~*~*~*~ She Loves Me She Loves Me Not ~*~*~*~
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~~~~ Mimi's P.O.V.~~~~
I gazed up at the starry sky with my tear filled eyes. I didn't even know why I was crying. I just felt so bad.
I looked over at Palmon who was sucking on one of her vines, sort of like she was trying to suck on her thumb. I smiled peacefully and wiped away my tears. Then I looked at Gabumon who was lying next to Palmon. I had suspected something was going on between the two but never could say it. Then, I looked at Matt. He had been so nice to me today, unlike every other day. It had been so strange how he protected me. But I wasn't staying awake and pondering about Matt, it was Tai.
Tai had a very big crush on Sora, and I was the only one that knew. It was like everyone was blind. I had found out and asked him why he didn't ask her out, but, - But instead of an "I dunno" I got an "It's none of your business! What would a ditz like you know anyway!" Those words, they hurt me. Sure, I'm Mimi. The ditzy one who only cares about her looks, or, - or herself, but that isn't true, it's all a cover. It's sort of like how Matt isn't as cold as everyone else believes. He can't be if he loves his brother so much…
*************FLASHBACK 3RD Person POV**************
"Mimi, let's go!" Tai had yelled.
"No!" Mimi yelled back.
"I'm not asking, I'm telling!" He yelled back.
Mimi stood up, to stand up her ground. "Step any closer Tai, I will… I will…" Mimi said.
"What talk me to death?" Tai said.
Matt hadn't known why Tai was giving her such a hard time, so he stepped in. 'He has no right to yell at her that way. Why am I getting mad over this? It's not like it's TK he's yelling at.' Matt wondered.
"Tai, why do you have to be such a jerk!" Matt yelled while clutching his fists. "It's nice to think about friends that we have lost along the way! They risked their lives for us, at least you could show them some respect!"
"They aren't-" Izzy had tried to say.
"I know Izzy, but the still went threw pain for us!" Matt yelled.
"Matt! Tai! AND MIMI calm down!" Sora yelled.
"Not until he does. Maybe if no one understands we should leave." Matt said. "Come on TK."
"I'm not going." TK said.
"What?" Matt asked. His eyes widened with shock.
"Matt, there's safety in numbers." Tk said.
"Alright. Maybe, it would be better for you to stay." Matt said and leaned over to his brother and put his hand on his shoulder. "Are you coming Mimi?" he said as he stood up and put out is hand.
'Why didn't he ask me?' Sora thought as she felt her heart break.
'Mimi's the only one who understands me…Why am I hoping she accepts so bad?' Matt thought. "Please come…" he begged.
Mimi finally reached her hand out to his. "Mimi?" Joe asked.
"We'll be back." Mimi said as she waved to everyone.
Sora felt a teardrop fall down but quickly wiped it away before Matt or Tai saw, but she didn't fool Kari, Biyomon or Gatomon. "Bye." Sora whispered.
"Wait!" Palmon and Gabumon yelled as they ran after them.
"Where are we going?" Mimi asked.
"A place where we can think."
************************End of flashback***************
I hadn't understood why he chose me. Maybe it was because no one understood us. Matt had hardly looked at me or talked though, so it's not like he cares about me. I had also realized he had never touched me. I don't mean in a sexy way, I mean touch my arm or hand or anything. He didn't touch anyone but TK or Gabumon. Well, there was also Tai, but that was a more of a hitting thing. He had touched me today. He had held my hand. It wasn't much, but he was making progress.
"Mimi?" Matt said as he rubbed his eyes. "What are you doing up?"
"Couldn't sleep." I said. 'Not like he cares…' I thought with a sigh.
"What is it?" Matt asked me.
I looked up. He had stood up and was walking to the other side of me. He sat down and looked at me.
~~~~3rd person POV~~~~
Mimi looked over at Matt. "Well, I was worried about Tai-"
"Why?" Matt asked. Mimi put her finger over his mouth.
