I don't think I've ever been this scared in my life. Even with Galaxia, even with Beryl, the ones who had destroyed us all.
The ones who had managed to kill the Sailor Senshi.
I'm so hurt right now, I can't seem to process anything. Days have slowed down, and my vision always seems to be blurred. Yet, I can't help but feel determined, there's a person I must live for, who I must protect. It's nearly set in stone. She's one of my best friends, and she seems to be more hurt then all of us.
All of us that are left.
Even as Sailor V, I never felt this way about anything. It's so alien to me, I don't want to understand it. I just want it to go away.
For her…
For me…
Even through her tears, I can't help thinking that she's stronger then us. Stronger then all of us put together. I can't help but be scared.
For her…
For the world…
And for me…
I'm so scared.
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Back again, back again. I'm on such a roll with this story I just can't stop writing! Hey, If I'm pleasing at least one person, then I'm happy. Otherwise, I'm just doing this for myself. I know… I'm just so … never mind… Hey, you know what? I forgot to put the disclaimer on the last two! grins sheepishly Oops… (=^.^=) Oh well…
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Usagi had never known Tokyo to be this cold in the springtime, it was almost as if it was winter. Maybe it was just her heart. The reporters were always there, behind her, following her, annoying her… She was the hottest dish in the world, and she was still receiving offers for interviews. Haruka and Michiru had called the day before, and hearing their voices had cheered her up; she almost forgot about Mamoru, Chibi Usa, Rei, and Ami.
Almost.
She either had to travel early in the morning, or late at night if she wanted to go anywhere. On the news they were always complaining about not being able to get a shot of her, or a clear story. That 20/20 lady still called everyday too. Motoki had stopped by, him already knowing their secret identifies (*Manga*), was more upset over the loss of loss of his best friend. It had been almost a week since she was 'discovered' as Sailor Moon, and there was still something she needed to do.
She opened the door to Mamoru's apartment.
She smiled a little; maybe she could watch the sunrise from the balcony…
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She was gone.
Ranma Saotmoe's pride and ego went along with her.
They had all returned to the Tendo dojo, coming to the same conclusion he had.
She had been kidnapped.
Ranma sat up and stepped over his sleeping father. Still in panda form. Genma had felt the wrath of Ranma when he accused him of Akane's kidnapping, and ended up in the koi pond. Ranma sighed, tip-toeing down the house. Soun Tendo had cried himself to sleep, Kasumi with him the whole time, trying to comfort him. Nabiki went up to her room doing kami knows what. Probably playing detective and contacting all her little spy friends. Nabiki had all the connections that he didn't.
He walked towards the corner of the room, opening the bag containing all of his stuff. His breath caught in his throat when he pulled out a little brown bag. He opened it, checking to make sure the contents were still inside, before heading out the door. Ranma sat down on the roof over-looking the Tendo's koi pond. He took out the present that Akane had given him for Christmas the year before, wrapping it around his cold hands. Okay, so the yellow scarf was less then perfect (far, far, far from it) but *she* had made it for *him*
The same person that had always called her a tomboy and uncute.
He held the scarf to his heart, feeling dampness on his cheeks.
He brushed the tears away.
He'd be damned before anyone saw him cry.
Suddenly, the world had become a very cold place to him.
A very cold place indeed.
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As soon as Cologne had heard the news of Akane's abduction, she knew something horrible was going to happen. The old Amazon woman, after hearing all the details, had left very quickly to consult her old Chinese books. There was nothing, nothing, and nothing. It was quite strange, that girl, her great-grand daughter Shampoo's main rival for Ranma as a husband, had the tendency to get kidnapped every couple months or so. Everyone was on the edge these days it seemed. After hearing all reports of the identities of the Sailor Senshi, (Mars and Mercury too. Apparently, Usagi was wrong, and there were people outside because the news made front page.) she knew that things had gone from bad to worse. Princess Serenity's court were being slashed away one by one, and it would only be a matter of time before they came for her great grand-daughter too.
"Things are pretty bad at the Time Gate, eh Setsuna?" She called behind her.
"Hai, Cologne." A voice replied.
Cologne didn't turn around from where she was sweeping the floor for the opening of her restaurant Neko-Hanten. ("Cat Cafe")
"They got the first Miko, didn't they?" Cologne continued to clean the counters, not bothering to turn around.
"Hai, you know who it is, don't you?" Pluto was still hidden in the shadows. Cologne nodded slightly, "They're going to come after you soon you know."
Pluto was silent for a moment, "Cologne, we have both lived long enough to understand that there is no way to alter destiny." She took a breath, "I have faith in my Princess, she can do anything she sets her mind to. She will save us all."
"Even when she's lost everything?"
"She's lost it before… what about the head priest, how's he handling it?" Pluto destransformed into Setsuna and stepped out of the shadows.
"I wouldn't know, he seems to have lost his perk though." Cologne motioned for Setsuna to sit down. She smoothed out her purple skirt and sat."You know that he and the Hinote no Miko aren't destined, so why are you still pushing it?" Setsuna's face was expressionless.
"I have to until she realizes who she's destined to." Cologne handed her some tea and sat down across from her, "Even if the kid's a wacko."
"I take it they don't have any idea about their past?" Setsuna had a small smile playing on her lips.Cologne let out a croaked laugh,
"Not a clue."
"Aiyah! It too early for Shampoo, she need beauty sleep for Airen." The purple haired Amazon yawned, stepping into dinning area of the restaurant. She stopped when she saw she wasn't alone in the room, "Great Grandmother, who this?" she asked pointing to Setsuna.
"Hello Shampoo, this is my old friend Setsuna." Cologne introduced the two. Setsuna looked over her teacup, and smiled at the girl.Shampoo had a funny look on her face, "You no look older then me, how you be old friend with Great Grandmother?" Cologne's eyes narrowed in anger, "Time has been kind to me." Setsuna stood up, "Thank you for the tea old friend."
"Anytime, we'll be seeing each other again right?" Cologne was implying something specific. Setsuna nodded, and exited the door.
Shampoo just stared.
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Mamoru's apartment was how it always was…
Clean, neat, dark….
And empty.
She took a deep breath, taking in his smell. She flipped on a couple of lights, biting her bottom lip to keep from crying Mamo-chan…
She had a job to do.
She walked over to his balcony, unlocking the door and sliding it open with ease. For a moment, she thought she saw his reflection in the glass, smiling at her and mouthing "Ashiteru Usa-ko" She shook her head and stepped outside. Her mind was playing cruel tricks. The sun wasn't up yet, but she managed to find Mamoru's roses in the dark. The frost on the crimson flowers was illuminated by the soft silver moonlight.
She carried the green pot into the apartment, setting it down on the kitchen counter to warm up the roots. It was the strangest thing really, she didn't have the slightest clue on how to take care of roses. Yet, if Mamo-chan asked her to jump off a cliff... she'd do it.
Gladly.
She opened his refrigerator...
Milk that expired three months ago Ewww... Mamo-chan... (She drained that sucker down the sink.)
Moldy bread (Another one bit the dust...)
And... carrots.
Oh, that just figured. She dispensed of the cursed things, grabbing it between her index finger and thumb, and tossing it into his trash can, shuddering at the sight of them. She instead opted for one piece (which quickly turned into a second, and then a third, until there were seven pieces 'missing') of chocolate from Mamoru's 'secret' stash hidden in the bottom cupboard to the right of the refrigerator. She popped the last piece in her mouth, and grabbed a glass of water to dup on the roses.
She walked back over to were she had set the roses down, pulling up a chair and plopping down in it. She glanced at the roses and sucked in a deep breath.
The roses looked like they were crying.
The frost on the petals had melted from the warmth of the apartment, and had begun to slip down it's thorny neck. Usagi lost it then. Everything that she had been trying to hide, trying to forget, trying to block out of her mind, all came back to her then. She cried.
She cried so hard, her stomach hurt and the tears stopped coming. She splashed the water on the roses, sending more water to the counter then to the flowers themselves. She had to get out of that room.
Everywhere she turned, there was Mamoru, Tuxedo Kamen, and Endymion in the mirrors and glass... All mouthing 'Usako' 'Sailor Moon' 'Serenity' She screamed, running into his bedroom. The guilt on her soul seemed to slow her down in a way. She opened, the door and slammed it shut behind her; then proceeded to crash onto the bed, into his pillow.
Mamo-chan... the first time I came here was over four years ago... I woke up in your bed... and there you were... Oh kami Mamo-chan, it still smells like you... like the roses... (*M*) She sniffed, sitting up, swinging her legs over the side of the bed, and turning on a light on the dresser.
She slipped off the edge of the bed in shock.
A red rose.
A silver box.
A letter with her name on it.
Her hand reached out for the letter, and she tapped it with her finger... almost checking to see if it was an illusion or not. The letter, startled by her touch, fell to the ground. Usagi snatched it up and tore it open:
My Immortal Beloved Usa-ko,
If you are reading this then I am gone. It's so hard to understand Usa, hard to understand everything. Just remember, you're strong. Stop saying that! I wish people would stop saying that! You'll always have my love and the others love, don't ever forget that. I knew this was coming Usako, I've been having dreams. I had to be prepared, and yet I know when the time comes I won't be ready, but I'll hold on long enough to see your beautiful face one last time, to stare into your loving eyes. Usagi, you must be prepared for destiny, it won't give you a warning like it did for me. Usa-ko, you're stronger then all of us, don't give up hope. Your eyes will deceive you, trust your heart.
