the feel of fragileness, it gave her thoughts, sometimes to just be free, and to let out, from the horrible darkness in her heart. She never thought anyone felt the way she did. Although, Quistis Trepe appeared to have everything, she never at all had the self-confidence that she needed.
'Instructor at the age of 15, received a SeeD's License at the age of 17'. The words constantly repeated in her mind. Who am I doing this all for??? Myself?
Quistis hated to pity herself, but she could never stop upon hearing the same things over and over. While sleeping, the words dwelled in her head, she would often bring herself to the Secret Area, to get away from everyone and everything. Of course, Quistis knew she wasn't the only one who felt this way. Selphie had problems of her own, Zell should have had some minor problems in his life. As for Squall and Rinoa, they had eachother to comfort in times of need.
It was Rinoa....she thought, staring hard into the starry night sky. Rinoa made him believe in true friendship, she gave him the will to continue, the heart to love and the ability to depend on others. Squall had never once in his life, depended on anyone, but she, no, they had changed him completely. She began to feel tears forming in her eyes, but held it back. And, for once she understood how it felt to lose, never had she let anyone step on her pride. But in that very moment, she had broken the promise to herself. By giving up, giving up on her own wills, giving up on the World.
She let the tears gently surpass her cheeks, but didn't care to wipe them away. Instead, she stood, staring, staring at the stars in the sky that spreaded across the Earth, and she knew, somewhere, someone was feeling the same way.
'Instructor at the age of 15, received a SeeD's License at the age of 17'. The words constantly repeated in her mind. Who am I doing this all for??? Myself?
Quistis hated to pity herself, but she could never stop upon hearing the same things over and over. While sleeping, the words dwelled in her head, she would often bring herself to the Secret Area, to get away from everyone and everything. Of course, Quistis knew she wasn't the only one who felt this way. Selphie had problems of her own, Zell should have had some minor problems in his life. As for Squall and Rinoa, they had eachother to comfort in times of need.
It was Rinoa....she thought, staring hard into the starry night sky. Rinoa made him believe in true friendship, she gave him the will to continue, the heart to love and the ability to depend on others. Squall had never once in his life, depended on anyone, but she, no, they had changed him completely. She began to feel tears forming in her eyes, but held it back. And, for once she understood how it felt to lose, never had she let anyone step on her pride. But in that very moment, she had broken the promise to herself. By giving up, giving up on her own wills, giving up on the World.
She let the tears gently surpass her cheeks, but didn't care to wipe them away. Instead, she stood, staring, staring at the stars in the sky that spreaded across the Earth, and she knew, somewhere, someone was feeling the same way.