"Let me finish." She said. "Okay, then I realized it's not him a should be worried about."
"Who are you worried about then? Yourself? Palmon? Kari?" Matt asked. The list could go on and on since Mimi cared so much about people. "Or is it the digimon we lost? Who is it"
Mimi pointed her finger at Matt and put it on his chest. "You." She answered softly.
"Why… me?" He asked confused.
"Matt, you're like… a puzzle. I know, it sounds corny, but it seems like there's pieces missing and I can't quite put you all together." She said.
Matt let out a sigh of defeat. "I'll tell you why I seem so… shallow, I guess you could say." Matt said.
"Please tell me." Mimi said.
"Okay. You have the white picked fence. Perfect family, or a family that gets along, at least. You have a mother who stays with you when you're ill, or just helps when you need help with homework, or need a shoulder to cry on. A father that is not always at work, or busy. You have looks, great personality, and… you can be the sweetest thing ever. Me? I have a father who is a workaholic and a mother who hardly let's me see her or my brother. And the picked fence? My mom brought it with her. My friends can hardly stand me… An example would be Tai." Matt said. "And, well I guess I'm not that bad looking but everything else is awful."
Mimi felt her eyes burn. She hugged Matt and kissed his cheek. Matt, surprised by the sudden outburst, fell backwards with Mimi on top of him. "Matt! You had a break through! You told someone how you felt!" Mimi almost yelled, but kept her voice down. Mimi sat up and looked at him, forgetting about the whole 'sweetest thing' comment. 'What did he mean by that?' Mimi wondered.
'There's the cheerful Mimi I know.' Matt thought with a smirk. 'She looks so beautiful. I wonder what would happen… NO! Matt Ishida no! This is Mimi. You have the crest of friendship not heart breaker or player. But I wouldn't have to be a player… MATT! This is Mimi. Whiny, ditzy, sweet, beautiful… MATT!' Matt bit his lip and closed his eyes. He slowly sat back up.
Suddenly he felt two arms wrap around his neck. Matt opened his eyes to see Mimi hugging him again. Slowly he wrapped his arms around her hips. He didn't know how long he would be able to hold her without trying to make a move. Matt breathed in and smelt a sweet aroma of her hair. It smelt like watermelons. Matt kissed the top of her head lightly.
'God, help me.' Matt thought.
'Did he kiss my head? I wonder if he likes me… This is the very hot and sexy Matt… WHOA MIMI! This is Matt, not someone you hang a picture up of in your locker. OH, but he is so sweet sometimes… What?' Mimi thought as she pulled away.
Mimi laid down on the ground. "You're so sweet, Matt." Mimi said and closed her eyes.
'Do I like Mimi? No I can't like Mimi that way, she's just a close friend. For now…' Matt thought and fell asleep. Mimi slowly opened her eyes. She whispered good night and quickly fell asleep.
~~~~~ Tai's camp ~~~~
"Tai, are we going to look for them tomorrow?" Tk asked.
"I don't know TK. They're the ones who left." Tai said.
"Tai, you don't have to be so stubborn, we just need to think sometimes." Kari said.
Everyone looked at Kari. "She's right." Gatomon said. She was sitting in the corner cleaning herself. "Mimi knew something about you Tai. Or maybe, she thought she did, but was wrong."
"What are you talking about?" Tai asked.
Gatomon began to laugh and walk around in front of him. "You couldn't lie to her, Tai, and you didn't want her to know. When I was evil, I could tell if someone was lying, so don't lie." She said.
"I didn't tell her." Tai said with his head down. "But it was for her own sake, she would never understand." Everyone gasped except for Joe, Gomamon, and Gatomon. Seeing that everyone else sighed and to make themselves look normal, Joe and Gomamon made a fake gasping sound.
"Joe, I think you're giving Gomamon your asthma." Sora said as she nudged him, and not trying to ruin the conversation that was going on.