My clumsy and cute Usagi, my strong Sailor Moon, my graceful and beautiful Serenity... You are all three. You are Usagi. You are Sailor Moon. You are Serenity. You are you. Never forget that. Even if I'm gone, even if we all are... you can't stop fighting, because as long as you have hope, I can come back to you. I'll do everything in my power to, you know I will.
Usagi, the box... I wanted to give this to you in person. I wanted everything to be perfect for you, my perfect love. Tsukino Usagi, Usa-ko, Sailor Moon, Princess Serenity... would you do me the honor of being your husband? I love you so much that it hurts when I can't touch you. I would have given this to you sooner, to take the place of the promise ring I gave you, but consider this my promise to return to you, my eternal oath of love.
Remember my beloved, you're who you are. You are strong, pull through and I can return.
With love,
Mamoru... Mamo-chan... Tuxedo Kamen... and Endy
That was all it said. During reading it Usagi had opened the box, trying not to be too excited about the ring. The five small diamonds were in the shape of a crescent moon, and filling up the space in the center were brilliant sapphires.
So this was the reason he was too busy to write letters to her, he was always working...
Usagi slipped the ring on mumbling to herself, "Hai Mamo-chan, I will be your wife," she tore the letter up, "But next time, ask me in person." and carefully picking up the rose, stepping out onto the balcony.
Just in time for the sunrise.
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"PLEASE?! C'mon Usagi, you have to get out some time!" Minako was practically ripping her arm off.
"Explain to me what this is exactly..."
"TAKE A MENTOR TO SCHOOL DAY!" Three voices shouted back annoyed.
"I'm taking Shingo!" Announced Makoto, "'Cause you're not supposed to take siblings!" she explained.
"I'm taking Chibi Usa's friend... Momo!" Minako missed Usagi's flinch at the mention of Chibi Usa's name.
"You realize you can't go on blabbering about Chibi Usa, don't you?" Hotaru asked, "Usagi's family doesn't remember her either." Minako nodded, "Duh! What do you take me for... a peanut?!" she put a hand on her hip.
Everyone just stared.
"What? What'd I say?"
Collective sweatdrops.
"Usagi-chan, you'll come with me... won't you?" Hotaru had a pleading look in her eyes. She had come back from vacation with her father, after hearing the news. She was extremely upset over the loss of her best friend, but continued to comfort her princess. Usagi sighed, "All right, all right... tomorrow, right?"
"YAY!" the four wrapped her in a hug.
What am I getting myself into...?
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Hotaru happily held Usagi's hand as they skipped towards Juuban Middle School. Usagi mentally shuddered at the memories of this school. She had her silver hair pulled up in a tight bun today, wearing her Juuban High uniform. For those who did recognize her with her hair out of Odangos and silver hair, there were whispers. Hotaru and Usagi had left an hour early for school avoiding the reporters, and wandering around the streets until they eventually came to school.
"Look! It's Usagi!"
"I can't believe that' ditz is Sailor Moon!"
"She's such a snob, she won't talk to anyone anymore!"
Hotaru must have heard the gossip too, because she looked at Usagi's unresponsive face and whispered, "Usagi-chan, they don't know you as well as they thought they did. I guess we're just the freak variety show today." The little girl sighed.
"It's Hotaru Tomoe! I haven't seen her forever!"
"She must have bribed Usagi to come with her!"
"FREAK!"
Usagi felt sorry for the girl, "Hotaru-chan, they don't know you either. They don't know you at all. We're not freaks, we're special." That comment didn't seem to help any. She and Hotaru rounded the corner to where she saw Momo and Minako standing. Usagi and Hotaru's entire heads were covered in one gigantic sweatdrop.
"I cannot believe-" Usagi started.
"They're dressing like that." Hotaru finished.
(*Authors note: I haven't gotten very far in the manga or anime for that matter, but for now, let's just say that Hotaru is also good friends with Momo and Kyusuke too okay?*)
Minako and Momo had each dressed alike for the day, Minako in her own design of the Juuban Middle School uniform, and Momo with her hair like Minako's.
"Usagi-chan! Hotaru-chan!" Minako was waving frantically.
"Yes V-babe, we see you." Usagi muttered walking over. Hotaru giggled, "She's acting like a two year old."
"Don't we just look so kawaii? Tah-DAH!" Both girls struck a similar pose.
"Stop it guys, everyone's staring!" Usagi hissed.
"We're trying to draw attention away from you two!" Minako whispered back.
"You're gonna get in trouble for dressing like that Minako-chan!" A voice warned from behind them.
"Hey Mako-chan... hey Shingo..." Came Hotaru's voice.
"Minako you look ... interesting..." Mako managed to squeak out.
"Don't I look so fab?" she cried striking a Sailor V pose.
"C'mon, let's get away while we still can." Usagi and Hotaru vanished from the four's sights.
"She's really scaring me... let's go Mako-san..." Shingo pulled Mako towards his homeroom.
Momo and Minako looked at each other and grinned, "I guess we're just too women for them... let's go girlfriend!" They gave each other a high five and left for class.
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"Hotaru?"
"Hai Usagi-chan?"
"Who's your teacher?"
"..."
"Oh kami... oh lord have mercy... you don't have..."
"I'm so sorry, I just thought that if I did tell you..."
"I thought she taught eighth grade!"
"She used too... she teaches our grade now though... you're not mad... are you?"
Usagi sniffed, "It's okay, just as long as she doesn't give me detention. Again."
The two girls entered the class room, heads turning towards them from every direction. The regular desks had been stacked in the back, and round tables had be brought out with coloring supplies probably to celebrate the first annual 'Take a Mentor to School Day'. Hotaru and Usagi gulped simultaneously, but Kyusuke smiled and waved them over to the table he and his mentor was sitting at.
"Hi Hotaru-chan! Hi Usagi-san!" Kyusuke said happily. Amazing, the once obsessed Sailor V and Sailor Moon fan didn't even mention it to Usagi. "Hello." Both girls replied. I can't even look him in the face.
"Hey Usagi-san?" Kyusuke whispered, ignoring his mentor's staring at Usagi. "Hai Kyusuke-kun?" she glanced up. "Thank you... for everything you did... and tried to do..." he added the last part quickly. Usagi gave his hand a small squeeze, "Thanks for having faith in me." He smiled and nodded.
"OH MY KAMI!" A familiar voice cried. Every head in the room shot up.
"Uh... hey Haruna-sensei, remember me?" Usagi laughed nervously. Some one (namely Naru) laughed from the back of the room. Usagi recognized the little girl next to her as Naru's cousin. "Usagi-chan, you haven't had this effect on her since the first day you turned in your homework!" Naru and a couple of other people she knew laughed.
Usagi made a face, "Oh har, har, har... for your information I turned in three assignments during that year!" Naru just laughed. Haruna walked over to where Usagi and Hotaru were sitting with Kyusuke and his mentor. She looked Usagi up and down, "My goodness, it is you!" She then broke out into tears, crushing Usagi in a hug, "Oh, I was so worried about you when I heard the news-!"
Sure you were...
"It's nice *gasp* to see you too *gasp* You're really hurting me *gasp* Haruna-sensei!" Usagi was waving her arms around madly, trying to get air.
"Yes, just don't disrupt my class or you'll be standing outside in the hall until your feet turn blue." Haruna-sensei promptly released Usagi who dropped to the ground like a bag of bricks.
Yes, what had she gotten herself into?
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"Ahahahaha! That's so funny!" Shingo cried when they all had joined each other at lunch.
"It's not funny!" Usagi protested. People around them just stared, most still in shock over Usagi's alternate identity. "She really hurt me!"
"Mentally or physically?" Minako grinned.
"Stop it! Sheesh!" Usagi took a bite of her lunch, "Haruna was giving me the death grip, and then she was telling the class all these embarrassing stories about me!"
"Wow, you must have been talking the whole morning!" Mako and Minako began to laugh loudly, and Usagi even felt Hotaru giggle. "Traitor!" she hissed, "You're supposed to be on my side!"
Hotaru just laughed, "C'mon, lunch is over, time for class." She dragged the fuming Usagi after her.
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"So have fun coloring!" Miss Haruna cried cheerfully.
"She has a date tonight." Muttered Naru from next to Usagi, "Otherwise she'd probably make us relive our horror days." Usagi laughed, and handed Hotaru the purple marker.
"Hey... Naru-chan, you're not mad..." she started.
"At you for not telling me?" Naru finished with a smile on her face, "No, I knew you were Sailor Moon all along... I saw you every time you saved me." Usagi wrapped an arm around her old friend,
"Good, I'm glad."
"Yeah, me too."
They sat in silence for a minute, "Hey Hotaru-chan, whatcha drawing?" Usagi leaned over her shoulder. Hotaru seemed to jump in surprise, "Oh... it's nothing..." she mumbled. "No, it's really good... it some how looks familiar to me..." Usagi muttered, trailing off. Hotaru blushed, "It's from a dream I had, see here." she pointed to one of the shadowed figures with the white a golden robe, "He's always saying your name in my dream, and he's crying over a body of a girl." She pointed to a picture of Princess Serenity, "See there you are, next to the Disu no Miko." "The Priestess of Ice?" Usagi's jaw dropped. The girl had short dark hair, and while most of her face was shaded in, Usagi could see her eyes were a chocolate brown.
