Disclaimer: I am merely borrowing the personalities, names and surroundings of Gundam for this story and none of them are originally mine. (I wish!)

A/N: Sorry it took so long. I've been studying for my final that I didn't get a chance to write. But here it is and I hope you enjoy.

Part 1 - Never Forgotten
Part 2 - The Dream
Part 3 - Silent Voices
Part 4 - Sign Of An Angel

Heero's Pistol
By Hot Head

Heero couldn't stop, he just couldn't. Almost tired and unusually cold, he kept walking. He couldn't hear or see anything around, just wet darkness and his own voice telling him to find her. He felt guilty about Relena's disappearance because somehow he knew that she went looking for him. Heero felt a rush of wind pass behide him as he bowed his head in self pity.If he'd been more open, this wouldn't of happened. Since he and Relena were fifteen, she'd had been chasing him all over Space and Earth, trying to be his friend but he ran away, telling her to leave him alone and pushing her farther away each time they met. But he did, once or twice, go after her when he could of left her to die. He didn't think Relena had noticed that he really cared.

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Her whole body felt numb and ached so much as she watched the rain poured down onto the busy street. The rain came down harder and it became windy. She took of her drenched and heavy jacket, throwing it down carelessly. At that point, she felt she was going to die. She had given up all hope of living and seeing Heero once last time. She remembered the day they first met. She ran out of the shuttle to thank him, a mysterious pilot with the amazing mobile suit. He stopped in his tracks. She knew he saw her but left to quickly. Then she notcied that every time they met he ended up running from her.

Her legs felt weak and tired as she caught her breath. She kept yelling at Heero but he couldn't hear her. Faster, Heero. Move faster, Heero., she thought, skipping to him. Relena forced herself to move as she saw and heard and truck heading for Heero.

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What was that?, he thought. He turned around and saw Relena trip and fall to the ground. Heero glared at her and told her to go home but she got up and struggled to push him across the street.His whole view of the situation had changed. He wanted her to be safe in the hands of a loyal companion as Quatre but at the saw time it was Relena's fault he was in this mess. He pushed her to the ground and kept telling her that Quatre was looking for her.

"Go home, Relena." Heero commanded.

"Heero! Look out." she exclaimed.

As he turned his head to look at the monstrous truck, Relena ran into him, knocking him down onto the sidewalk. He watched the truck slam into the upcoming traffic and heard cries of help. For once in his life he felt scared and surprised. He sat up looking at the choas happening in the street and relized Relena wasn't next to him. Now he felt even worse and kept picturing her lying somewhere and mumbling: "I hate you, Heero." with her last breath. Just then he felt a strange sensation, as if someone were crushing his arm. He turned to his arm and fingered it lightly. It was broken and the blood flowed down to his fingertips but that didn't matter.He quickly got to his feet and searched for Relena. Holding his arm tightly, he headed for the streets. He heard sirens and saw lights coming toward the truck and the other cars. He kept searching and found Relena lying under the truck. Her legs were twisted the wrong way and her arm was bent in the wrong direction. Is she dead?, he thought.

Heero carefully dragged her into the open and laid her out properly. He went on his knees and softly rubbed her damp face. She was so still but alive. Her body was motion-less and he noticed her hands were stiff and begining to get frigid. He sat her up and hugged her to keep her warm.

Rocking back and forth and rubbing her back and hands, he watched as paramedics, with a simple box of band-aids and ointment, scurried out of the ambulence and toward the crushed and damanged cars. He turned away as he felt Relena quiver in his arms. Then he got up and whispered :"Time to go, Relena." and pick her up. He walked of into the dark night toward the hospital.

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She felt the wind smack her face as she fell hard onto the pavement. She looked around, helplessly for Heero but he was gone. She cried, not only for Heero but for her legs that ached with pain and blood. Hopeless. She tried to get up but failed and layed back down. She watched as the an ambulence parked wildly in the middle of the road but it didn't matter. She lost Heero, for good. She closed her eyes and fell asleep.

~

There was no time to waste. Relena was gasping for air. He turned the corner and saw the hospital just a few blocks. Suddenly, he felt a strong punch hit his face and fell, dropping Relena. He heard her strike in pain and clambered over to her. Unexpectedly, he felt a hard kick on his side and smacked on to the sidewalk. He looked up.