"What are they talking about?" Joe whispered and Sora sweat dropped.
"You're right, she'll never understand why you didn't tell her. You'll be killing yourself when she gets down with someone else." Gatomon said with a smirk.
Tai's head quickly snapped his head up. "No, he's my friend." Tai said.
"Tai, I know, but you're racking your brains trying to figure out why you like her so much but you know why you do." Gatomon said.
"Is it just me, or is everyone else confused and think Gatomon is evil again?" Joe said. Everyone took a step back and took out their digivices.
"Oh, don't worry so much, Joe. I'm not evil. I'm just giving him the facts. And Tai, right now, I don't think Matt thinks you are his friend. And how does he know you like her?" She added.
"Is there another digidestined?" Joe asked. Everyone sweat dropped and fell to the ground except Gomamon.
"Wow! Joe, they are so shocked that you figured it out, the passed out!" Gomamon added.
~~~~ Matt's camp ~~~~
"Mimi!" Matt whispered in her ear. "Wake up! You got to see this!"
"Huh! What?" Mimi whispered as she woke up.
"Look at Gabumon and Palmon." He whispered. Gabumon had his fur on both himself and Palmon and had his arm resting on her hip.
Mimi looked at Matt. "It's so cute!" Mimi whispered as she sat up.
"I'll go get some wood." Mimi said as she was about to stand up.
"Okay." Matt said. Mimi began to get up but her Gabumon moaning things.
"Oh Biyomon." Gabumon whispered in his sleep. Matt and Mimi looked at Gabumon with wide eyes.
"I thought he-"
"Shhh!" Mimi whispered and waved at Matt.
"Leave the beautiful, talented Palmon alone and go bug Agumon." Gabumon whispered before he started snoring again.
"Matt?" Mimi whispered.
"Yeah?" He asked.
"Does Gabumon have anything on under his fur?" Mimi asked. Mimi and Matt both got up before Gabumon got up so they wouldn't see anything.
~~~~~ Tai's camp ~~~~~
"Barney, sing another song." Tai moaned in his sleep.
"Oh Tai." Agumon whispered.
Sora woke up at the sound of the two of them whispering things in their sleep. She quickly walked outside to see everyone awake. "They finally scared you too?" Patamon asked.
"Was Tai talking about his pink little bear again?" Kari asked.
"Or was Agumon talking about… Well, TAI?" Tentomon asked.
"Well, Agumon moaned Tai's name and Tai asked Barney to sing another song." Sora said and sat down next to Biyomon.
"Oh, that one is new." Kari said.
"Oh, you poor thing! You live with him!" Joe said as he ran up and hugged her. Kari began to laugh.
"I wonder how Matt and Mimi are doing." TK said.
"Don't worry Tk, we'll find them." Sora said in her motherly tone.
~~~~ Matt's camp ~~~~
"Mimi, let's go swimming!" Matt said. Palmon and Gabumon sighed and put their heads down. "It will help get our minds off the others."
"Okay!" Mimi said.
"We're going to… uh…," Gabumon said.
"Work on our 'moves'." Palmon said with a smile.
Mimi and Matt burst out laughing. Mimi fell in Matt's arms laughing.
"At least I have someone." Palmon said.
"What do you mean?" Mimi said. "I have Matt. Oh Matt I love you!" Mimi said.
"Oh I love you too Mimi!" He said and he pretended to kiss her.
"Oh fine joke about our love." Gabumon said and put his hand over his heart.
"Alright! We were just joking." Matt said. "We'll go swimming and you two can tongue wrestle."
"Is that what it's called?" Palmon asked.
"Well, Gabumon, if…" Matt coughed and continued talking. "… Worse comes to worse, wear a…" Matt looked at Mimi and Palmon and bent down and whispered something in Gabumon's ear.
"What's a condom?" Gabumon yelled.
"Matt!" Mimi yelled and hit his arm. "You pervert!"
"What? We don't them getting sick." Matt said.