No tricks little girl, the Disu no Miko is with us now...
Another person you failed to save... what a shame...
Usagi had gone very pale, a pain stabbing in her heart. "Usagi-chan? Are you all right?" Hotaru asked shaking her shoulder. Usagi snapped out of it, "Hai, I'm fine..." She went back to coloring her pink bunny, with the Miko still on her mind. Who is she...?
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"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Mako!" Shingo screamed, tackling the older girl to the ground. They hit the grassy ground with a *thud*. Shingo's class and the class next door had decided to go outside to get some fresh air after going through a play the students had prepared for their mentors.
"You're out! Bwahahahahahaha!" Mako grinned triumphantly.
"Makoto-san! This is dodge ball, not American Gladiators! You're hurting the poor kid!" Shingo pointed a finger to the kid that had curled into a ball to avoid a lot of pain.
The kid was whimpering in fear, and the rest of their opposing team was huddled far as they could against the wall. Mako and Shingo's team was doing the same thing. "You promise you won't start pegging people as hard as you can, if I get up?"
Mako nodded, eager to get back into the game.
"Promises Mako, you're gonna get us both in trouble if you keep tagging the kids like that!"
"I promis-"
She was cut off by the sound of glass breaking, and a scream.
"What the hell?" All the kids turned to face the school building.
"Oh my god..." Sammy began, "That's Haruna-sensei's classroom!"
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Usagi felt a hand on her shoulder, "Yes, what is it?" She didn't even look back, continuing to draw her bunny. "Uh.. Usagi-chan..." Naru began, stepping backwards. The rest of the class had the same reaction.
"I only want your star seed dear..." A voice hissed. Usagi froze and yet out a scream of, "OH MY-!" Seeker smacked her to the floor. "Be a nice little girl and give me your star." he pulled out his sword. "Never!" Usagi spat.
The mouth of the Seeker remained expressionless, until it began to slowly curl upward. "Well, I guess we'll just have to do it the hard way then." He pulled back his sword, letting a blast of energy out, Usagi dropped to a knee just in time to see it whiz over her head and smash the glass. Naru's little cousin screamed as Seeker began to cackle. "Here, I have a present for you little girl." He pulled out a black silk bag, and a dark crystal fell out. He held it between his hands and the crystal seemed to come a live.
Usagi cried out in pain, grabbing her chest. The Ginzuishou, flashed a bright white, before dying out. She fell to the floor in pain. Her heart was killing her.
Literally.
"Don't like this huh?" Seeker bent down to Usagi's level, hold the crystal near her. Usagi screamed again, gasping for air. The class in the back was frozen in fear. "Why doesn't she just transform?" Someone whispered. "What... is that..." Usagi gasped.
"This, my dear, is a fragment of all evil. Chaos' crystallized blood. It'll eat away at your ginzuishou until you die an agonizing death... then, it will take place! The contamination of the Holy Ginzuishou! Chaos will rule again!" He went into the evil insane villain mode, shoving the Chaos crystal into her face, "Feel the pain." he spat, "Feel your death!"
"Leave her alone!" A little voice cried. Hotaru, who had also been frightened stiff, now stood tall in front of her class. Every one of her classmates had their mouth open. "Sit down freak, she doesn't need your help!" Someone yelled. "Billy!" Snapped Miss Haruna. "Hotaru... please... I'm sure Usagi can handle it..." she pleaded. Hotaru whipped her head to face them, "Don't you understand? Can't you see, our are you all too blinded by the dream of peace and love? He's killing her. Sailor Moon is not invincible." She pulled out her wand, and Kyusuke grinned realizing what it was.
"Do you want to play, little girl?" Seeker stood up, over the unconscious Usagi.
"Saturn Crystal Power... MAKE UP!" Hotaru was instantly transformed into Super Sailor Saturn.
"No way..."
"I told you she was different..."
"I don't believe it!"
"Under the protection of the Silent Star... here I am, Sailor Saturn!" Saturn pulled out her Galilee. "Leave, otherwise you will die."
"Ha, the Sailor Soldier of destruction and revolution. You were the one possessed by Mistress 9, were you not? It's a shame you gave up such incredible powers." Seeker took a step forward.
"Evil holds no power but corruption." Hotaru snarled. The stood staring at each other for a little while. "Is that so? Well then feel my power of corruption!" Seeker sent out an enormous beam of energy.
Hotaru realized where it was headed, and dove towards the class, "Silence Wall!" she shouted. Where are Minako and Mako?! A purple force field, blocked the class from any harm. The little senshi was on her feet in an instant. "Silence Glaive Surprise!" The sudden attack caught Seeker off guard and sent him crashing away from Usagi. Just then the door flew open, and three figures stepped inside.
"USAGI!" Minako and Mako were over her in an instant, leaving Shingo to stare dumbly at the class, and then at Saturn. "Hotaru?"
"Shingo! Get everyone out of here!" Minako shouted. "NO!" Seeker screeched, "No one is leaving! Welcome to my party of Hell!" All the doors and windows were slammed shut, and a black glow surrounded them.
The two conscious Inner Senshi stood with their backs facing each other, hovering over Usagi. "That guy is bloody insane!" Minako hissed. Mako nodded watching the Seeker stand up.
"You ready girlfriend?" Mako asked, pulling out her henshin wand.
Minako nodded, "Hai, If we don't get out of this... it's been a pleasure Mako-chan." Mako smiled, "See ya on the flip side."
"Jupiter Crystal Power... MAKE UP!"
"Venus Crystal Power... MAKE UP!"
"This is for all the pain you caused us! For Rei and Ami and Usagi, take your punishment in the name of Venus..."
"And Jupiter."
"Oh, you girls are charming." Seeker pulled out his sword, "So, who's first to die?"
"You of course!" Both girls snapped back. "Heh... heh... we'll see..." Seeker charged toward Jupiter, swinging his sword dangerously.
"Jupiter Oak... EVOLUTION!" Seeker easily dodged her attack. "Double team him!" Minako shouted, rolling in front of the children and Miss Haruna, "Back off guys, as soon as you can, run... got it?" They all nodded. "Good." She and Jupiter continued to jump and fend off his attacks, until they had him in the right place.
"Jupiter Supreme Thunder!"
"Venus Love and Beauty... SHOCK!" The lightning was absorbed by the heart, sending it towards the enemy. Seeker laughed as the shots missed, "You couldn't hit a truck with a shot like that! You were aiming for me right?" He meant for the last part to be sarcastic, but the girls just smiled, "Nope, actually... we hit it right on." Mako grinned from ear to ear as Seeker turned around just in time to see the last child escape through the hole in the wall.
"DAMN YOU!" Seeker flew towards the unexpectant Jupiter, stabbing her in the chest. "NO MAKO!" Usagi woke up just in time to see him commit the act. "No... Jupiter.... I guess you were right. This is our destiny." Minako just stood there, waiting for the Seeker to take her star seed too.
"Go ahead, kill me. I'm ready to die, I've had enough fighting." Minako watched as the Seeker raised his sword toward her, poised at her heart, "You are not afraid then?" He questioned. "As long as the princess is alive, I will always have hope. I have nothing to be afraid of." Minako said calmly as Jupiter began to fade. "Have a nice trip." Seeker laughed.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Usagi watched as her last Inner senshi fell and disappeared, "Bye Usagi, keep fighting for us girlfriend!" Minako said weakly before fading into orange and yellow glimmers.
"That's cruel... damn you!" Saturn cried, helping Usagi to her feet. "I know." The Seeker laughed evilly, "Until next time ladies!" There was a puff of black smoke, and Hotaru and Usagi were the only ones left in the destroyed classroom.
"No... Hotaru... they're all gone! They can't be gone!" Usagi was shaking with anger and sadness. "They're just hiding right?" She asked desperately. "Please Hota-chan, tell them to come back out now!" Hotaru but an arm around her from behind and said softly,
"Usagi-chan... Princess... it's time to let go of them."
"Never, I'll never let go of my friends! Not now, not ever!"
"Then this is going to be even harder then I thought."
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"I have an announcement to make." Were the first words out of Genma Staotome's mouth when they sat down to dinner.
"What, you're moving out? Paying us back for all damages to the dojo and house?" Nabiki asked raising an eyebrow.
"No! Even better!" Everyone gave him a blank stare.
"I'm calling my little sister!" He was obviously proud of himself for thinking of such a great plan. The rice in Ranma's mouth flew everywhere.
Silence.
"Why the hell is that so important?" Ranma questioned.
Soun began to cry, "She's going to help find my baby daughter Akane, isn't she?" He was wailing with joy, "Thank you old friend!"
"We're still talking about Auntie Ikuko... aren't we?" Ranma sat back on his heels.
"Duh, boy, how many imoutos do you think I have?" Genma knew what Ranma was getting at.
"One. But if I remember correctly, she only let me stay at the house. She made you stay at a hotel because if I remember correctly, and I quote: "... I don't want to see your face around here Genma, you're only trying to get money and food off of me, you stupid over-grown terd!"
Nabiki shook with silent laughter, "Ikuko? As in Tsukino Ikuko?" she inquired. "Yeah... you know her?" Ranma had a confused look on his face. Nabiki put a finger to her lips, "Well... our mom and her were very good friends, so she used to come over and visit... Akane, of course, was too young to remember..." Her voice trailed off.