"Seung." Heero said and backed up toward Relena.

Suddenly, she took a pistol out of her pocket and shot Relena. Heero scurried over to her and lifted her head. He gulped as he fingered her wound. Wake up, he urged. He began to blame himself for everything that had caused Relena pain. Just then, her eyes began to open slowly and looked at him. She smiled weakly.

"Oh, Relena..." he said.

"Everything hurts, not only my-my legs." Relena struggled to say.

"Your wake now."

"Yes..."

"Are you okay?"

"Ahhhh!" she cried out.

Seung had shot her again. Heero carefully laid Relena down and rose to his feet. He looked at Seung with a serious, annoyed face. She spit at him and pointed the pistol at his heart.

"How'd you get my gun?" Heero said.

"I found it under your pillow. You still can't sleep without your gun, Heero." Seung hissed.

"Give it to me."

"No."

"Give me."

"No!"

"So get it over with."

"Wha?"

"Shoot me."

"Uh--"

"Your choice."

Confused but angry, she nervously aimed the gun slightly away from his neck and fired. She bowed her head. Heero knew she did it on purpose.

"Why didn't you shoot me?" Heero said calmly.

"I didn't want to." she whispered.

"Why?"

"I love you."

There was a brief silence. Heero wasn't convinced.

"I loved you since we were young. I never forgot about you. I never did, honest."

"So?"

"But you forgot about me."

"But I forgot the other four."

"Then, why is it that you have no problem that they forgot about you?"

Heero didn't answer.

"You didn't care about them aswell as me."

"What makes you say I didn't care?"

"Isn't it obvious?"

He shook his head.

"All you care about was your damn missions. That's why I left so I wouldn't have to deal with you and your missions anymore but then I had to deal with being alone."

"You had missions."

"I know--"

"And so did Wufei, Trowa, Quatre, and Duo."

"But--"

"We were all busy."

"But you four were, especially you, were so dedicated to your missions. I was left doing stuff around the lab. My missions went to you."

"And?"

"You forgot. You told me you loved me and all. I didn't care about anything we were doing, just you but you didn't even bother to look at me anymore."

"It's not my fault."

"IT WAS! YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME! YOU PROMISED TO NEVER FORGET ME."

Heero didn't respond.

"TELL ME, WHY!"

"Listen, I was forteen and stupid. I was foolishly in love and Doctor J showed me how to growup and make my own descions and not let some girl do it for me."

"You jerk!"

Heero turned around and was about to pick up Relena.

"Then after I left you instantly fell in love with that tramp with the problems."

"How do you know?"

"Duo told me."

"I didn't instantly fall--"

His voice trailed off and he didn't get to finish. He relized he was doing it again. Denying that he even looked at Relena but he care for her, period.

"Then why are you here, with her, helping her?!" Seung demanded to know.

"Because I do..." he said quietly.

"I knew it!"

"I thought it was over when you left. I rode in Zero expecting to finish my mission on Earth but when I saw her. She kept following me even though I never wanted her to."

"Your point?"

"She never left." he said as he picked Relena up and walked past Seung.

Then Seung cut stepped in front of him and smacked him. He stopped and looked at Seung with irritated eyes.

"Don't go." Seung said.

"No." he replied.

"But Heero, I love you!"

"That's what you said to Wufei."

"That was different."

"How? He loved you and you destroyed him and his pride."

"I never loved him. He was jealous -- jealous of me and you!"

"No."

"He's still jealous! He is mad that he never got to be the center of attention; never got to be the best; he could never be stronger than you! He is angry, Heero. Angry he couldn't have it all."

"Go away."

"Why don't you believe me? Why don't you believe I love you?"

"Stop lying."

"What!?"

"Leave me alone."

Seung was angered by this. Heero watched her hastily point his own pistol at him but her hands trembled. She stared at Heero with cold but passionate eyes and without warning she knocked him down and took Relena. Seung ran off around the corner. Heero ran after her but slipped in a puddle and landed on his broken arm. Instantly, he grunted in pain and layed there as the rain poured on to his body.

He didn't even try. He never saw it coming but wasn't he a Gundam Pilot?