"Oh whatever." Mimi said with her arms crossed. "And Gabumon, if by some chance you get her pregnant, I will make sure you can't do it again." Mimi said and cupped his chin. "You're so cute." She said and squeezed his chin. "Let's go." Mimi said and grabbed Matt's arm.
"Wow, what's her problem?" Palmon said as the two of them ran off.
They walked over to the lake and Mimi went in one direction. "You go over there, well, I guess you don't have to get changed. Hopefully you don't wear briefs, but I was smart enough to bring a bathing suit." Mimi said.
"I wear boxer, unlike Tai." Matt said.
"Good." Mimi said and went and got changed. Matt waited five minutes. Finally, he heard Mimi humming. Mimi came out in her pink two-piece bathing suit.
"Wow." Matt whispered. 'Damn…MATT!' Matt thought.
"Nice six pack. I didn't see that before." She said with a wink.
'Wow. He looks really hot…' Mimi thought before she bit her lip.
"Well, you go in first." Matt said as he stood up. Mimi walked slowly over to him.
"No, you." She said as she pushed him in. Mimi waited for Matt to come up. Finally she saw his head pop up. He breathed in quickly and gave Mimi a look. Mimi began to giggle uncontrollably. His hair was over his eyes. "Here." Mimi said and held out her hand.
Matt took it and pulled her in. Mimi fell on top of Matt and into his arms.
"Oh, look what I did." He whispered and began to laugh. Mimi swam away from Matt and went under. Matt took a breath and went under. He swam after Mimi and finally saw her. Mimi stopped and motioned for him to come to her. Matt slowly swam over to her and looked at her. She pushed his head down and swam to the top. Mimi burst out laughing and took a big breath.
Matt came up and breathed in. "I got you!" Mimi said. Matt pulled Mimi in and wrapped his arms around her.
"Well, I got you." He whispered. Mimi could feel Matt breathing on her and felt tense. She began to laugh to make it not so intense. She tried to get free but he held her tighter. Mimi finally stopped and looked him straight in the eyes. Matt began to move closer, but as soon as he came close enough, Mimi dove under. Matt let out a sigh. "Damn. So close." He said.
~~~~~ Tai's group, Tai's POV ~~~~
We had been walking for a long time and noticed everyone was getting tired. "We should take a brake." I said as I sat down. I couldn't get Mimi out of my mind. Knowing that Matt was probably going to have her made me go nuts.
"Tai." I heard Sora whisper.
"What?" I said in a harsh tone. Sora gave me a mean look and turned around but I grabbed her arm. "I'm sorry. It's just…"
"Mimi right?" Sora said.
"Well…" I said.
"Don't lie Tai." Sora said. "I'm not dumb, you know." Sora said and walked away.
'Oh jeez…' I thought. 'Now Sora's mad at me, and Mimi's gone with Matt and oh jeez… Mimi just drives me crazy, I wish I wouldn't have got so mad.' I thought and began to cry silently. 'She may be in trouble because of me.'
"MATT DON'T!" I heard Mimi yell.
"Mimi!" I yelled.
"I'M GONNA GET YOU!" I heard Matt yell.
"Tai?" I heard Joe say.
"Tai, are you alright?" Kari asked.
I got off my feet and clenched my fists. 'I knew it.' I thought and began to run.
To be continued…
If I get good reviews, I'll continue. It depends. Who gets Mimi or Matt? Who gets Tai? Sora or Mimi? Who gets Sora? Matt or Tai?
Who gets Izzy? Sora or… JOE? Will Joe and Sora finally die??? JEN!!! That's not supposed to be there!!! Jen: Heh heh. They seem gay to me. (Jen shrugs as Missy takes out a knife and begins to sharpen it) Missy: She's gonna get it.
I don't own Digimon that belongs to Toei or something like that. PART 2 MAY BE UP SOON!!!
(Jen runs up to screen) Jen: PLEASE SHE'S INSANE!!!!!