"That's so kind of you employ your sister to help look for Akane Mr. Saotome!" Kasumi said brightly.
"Uh... well..." Genma put a hand behind his head.
"Oh! OH! I see now, you want to call her to get USAGI to help look for Akane, don't you?" Ranma was slightly angered at his father's plan.
"Well..."
"So you're going to *use* poor Usagi? I think she's been through enough trama these past few weeks, a day here would probably be the end of her!" Nabiki was starting to figure it out.
"Pop! How could you think of something so nasty! You never even send her a birthday card every year! She's going to hate you!"
"Look boy, do you want to find Akane or not?!" Genma snapped.
"Hell YES I want to find Akane!" Ranma slammed his fist down on the table. Realizing just how strong his reply was, he blushed.
Genma wolfed down the last bite of his ramen, "Then you'll be so kind as to hand me the phone, wouldn't you?"
Ranma stood up, ripping the phone out of the wall and slamming it down on the table in front of Genma. "It's broken!" Genma announced after not picking up a dial tone.
"That could be because you have to *plug* it *into* the wall. Here, let me welcome you into the nineteenth century by showing you how." Nabiki stood up and lead him over to the nearest phone jack in the house. "See? Watch as I plug it in! Amazing!" She handed the phone to him, "Now try."
Genma punched in the numbers he had memorized from the phone book, a confident grin on his face.
*ring*
*ring*
*ring*
With each ring, the smile faded until a female voice picked up, "Hello, Tsukino residence."
Genma found his voice stuck in his throat, "Is ... is this Ikuko?"
"Hai it is, who's this?"
"It's *cough*genma*cough*." he answered quickly.
"Genma... as in my older brother?" she asked icily.
"Yep." he squeaked.
"Oh kami Genma, what happened to Ranma? Is he all right?" she asked in a concerned voice.
"In a way." Genma replied sheepishly, glancing over his should to where the others were still sitting at the table, staring at him intently.
"Christ Genma, what's wrong with Ranma?" Her voice was almost panicked now.
"Well... you remember how Soun and I always joked and talked about engaging our kids?" He could practically *feel* Ranma's burning gaze on his back.
"Yes... oh Genma, you didn't... Ranma and who?"
"Akane..." he answered.
"At least she's cute." Ikuko sighed, "Go on." Genma was about to comment on the cute comment, but decided not to push his luck, considering Ikuko's friendship with Akane's mother.
"Well... Akane's been kidnapped." Genma said lamely.
"Oh c'mon Genma, you're gonna have to come up with a better excuse then that if you want money to 'help look for her'. According to Ranma's letters, she's been kidnapped more then a few times." She snorted.
"Ranma writes you letters?" Genma asked shocked. In the background, Ranma coughed innocently.
"Hai, ever since he knew how to write." She answered as if it was obvious.
"Well... that's just... special..." Genma couldn't think of any other words to use.
"I'll be going now, I need to wash the dishes."
"Imouto, I'm not lying about Akane, it's really bad, we don't know where she is this time. All we found was blood. We need Usagi's help to look for her." Genma was pleading with her.
"Well Onii-chan," she nearly spat the name, "Usagi has her own problems. Ever watch the news brother? Her friends are gone too, except they're all dead." Ikuko sounded cold and furious. Genma made a mental note to start watching the news.
"Akane could be dead too." Genma instantly regretted saying those words when he heard Kasumi drop the glass plates and Soun Tendo start wailing incoherently.
"I cannot believe you just said that. Death is not something to joke around with." she snapped.
"Let me talk to her pop... please?" Ranma asked from behind him. Genma grunted, "Your nephew, the girly letter writer wants to talk to you." He shoved the phone in Ranma's face.
"Auntie Ikuko?" He asked.
"Hai, Ranma, you need to tell me the truth... is your fiancee really missing this time?" She questioned.
"Auntie, I wouldn't kid about something like this. She's really gone, I couldn't save her this time." He answered glumly.
"I believe you Ranma, only your father would try something like that to get money." She paused as if thinking of what to say next, "You know what Ranma, you and Usagi seem to be having the same problem."
"What's that?" he inquired.
"You're constantly blaming yourself for something that's not your fault. You would have saved her if you could Ranma, but you couldn't have."
"No this time, it's really my-"
"Ranma, you'll have to ask Usagi, herself, for help. It's her decision to make."
"All right, will you put her on?"
"Sure thing sweetie, hold on."
Ranma heard her set down the phone and walk away, shouting: "Usagi! Telephone... It's Ranma!" His heart skipped a beat as he heard foot steps approaching and a faint voice saying, "All right... I'm coming, I'm coming..."
"Hello?" A haggard voice asked.
"Hey cuz." He replied.
"Hey cuz." Was the immediate response.
"Are you all right?" He asked.
"I'll live." She seemed tired to him.
"Are you sure, it sounds like you'll fade away any second." He joked.
Silence.
"Usagi? I'm sorry, what did I say?" he panicked. He heard her sniffle.
"It's nothing, what do you need?" she asked, perking up a little.
"Okay... well... you know my fiancee?"
"Yeah Akane, they one you're secretly in love with?" She giggled.
"Yeah that's- Hey! I am not in love with her!" He snapped back a little bit too quickly.
"Uh-huh... go on..." she urged him to continue.
"She's gone." Then he added as if it was an afterthought, "She was kidnapped."
Well that makes two of us, my darling cousin, except mine is gone until I can get his star seed back.
"I see... and you want me to come, because I'm Sailor Moon, to help find her." Usagi let out a bitter laugh.
"No, it ain't what you think! That was Pop's idea, not mine!" He heard his father grunt in the background.
"But the only reason you're asking is because I'm Sailor Moon, right?"
"No! I'm asking because," he lowered his voice so someone, namely Nabiki, couldn't hear and sell the information, "It feels like I should be asking."
Usagi remained silent. "Tell me Ranma, how much do you love Akane?"
Ranma blinked, "Uh.. well... um..." He could've smacked himself, every time someone brought up the situation of love, he got tongue tied.
"A lot." He managed to squeeze out in a tight voice.
"You'll have to do better then that Ranma. A lot better. I won't help you unless she's that important to you."
Ranma didn't say anything.
"Ranma, I've lost six of the most important people in my life in the duration of two days. They're gone. They may never come back. You have to tell me how much you love her, if she means enough to you for you to risk your life."
"Yes Usagi, she means a lot to me." Then he dropped his voice, turning his back to his friends and family so they couldn't read his lips (Nabiki and his father were getting very good...) "Usagi, I actually cried myself to sleep last night. It hurts so much to think she's gone and that I couldn't protect her."
Usagi's voice came out tight with emotion, "I understand Ranma. I will help you."
"Thank you so much Usagi... I'll help you look for your friends too." He promised.
"I'll see you in a couple of days."
"All right, hey Usagi?"
"Yes?"
"Don't tell anyone what I said 'kay? I'd like to tell it to her before anyone else."
Usagi laughed, "I promise, bye Ran!"
"Bye Usa."
Both clicked off at the same time.
Ranma turned to where the remaining Tendos and his father were waiting anxiously.
"Well?" Genma began.
"She's coming." He kicked his father out the door into the pond. A giant panda emerged a second later, "And THAT'S for calling me girly!" He ran into his room and slammed the door shut.
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"And then you came home, right?" Kenji asked Hotaru from where he and the rest of the Tsukino family were sitting in their living room.
Well, excluding Usagi that is.
She was still yanking away on the phone when Ikuko entered the room.
"Minako and Makoto are gone too then?" She asked sadly. Hotaru and Shingo nodded, "Everyone will know by tomorrow morning." he added.
"Hey Hotaru?" He inquired.
"Hai Shingo?" She retorted.
"What possessed you to transform in front of everyone? You know that they won't leave you alone now..."
"Yes dear, why did you?" Ikuko asked, rubbing her tired eyes.
"I would rather be bothered then have the prin- er... Usagi die." They seemed to like that answer. But Kenji was ever presistant, "But what are the Senshi... what is the job or rather roles of them?"
Hotaru paused, thinking out a good answer, "The Inner Senshi, Mars, Mercury, Venus, and Jupiter, have the duty of protecting Usagi, Sailor Moon, and defending the Earth from invading evil. The Outer Senshi, Neptune, Uranus, Pluto, and myself, used to have the duty of protecting the universe as a whole, but in these days we find ourselves mainly focusing on the same goals as the Inner Senshi." She finished.
"But why must you protect Usagi?" Ikuko probed.
Hotaru stood up as Usagi entered the room, "That I cannot tell you." She replied simply.
"Usagi, did you settle things with Ranma?" Kenji asked his daughter.
"Hai, we leave for Nerima in two days."
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UGH... 22 pages. Ugh again. I'll be gone for about a week, but expect a the final chapter of Be Still My Heart out by then. I *have* to finish that thing before I go back to school, otherwise, I'll never finish.. and that would just suck...
Explanation for the title: Hold My Hand. I really like this title, it can mean many things for all the different characters, but it mostly symbolizes their search for guidance and relief from pressure and stress. Make sense? Most of the titles come from song lyrics, but not this one.
All right, that's all for a little while!
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Chibi Acky
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Almost forgot again... I don't own Sailor Moon or Ranma. Wow.
The ones who had managed to kill the Sailor Senshi.
I'm so hurt right now, I can't seem to process anything. Days have slowed down, and my vision always seems to be blurred. Yet, I can't help but feel determined, there's a person I must live for, who I must protect. It's nearly set in stone. She's one of my best friends, and she seems to be more hurt then all of us.
All of us that are left.
Even as Sailor V, I never felt this way about anything. It's so alien to me, I don't want to understand it. I just want it to go away.
For her…
For me…
Even through her tears, I can't help thinking that she's stronger then us. Stronger then all of us put together. I can't help but be scared.
For her…
For the world…
And for me…
I'm so scared.
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Back again, back again. I'm on such a roll with this story I just can't stop writing! Hey, If I'm pleasing at least one person, then I'm happy. Otherwise, I'm just doing this for myself. I know… I'm just so … never mind… Hey, you know what? I forgot to put the disclaimer on the last two! grins sheepishly Oops… (=^.^=) Oh well…
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Usagi had never known Tokyo to be this cold in the springtime, it was almost as if it was winter. Maybe it was just her heart. The reporters were always there, behind her, following her, annoying her… She was the hottest dish in the world, and she was still receiving offers for interviews. Haruka and Michiru had called the day before, and hearing their voices had cheered her up; she almost forgot about Mamoru, Chibi Usa, Rei, and Ami.
Almost.
She either had to travel early in the morning, or late at night if she wanted to go anywhere. On the news they were always complaining about not being able to get a shot of her, or a clear story. That 20/20 lady still called everyday too. Motoki had stopped by, him already knowing their secret identifies (*Manga*), was more upset over the loss of loss of his best friend. It had been almost a week since she was 'discovered' as Sailor Moon, and there was still something she needed to do.
She opened the door to Mamoru's apartment.
She smiled a little; maybe she could watch the sunrise from the balcony…
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She was gone.
Ranma Saotmoe's pride and ego went along with her.
They had all returned to the Tendo dojo, coming to the same conclusion he had.
She had been kidnapped.
Ranma sat up and stepped over his sleeping father. Still in panda form. Genma had felt the wrath of Ranma when he accused him of Akane's kidnapping, and ended up in the koi pond. Ranma sighed, tip-toeing down the house. Soun Tendo had cried himself to sleep, Kasumi with him the whole time, trying to comfort him. Nabiki went up to her room doing kami knows what. Probably playing detective and contacting all her little spy friends. Nabiki had all the connections that he didn't.
He walked towards the corner of the room, opening the bag containing all of his stuff. His breath caught in his throat when he pulled out a little brown bag. He opened it, checking to make sure the contents were still inside, before heading out the door. Ranma sat down on the roof over-looking the Tendo's koi pond. He took out the present that Akane had given him for Christmas the year before, wrapping it around his cold hands. Okay, so the yellow scarf was less then perfect (far, far, far from it) but *she* had made it for *him*
The same person that had always called her a tomboy and uncute.
He held the scarf to his heart, feeling dampness on his cheeks.
He brushed the tears away.
He'd be damned before anyone saw him cry.
Suddenly, the world had become a very cold place to him.
A very cold place indeed.
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As soon as Cologne had heard the news of Akane's abduction, she knew something horrible was going to happen. The old Amazon woman, after hearing all the details, had left very quickly to consult her old Chinese books. There was nothing, nothing, and nothing. It was quite strange, that girl, her great-grand daughter Shampoo's main rival for Ranma as a husband, had the tendency to get kidnapped every couple months or so. Everyone was on the edge these days it seemed. After hearing all reports of the identities of the Sailor Senshi, (Mars and Mercury too. Apparently, Usagi was wrong, and there were people outside because the news made front page.) she knew that things had gone from bad to worse. Princess Serenity's court were being slashed away one by one, and it would only be a matter of time before they came for her great grand-daughter too.
"Things are pretty bad at the Time Gate, eh Setsuna?" She called behind her.
"Hai, Cologne." A voice replied.
Cologne didn't turn around from where she was sweeping the floor for the opening of her restaurant Neko-Hanten. ("Cat Cafe")
"They got the first Miko, didn't they?" Cologne continued to clean the counters, not bothering to turn around.
"Hai, you know who it is, don't you?" Pluto was still hidden in the shadows. Cologne nodded slightly, "They're going to come after you soon you know."
Pluto was silent for a moment, "Cologne, we have both lived long enough to understand that there is no way to alter destiny." She took a breath, "I have faith in my Princess, she can do anything she sets her mind to. She will save us all."
"Even when she's lost everything?"
"She's lost it before… what about the head priest, how's he handling it?" Pluto destransformed into Setsuna and stepped out of the shadows.
"I wouldn't know, he seems to have lost his perk though." Cologne motioned for Setsuna to sit down. She smoothed out her purple skirt and sat."You know that he and the Hinote no Miko aren't destined, so why are you still pushing it?" Setsuna's face was expressionless.
"I have to until she realizes who she's destined to." Cologne handed her some tea and sat down across from her, "Even if the kid's a wacko."
"I take it they don't have any idea about their past?" Setsuna had a small smile playing on her lips.Cologne let out a croaked laugh,
"Not a clue."
"Aiyah! It too early for Shampoo, she need beauty sleep for Airen." The purple haired Amazon yawned, stepping into dinning area of the restaurant. She stopped when she saw she wasn't alone in the room, "Great Grandmother, who this?" she asked pointing to Setsuna.
"Hello Shampoo, this is my old friend Setsuna." Cologne introduced the two. Setsuna looked over her teacup, and smiled at the girl.Shampoo had a funny look on her face, "You no look older then me, how you be old friend with Great Grandmother?" Cologne's eyes narrowed in anger, "Time has been kind to me." Setsuna stood up, "Thank you for the tea old friend."
"Anytime, we'll be seeing each other again right?" Cologne was implying something specific. Setsuna nodded, and exited the door.
Shampoo just stared.
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Mamoru's apartment was how it always was…
Clean, neat, dark….
And empty.
She took a deep breath, taking in his smell. She flipped on a couple of lights, biting her bottom lip to keep from crying Mamo-chan…
She had a job to do.
She walked over to his balcony, unlocking the door and sliding it open with ease. For a moment, she thought she saw his reflection in the glass, smiling at her and mouthing "Ashiteru Usa-ko" She shook her head and stepped outside. Her mind was playing cruel tricks. The sun wasn't up yet, but she managed to find Mamoru's roses in the dark. The frost on the crimson flowers was illuminated by the soft silver moonlight.
She carried the green pot into the apartment, setting it down on the kitchen counter to warm up the roots. It was the strangest thing really, she didn't have the slightest clue on how to take care of roses. Yet, if Mamo-chan asked her to jump off a cliff... she'd do it.
Gladly.
She opened his refrigerator...
Milk that expired three months ago Ewww... Mamo-chan... (She drained that sucker down the sink.)
Moldy bread (Another one bit the dust...)
And... carrots.
Oh, that just figured. She dispensed of the cursed things, grabbing it between her index finger and thumb, and tossing it into his trash can, shuddering at the sight of them. She instead opted for one piece (which quickly turned into a second, and then a third, until there were seven pieces 'missing') of chocolate from Mamoru's 'secret' stash hidden in the bottom cupboard to the right of the refrigerator. She popped the last piece in her mouth, and grabbed a glass of water to dup on the roses.
She walked back over to were she had set the roses down, pulling up a chair and plopping down in it. She glanced at the roses and sucked in a deep breath.
The roses looked like they were crying.
The frost on the petals had melted from the warmth of the apartment, and had begun to slip down it's thorny neck. Usagi lost it then. Everything that she had been trying to hide, trying to forget, trying to block out of her mind, all came back to her then. She cried.
She cried so hard, her stomach hurt and the tears stopped coming. She splashed the water on the roses, sending more water to the counter then to the flowers themselves. She had to get out of that room.
Everywhere she turned, there was Mamoru, Tuxedo Kamen, and Endymion in the mirrors and glass... All mouthing 'Usako' 'Sailor Moon' 'Serenity' She screamed, running into his bedroom. The guilt on her soul seemed to slow her down in a way. She opened, the door and slammed it shut behind her; then proceeded to crash onto the bed, into his pillow.
Mamo-chan... the first time I came here was over four years ago... I woke up in your bed... and there you were... Oh kami Mamo-chan, it still smells like you... like the roses... (*M*) She sniffed, sitting up, swinging her legs over the side of the bed, and turning on a light on the dresser.
She slipped off the edge of the bed in shock.
A red rose.
A silver box.
A letter with her name on it.
Her hand reached out for the letter, and she tapped it with her finger... almost checking to see if it was an illusion or not. The letter, startled by her touch, fell to the ground. Usagi snatched it up and tore it open:
My Immortal Beloved Usa-ko,
If you are reading this then I am gone. It's so hard to understand Usa, hard to understand everything. Just remember, you're strong. Stop saying that! I wish people would stop saying that! You'll always have my love and the others love, don't ever forget that. I knew this was coming Usako, I've been having dreams. I had to be prepared, and yet I know when the time comes I won't be ready, but I'll hold on long enough to see your beautiful face one last time, to stare into your loving eyes. Usagi, you must be prepared for destiny, it won't give you a warning like it did for me. Usa-ko, you're stronger then all of us, don't give up hope. Your eyes will deceive you, trust your heart.
My clumsy and cute Usagi, my strong Sailor Moon, my graceful and beautiful Serenity... You are all three. You are Usagi. You are Sailor Moon. You are Serenity. You are you. Never forget that. Even if I'm gone, even if we all are... you can't stop fighting, because as long as you have hope, I can come back to you. I'll do everything in my power to, you know I will.
Usagi, the box... I wanted to give this to you in person. I wanted everything to be perfect for you, my perfect love. Tsukino Usagi, Usa-ko, Sailor Moon, Princess Serenity... would you do me the honor of being your husband? I love you so much that it hurts when I can't touch you. I would have given this to you sooner, to take the place of the promise ring I gave you, but consider this my promise to return to you, my eternal oath of love.
Remember my beloved, you're who you are. You are strong, pull through and I can return.
With love,
Mamoru... Mamo-chan... Tuxedo Kamen... and Endy
That was all it said. During reading it Usagi had opened the box, trying not to be too excited about the ring. The five small diamonds were in the shape of a crescent moon, and filling up the space in the center were brilliant sapphires.
So this was the reason he was too busy to write letters to her, he was always working...
Usagi slipped the ring on mumbling to herself, "Hai Mamo-chan, I will be your wife," she tore the letter up, "But next time, ask me in person." and carefully picking up the rose, stepping out onto the balcony.
Just in time for the sunrise.
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"PLEASE?! C'mon Usagi, you have to get out some time!" Minako was practically ripping her arm off.
"Explain to me what this is exactly..."
"TAKE A MENTOR TO SCHOOL DAY!" Three voices shouted back annoyed.
"I'm taking Shingo!" Announced Makoto, "'Cause you're not supposed to take siblings!" she explained.
"I'm taking Chibi Usa's friend... Momo!" Minako missed Usagi's flinch at the mention of Chibi Usa's name.
"You realize you can't go on blabbering about Chibi Usa, don't you?" Hotaru asked, "Usagi's family doesn't remember her either." Minako nodded, "Duh! What do you take me for... a peanut?!" she put a hand on her hip.
Everyone just stared.
"What? What'd I say?"
Collective sweatdrops.
"Usagi-chan, you'll come with me... won't you?" Hotaru had a pleading look in her eyes. She had come back from vacation with her father, after hearing the news. She was extremely upset over the loss of her best friend, but continued to comfort her princess. Usagi sighed, "All right, all right... tomorrow, right?"
"YAY!" the four wrapped her in a hug.
What am I getting myself into...?
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Hotaru happily held Usagi's hand as they skipped towards Juuban Middle School. Usagi mentally shuddered at the memories of this school. She had her silver hair pulled up in a tight bun today, wearing her Juuban High uniform. For those who did recognize her with her hair out of Odangos and silver hair, there were whispers. Hotaru and Usagi had left an hour early for school avoiding the reporters, and wandering around the streets until they eventually came to school.
"Look! It's Usagi!"
"I can't believe that' ditz is Sailor Moon!"
"She's such a snob, she won't talk to anyone anymore!"
Hotaru must have heard the gossip too, because she looked at Usagi's unresponsive face and whispered, "Usagi-chan, they don't know you as well as they thought they did. I guess we're just the freak variety show today." The little girl sighed.
"It's Hotaru Tomoe! I haven't seen her forever!"
"She must have bribed Usagi to come with her!"
"FREAK!"
Usagi felt sorry for the girl, "Hotaru-chan, they don't know you either. They don't know you at all. We're not freaks, we're special." That comment didn't seem to help any. She and Hotaru rounded the corner to where she saw Momo and Minako standing. Usagi and Hotaru's entire heads were covered in one gigantic sweatdrop.
"I cannot believe-" Usagi started.
"They're dressing like that." Hotaru finished.
(*Authors note: I haven't gotten very far in the manga or anime for that matter, but for now, let's just say that Hotaru is also good friends with Momo and Kyusuke too okay?*)
Minako and Momo had each dressed alike for the day, Minako in her own design of the Juuban Middle School uniform, and Momo with her hair like Minako's.
"Usagi-chan! Hotaru-chan!" Minako was waving frantically.
"Yes V-babe, we see you." Usagi muttered walking over. Hotaru giggled, "She's acting like a two year old."
"Don't we just look so kawaii? Tah-DAH!" Both girls struck a similar pose.
"Stop it guys, everyone's staring!" Usagi hissed.
"We're trying to draw attention away from you two!" Minako whispered back.
"You're gonna get in trouble for dressing like that Minako-chan!" A voice warned from behind them.
"Hey Mako-chan... hey Shingo..." Came Hotaru's voice.
"Minako you look ... interesting..." Mako managed to squeak out.
"Don't I look so fab?" she cried striking a Sailor V pose.
"C'mon, let's get away while we still can." Usagi and Hotaru vanished from the four's sights.
"She's really scaring me... let's go Mako-san..." Shingo pulled Mako towards his homeroom.
Momo and Minako looked at each other and grinned, "I guess we're just too women for them... let's go girlfriend!" They gave each other a high five and left for class.
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"Hotaru?"
"Hai Usagi-chan?"
"Who's your teacher?"
"..."
"Oh kami... oh lord have mercy... you don't have..."
"I'm so sorry, I just thought that if I did tell you..."
"I thought she taught eighth grade!"
"She used too... she teaches our grade now though... you're not mad... are you?"
Usagi sniffed, "It's okay, just as long as she doesn't give me detention. Again."
The two girls entered the class room, heads turning towards them from every direction. The regular desks had been stacked in the back, and round tables had be brought out with coloring supplies probably to celebrate the first annual 'Take a Mentor to School Day'. Hotaru and Usagi gulped simultaneously, but Kyusuke smiled and waved them over to the table he and his mentor was sitting at.
"Hi Hotaru-chan! Hi Usagi-san!" Kyusuke said happily. Amazing, the once obsessed Sailor V and Sailor Moon fan didn't even mention it to Usagi. "Hello." Both girls replied. I can't even look him in the face.
"Hey Usagi-san?" Kyusuke whispered, ignoring his mentor's staring at Usagi. "Hai Kyusuke-kun?" she glanced up. "Thank you... for everything you did... and tried to do..." he added the last part quickly. Usagi gave his hand a small squeeze, "Thanks for having faith in me." He smiled and nodded.
"OH MY KAMI!" A familiar voice cried. Every head in the room shot up.
"Uh... hey Haruna-sensei, remember me?" Usagi laughed nervously. Some one (namely Naru) laughed from the back of the room. Usagi recognized the little girl next to her as Naru's cousin. "Usagi-chan, you haven't had this effect on her since the first day you turned in your homework!" Naru and a couple of other people she knew laughed.
Usagi made a face, "Oh har, har, har... for your information I turned in three assignments during that year!" Naru just laughed. Haruna walked over to where Usagi and Hotaru were sitting with Kyusuke and his mentor. She looked Usagi up and down, "My goodness, it is you!" She then broke out into tears, crushing Usagi in a hug, "Oh, I was so worried about you when I heard the news-!"
Sure you were...
"It's nice *gasp* to see you too *gasp* You're really hurting me *gasp* Haruna-sensei!" Usagi was waving her arms around madly, trying to get air.
"Yes, just don't disrupt my class or you'll be standing outside in the hall until your feet turn blue." Haruna-sensei promptly released Usagi who dropped to the ground like a bag of bricks.
Yes, what had she gotten herself into?
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"Ahahahaha! That's so funny!" Shingo cried when they all had joined each other at lunch.
"It's not funny!" Usagi protested. People around them just stared, most still in shock over Usagi's alternate identity. "She really hurt me!"
"Mentally or physically?" Minako grinned.
"Stop it! Sheesh!" Usagi took a bite of her lunch, "Haruna was giving me the death grip, and then she was telling the class all these embarrassing stories about me!"
"Wow, you must have been talking the whole morning!" Mako and Minako began to laugh loudly, and Usagi even felt Hotaru giggle. "Traitor!" she hissed, "You're supposed to be on my side!"
Hotaru just laughed, "C'mon, lunch is over, time for class." She dragged the fuming Usagi after her.
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"So have fun coloring!" Miss Haruna cried cheerfully.
"She has a date tonight." Muttered Naru from next to Usagi, "Otherwise she'd probably make us relive our horror days." Usagi laughed, and handed Hotaru the purple marker.
"Hey... Naru-chan, you're not mad..." she started.
"At you for not telling me?" Naru finished with a smile on her face, "No, I knew you were Sailor Moon all along... I saw you every time you saved me." Usagi wrapped an arm around her old friend,
"Good, I'm glad."
"Yeah, me too."
They sat in silence for a minute, "Hey Hotaru-chan, whatcha drawing?" Usagi leaned over her shoulder. Hotaru seemed to jump in surprise, "Oh... it's nothing..." she mumbled. "No, it's really good... it some how looks familiar to me..." Usagi muttered, trailing off. Hotaru blushed, "It's from a dream I had, see here." she pointed to one of the shadowed figures with the white a golden robe, "He's always saying your name in my dream, and he's crying over a body of a girl." She pointed to a picture of Princess Serenity, "See there you are, next to the Disu no Miko." "The Priestess of Ice?" Usagi's jaw dropped. The girl had short dark hair, and while most of her face was shaded in, Usagi could see her eyes were a chocolate brown.
No tricks little girl, the Disu no Miko is with us now...
Another person you failed to save... what a shame...
Usagi had gone very pale, a pain stabbing in her heart. "Usagi-chan? Are you all right?" Hotaru asked shaking her shoulder. Usagi snapped out of it, "Hai, I'm fine..." She went back to coloring her pink bunny, with the Miko still on her mind. Who is she...?
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"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Mako!" Shingo screamed, tackling the older girl to the ground. They hit the grassy ground with a *thud*. Shingo's class and the class next door had decided to go outside to get some fresh air after going through a play the students had prepared for their mentors.
"You're out! Bwahahahahahaha!" Mako grinned triumphantly.
"Makoto-san! This is dodge ball, not American Gladiators! You're hurting the poor kid!" Shingo pointed a finger to the kid that had curled into a ball to avoid a lot of pain.
The kid was whimpering in fear, and the rest of their opposing team was huddled far as they could against the wall. Mako and Shingo's team was doing the same thing. "You promise you won't start pegging people as hard as you can, if I get up?"
Mako nodded, eager to get back into the game.
"Promises Mako, you're gonna get us both in trouble if you keep tagging the kids like that!"
"I promis-"
She was cut off by the sound of glass breaking, and a scream.
"What the hell?" All the kids turned to face the school building.
"Oh my god..." Sammy began, "That's Haruna-sensei's classroom!"
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Usagi felt a hand on her shoulder, "Yes, what is it?" She didn't even look back, continuing to draw her bunny. "Uh.. Usagi-chan..." Naru began, stepping backwards. The rest of the class had the same reaction.
"I only want your star seed dear..." A voice hissed. Usagi froze and yet out a scream of, "OH MY-!" Seeker smacked her to the floor. "Be a nice little girl and give me your star." he pulled out his sword. "Never!" Usagi spat.
The mouth of the Seeker remained expressionless, until it began to slowly curl upward. "Well, I guess we'll just have to do it the hard way then." He pulled back his sword, letting a blast of energy out, Usagi dropped to a knee just in time to see it whiz over her head and smash the glass. Naru's little cousin screamed as Seeker began to cackle. "Here, I have a present for you little girl." He pulled out a black silk bag, and a dark crystal fell out. He held it between his hands and the crystal seemed to come a live.
Usagi cried out in pain, grabbing her chest. The Ginzuishou, flashed a bright white, before dying out. She fell to the floor in pain. Her heart was killing her.
Literally.
"Don't like this huh?" Seeker bent down to Usagi's level, hold the crystal near her. Usagi screamed again, gasping for air. The class in the back was frozen in fear. "Why doesn't she just transform?" Someone whispered. "What... is that..." Usagi gasped.
"This, my dear, is a fragment of all evil. Chaos' crystallized blood. It'll eat away at your ginzuishou until you die an agonizing death... then, it will take place! The contamination of the Holy Ginzuishou! Chaos will rule again!" He went into the evil insane villain mode, shoving the Chaos crystal into her face, "Feel the pain." he spat, "Feel your death!"
"Leave her alone!" A little voice cried. Hotaru, who had also been frightened stiff, now stood tall in front of her class. Every one of her classmates had their mouth open. "Sit down freak, she doesn't need your help!" Someone yelled. "Billy!" Snapped Miss Haruna. "Hotaru... please... I'm sure Usagi can handle it..." she pleaded. Hotaru whipped her head to face them, "Don't you understand? Can't you see, our are you all too blinded by the dream of peace and love? He's killing her. Sailor Moon is not invincible." She pulled out her wand, and Kyusuke grinned realizing what it was.
"Do you want to play, little girl?" Seeker stood up, over the unconscious Usagi.
"Saturn Crystal Power... MAKE UP!" Hotaru was instantly transformed into Super Sailor Saturn.
"No way..."
"I told you she was different..."
"I don't believe it!"
"Under the protection of the Silent Star... here I am, Sailor Saturn!" Saturn pulled out her Galilee. "Leave, otherwise you will die."
"Ha, the Sailor Soldier of destruction and revolution. You were the one possessed by Mistress 9, were you not? It's a shame you gave up such incredible powers." Seeker took a step forward.
"Evil holds no power but corruption." Hotaru snarled. The stood staring at each other for a little while. "Is that so? Well then feel my power of corruption!" Seeker sent out an enormous beam of energy.
Hotaru realized where it was headed, and dove towards the class, "Silence Wall!" she shouted. Where are Minako and Mako?! A purple force field, blocked the class from any harm. The little senshi was on her feet in an instant. "Silence Glaive Surprise!" The sudden attack caught Seeker off guard and sent him crashing away from Usagi. Just then the door flew open, and three figures stepped inside.
"USAGI!" Minako and Mako were over her in an instant, leaving Shingo to stare dumbly at the class, and then at Saturn. "Hotaru?"
"Shingo! Get everyone out of here!" Minako shouted. "NO!" Seeker screeched, "No one is leaving! Welcome to my party of Hell!" All the doors and windows were slammed shut, and a black glow surrounded them.
The two conscious Inner Senshi stood with their backs facing each other, hovering over Usagi. "That guy is bloody insane!" Minako hissed. Mako nodded watching the Seeker stand up.
"You ready girlfriend?" Mako asked, pulling out her henshin wand.
Minako nodded, "Hai, If we don't get out of this... it's been a pleasure Mako-chan." Mako smiled, "See ya on the flip side."
"Jupiter Crystal Power... MAKE UP!"
"Venus Crystal Power... MAKE UP!"
"This is for all the pain you caused us! For Rei and Ami and Usagi, take your punishment in the name of Venus..."
"And Jupiter."
"Oh, you girls are charming." Seeker pulled out his sword, "So, who's first to die?"
"You of course!" Both girls snapped back. "Heh... heh... we'll see..." Seeker charged toward Jupiter, swinging his sword dangerously.
"Jupiter Oak... EVOLUTION!" Seeker easily dodged her attack. "Double team him!" Minako shouted, rolling in front of the children and Miss Haruna, "Back off guys, as soon as you can, run... got it?" They all nodded. "Good." She and Jupiter continued to jump and fend off his attacks, until they had him in the right place.
"Jupiter Supreme Thunder!"
"Venus Love and Beauty... SHOCK!" The lightning was absorbed by the heart, sending it towards the enemy. Seeker laughed as the shots missed, "You couldn't hit a truck with a shot like that! You were aiming for me right?" He meant for the last part to be sarcastic, but the girls just smiled, "Nope, actually... we hit it right on." Mako grinned from ear to ear as Seeker turned around just in time to see the last child escape through the hole in the wall.
"DAMN YOU!" Seeker flew towards the unexpectant Jupiter, stabbing her in the chest. "NO MAKO!" Usagi woke up just in time to see him commit the act. "No... Jupiter.... I guess you were right. This is our destiny." Minako just stood there, waiting for the Seeker to take her star seed too.
"Go ahead, kill me. I'm ready to die, I've had enough fighting." Minako watched as the Seeker raised his sword toward her, poised at her heart, "You are not afraid then?" He questioned. "As long as the princess is alive, I will always have hope. I have nothing to be afraid of." Minako said calmly as Jupiter began to fade. "Have a nice trip." Seeker laughed.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Usagi watched as her last Inner senshi fell and disappeared, "Bye Usagi, keep fighting for us girlfriend!" Minako said weakly before fading into orange and yellow glimmers.
"That's cruel... damn you!" Saturn cried, helping Usagi to her feet. "I know." The Seeker laughed evilly, "Until next time ladies!" There was a puff of black smoke, and Hotaru and Usagi were the only ones left in the destroyed classroom.
"No... Hotaru... they're all gone! They can't be gone!" Usagi was shaking with anger and sadness. "They're just hiding right?" She asked desperately. "Please Hota-chan, tell them to come back out now!" Hotaru but an arm around her from behind and said softly,
"Usagi-chan... Princess... it's time to let go of them."
"Never, I'll never let go of my friends! Not now, not ever!"
"Then this is going to be even harder then I thought."
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"I have an announcement to make." Were the first words out of Genma Staotome's mouth when they sat down to dinner.
"What, you're moving out? Paying us back for all damages to the dojo and house?" Nabiki asked raising an eyebrow.
"No! Even better!" Everyone gave him a blank stare.
"I'm calling my little sister!" He was obviously proud of himself for thinking of such a great plan. The rice in Ranma's mouth flew everywhere.
Silence.
"Why the hell is that so important?" Ranma questioned.
Soun began to cry, "She's going to help find my baby daughter Akane, isn't she?" He was wailing with joy, "Thank you old friend!"
"We're still talking about Auntie Ikuko... aren't we?" Ranma sat back on his heels.
"Duh, boy, how many imoutos do you think I have?" Genma knew what Ranma was getting at.
"One. But if I remember correctly, she only let me stay at the house. She made you stay at a hotel because if I remember correctly, and I quote: "... I don't want to see your face around here Genma, you're only trying to get money and food off of me, you stupid over-grown terd!"
Nabiki shook with silent laughter, "Ikuko? As in Tsukino Ikuko?" she inquired. "Yeah... you know her?" Ranma had a confused look on his face. Nabiki put a finger to her lips, "Well... our mom and her were very good friends, so she used to come over and visit... Akane, of course, was too young to remember..." Her voice trailed off.
"That's so kind of you employ your sister to help look for Akane Mr. Saotome!" Kasumi said brightly.
"Uh... well..." Genma put a hand behind his head.
"Oh! OH! I see now, you want to call her to get USAGI to help look for Akane, don't you?" Ranma was slightly angered at his father's plan.
"Well..."
"So you're going to *use* poor Usagi? I think she's been through enough trama these past few weeks, a day here would probably be the end of her!" Nabiki was starting to figure it out.
"Pop! How could you think of something so nasty! You never even send her a birthday card every year! She's going to hate you!"
"Look boy, do you want to find Akane or not?!" Genma snapped.
"Hell YES I want to find Akane!" Ranma slammed his fist down on the table. Realizing just how strong his reply was, he blushed.
Genma wolfed down the last bite of his ramen, "Then you'll be so kind as to hand me the phone, wouldn't you?"
Ranma stood up, ripping the phone out of the wall and slamming it down on the table in front of Genma. "It's broken!" Genma announced after not picking up a dial tone.
"That could be because you have to *plug* it *into* the wall. Here, let me welcome you into the nineteenth century by showing you how." Nabiki stood up and lead him over to the nearest phone jack in the house. "See? Watch as I plug it in! Amazing!" She handed the phone to him, "Now try."
Genma punched in the numbers he had memorized from the phone book, a confident grin on his face.
*ring*
*ring*
*ring*
With each ring, the smile faded until a female voice picked up, "Hello, Tsukino residence."
Genma found his voice stuck in his throat, "Is ... is this Ikuko?"
"Hai it is, who's this?"
"It's *cough*genma*cough*." he answered quickly.
"Genma... as in my older brother?" she asked icily.
"Yep." he squeaked.
"Oh kami Genma, what happened to Ranma? Is he all right?" she asked in a concerned voice.
"In a way." Genma replied sheepishly, glancing over his should to where the others were still sitting at the table, staring at him intently.
"Christ Genma, what's wrong with Ranma?" Her voice was almost panicked now.
"Well... you remember how Soun and I always joked and talked about engaging our kids?" He could practically *feel* Ranma's burning gaze on his back.
"Yes... oh Genma, you didn't... Ranma and who?"
"Akane..." he answered.
"At least she's cute." Ikuko sighed, "Go on." Genma was about to comment on the cute comment, but decided not to push his luck, considering Ikuko's friendship with Akane's mother.
"Well... Akane's been kidnapped." Genma said lamely.
"Oh c'mon Genma, you're gonna have to come up with a better excuse then that if you want money to 'help look for her'. According to Ranma's letters, she's been kidnapped more then a few times." She snorted.
"Ranma writes you letters?" Genma asked shocked. In the background, Ranma coughed innocently.
"Hai, ever since he knew how to write." She answered as if it was obvious.
"Well... that's just... special..." Genma couldn't think of any other words to use.
"I'll be going now, I need to wash the dishes."
"Imouto, I'm not lying about Akane, it's really bad, we don't know where she is this time. All we found was blood. We need Usagi's help to look for her." Genma was pleading with her.
"Well Onii-chan," she nearly spat the name, "Usagi has her own problems. Ever watch the news brother? Her friends are gone too, except they're all dead." Ikuko sounded cold and furious. Genma made a mental note to start watching the news.
"Akane could be dead too." Genma instantly regretted saying those words when he heard Kasumi drop the glass plates and Soun Tendo start wailing incoherently.
"I cannot believe you just said that. Death is not something to joke around with." she snapped.
"Let me talk to her pop... please?" Ranma asked from behind him. Genma grunted, "Your nephew, the girly letter writer wants to talk to you." He shoved the phone in Ranma's face.
"Auntie Ikuko?" He asked.
"Hai, Ranma, you need to tell me the truth... is your fiancee really missing this time?" She questioned.
"Auntie, I wouldn't kid about something like this. She's really gone, I couldn't save her this time." He answered glumly.
"I believe you Ranma, only your father would try something like that to get money." She paused as if thinking of what to say next, "You know what Ranma, you and Usagi seem to be having the same problem."
"What's that?" he inquired.
"You're constantly blaming yourself for something that's not your fault. You would have saved her if you could Ranma, but you couldn't have."
"No this time, it's really my-"
"Ranma, you'll have to ask Usagi, herself, for help. It's her decision to make."
"All right, will you put her on?"
"Sure thing sweetie, hold on."
Ranma heard her set down the phone and walk away, shouting: "Usagi! Telephone... It's Ranma!" His heart skipped a beat as he heard foot steps approaching and a faint voice saying, "All right... I'm coming, I'm coming..."
"Hello?" A haggard voice asked.
"Hey cuz." He replied.
"Hey cuz." Was the immediate response.
"Are you all right?" He asked.
"I'll live." She seemed tired to him.
"Are you sure, it sounds like you'll fade away any second." He joked.
Silence.
"Usagi? I'm sorry, what did I say?" he panicked. He heard her sniffle.
"It's nothing, what do you need?" she asked, perking up a little.
"Okay... well... you know my fiancee?"
"Yeah Akane, they one you're secretly in love with?" She giggled.
"Yeah that's- Hey! I am not in love with her!" He snapped back a little bit too quickly.
"Uh-huh... go on..." she urged him to continue.
"She's gone." Then he added as if it was an afterthought, "She was kidnapped."
Well that makes two of us, my darling cousin, except mine is gone until I can get his star seed back.
"I see... and you want me to come, because I'm Sailor Moon, to help find her." Usagi let out a bitter laugh.
"No, it ain't what you think! That was Pop's idea, not mine!" He heard his father grunt in the background.
"But the only reason you're asking is because I'm Sailor Moon, right?"
"No! I'm asking because," he lowered his voice so someone, namely Nabiki, couldn't hear and sell the information, "It feels like I should be asking."
Usagi remained silent. "Tell me Ranma, how much do you love Akane?"
Ranma blinked, "Uh.. well... um..." He could've smacked himself, every time someone brought up the situation of love, he got tongue tied.
"A lot." He managed to squeeze out in a tight voice.
"You'll have to do better then that Ranma. A lot better. I won't help you unless she's that important to you."
Ranma didn't say anything.
"Ranma, I've lost six of the most important people in my life in the duration of two days. They're gone. They may never come back. You have to tell me how much you love her, if she means enough to you for you to risk your life."
"Yes Usagi, she means a lot to me." Then he dropped his voice, turning his back to his friends and family so they couldn't read his lips (Nabiki and his father were getting very good...) "Usagi, I actually cried myself to sleep last night. It hurts so much to think she's gone and that I couldn't protect her."
Usagi's voice came out tight with emotion, "I understand Ranma. I will help you."
"Thank you so much Usagi... I'll help you look for your friends too." He promised.
"I'll see you in a couple of days."
"All right, hey Usagi?"
"Yes?"
"Don't tell anyone what I said 'kay? I'd like to tell it to her before anyone else."
Usagi laughed, "I promise, bye Ran!"
"Bye Usa."
Both clicked off at the same time.
Ranma turned to where the remaining Tendos and his father were waiting anxiously.
"Well?" Genma began.
"She's coming." He kicked his father out the door into the pond. A giant panda emerged a second later, "And THAT'S for calling me girly!" He ran into his room and slammed the door shut.
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"And then you came home, right?" Kenji asked Hotaru from where he and the rest of the Tsukino family were sitting in their living room.
Well, excluding Usagi that is.
She was still yanking away on the phone when Ikuko entered the room.
"Minako and Makoto are gone too then?" She asked sadly. Hotaru and Shingo nodded, "Everyone will know by tomorrow morning." he added.
"Hey Hotaru?" He inquired.
"Hai Shingo?" She retorted.
"What possessed you to transform in front of everyone? You know that they won't leave you alone now..."
"Yes dear, why did you?" Ikuko asked, rubbing her tired eyes.
"I would rather be bothered then have the prin- er... Usagi die." They seemed to like that answer. But Kenji was ever presistant, "But what are the Senshi... what is the job or rather roles of them?"
Hotaru paused, thinking out a good answer, "The Inner Senshi, Mars, Mercury, Venus, and Jupiter, have the duty of protecting Usagi, Sailor Moon, and defending the Earth from invading evil. The Outer Senshi, Neptune, Uranus, Pluto, and myself, used to have the duty of protecting the universe as a whole, but in these days we find ourselves mainly focusing on the same goals as the Inner Senshi." She finished.
"But why must you protect Usagi?" Ikuko probed.
Hotaru stood up as Usagi entered the room, "That I cannot tell you." She replied simply.
"Usagi, did you settle things with Ranma?" Kenji asked his daughter.
"Hai, we leave for Nerima in two days."
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UGH... 22 pages. Ugh again. I'll be gone for about a week, but expect a the final chapter of Be Still My Heart out by then. I *have* to finish that thing before I go back to school, otherwise, I'll never finish.. and that would just suck...
Explanation for the title: Hold My Hand. I really like this title, it can mean many things for all the different characters, but it mostly symbolizes their search for guidance and relief from pressure and stress. Make sense? Most of the titles come from song lyrics, but not this one.
All right, that's all for a little while!
Luvs and hugs
Chibi Acky
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Almost forgot again... I don't own Sailor Moon or Ranma. Wow.