Chapter Eleven

Chapter Eleven

My gun dropped out of my hand when my body went limp.  I began to slip deep in the water.  My eyes closed slowly over the sight of Selena jumping in the water, but they suddenly burst open.  Selena's in the fucking water!  I tried to swim off to the side, but she jumped at me.  Both of our heads ended up underneath the water.  She reached for my throat, but it was too late.  I already found her eyes.  I used my fingernails and poked both her eyes in.  She started screaming; taking in water.  Her hands were reaching for her eyes; trying to shield them from the water.  When I tried to kick my feet to swim closer to the surface, my foot felt something.  It wasn't Selena.  It was hard and solid.  I turned ninety degrees in the water and went for the object.  My hands began to search the floor.  Selena started pulling my legs closer to her.  My arms began to stretch to feel the floor.  My fingertips brushed against it.  Shit.  I kicked some more trying to lessen Selena's grip.  It worked.  She let go for a brief second.  I reached down and got it.  It was my gun.  My lungs felt as though they were about to explode.  I turned up to see if Selena was still there, but she wasn't.  She was getting air.  Shit.  I need that too.  I kicked the water, rushing to the top.  My head rushed out of the water.  I immediately caught my breath.  I was coughing, but at least I was breathing.  I felt relief until I looked to the side of me.  Selena came slashing through the water.  Before she got too close to me, I felt my finger press against the trigger.  I was pulling it before I knew I could.  Selena's shoulders and head kept popping back every time I hit her.  She smiled every time a bullet tore into her flesh.  She kept moving forward in the water until I finally hit her heart.  She held her hands up in front of her chest and cried out a loud sigh.

Her eyes focused one last time.  She stared right through me then she sunk into the water.  Arms outstretched, not struggling, but just out.  Kinda like seeing the Titanic being sunk.  Disturbing as hell.

I saw Selena's face surface once last time before she slipped into oblivion.  Cassie started yelling at me trying to get my attention.

"Sara!"

I looked up at her and felt dizzy.  It was too much.  I wadded one hand out and tried to push myself to the edge.  The numbness began to seep in again.  I kept trying though.  I continued to force myself to the edge.  To the light.  To the torch.  Yes.  That's my goal.

In the middle of the water, my feet touched Selena.  I froze for a second, but Cassie urged me to continue.

By the time I got to the edge, Cassie had both her hands out ready to pull me out.  She patted the back of my head and returned it with blood on her hands.  When she touched me, I felt the world swimming around me.  She quickly grabbed me and pulled me to the surface.  She laid me on the ground.  I began spitting up blood.  She tried to make me sit by myself, but I kept falling back.  She eventually had to put her arms around me to keep me up.  I pushed her arms off of me and tried to stand up on my own.  I tumbled back, but didn't fall.  I held my own ground.  I wavered in the air for a few minutes until I thought I could walk.  I stared out ahead of me and saw about ten lycanthropes just gawking right back at me.  They had surprised looks on their face as if they hadn't expected me to live.  Fuck them.  I took one step at a time.  Making sure I didn't rush anything.  Every time I moved close to one of the bats, they would move back from me.  They looked afraid of me.  Maybe I'd fall on them.  Maybe I'd kill them.  Nah.  I feel too horrible to kill anyone else.

Cassie followed me out of the cave.  One step behind me the entire time.  She stopped once she saw Cameron standing ten feet away from the mouth of the cave.  My head was dangling above my shoulders.  I was about to pass out.  First, my left leg went, but I don't remember falling.  I just remember being picked up.  My eyesight was the next to leave me.  I closed my eyes and left the world behind.

When I first opened my eyes, I felt a blinding force jam itself against my retinas.  I screamed so loud that my lungs gave out on me.  I laid there on the bed with my mouth open wide, screaming silently.  My heart raced when I felt a hand on the side of my face.  My mouth went wider.  My throat was burning.  I heard a loud continuous beeping sound coming from beside me.  The hand began massaging my face, the voice was begging.  "Sara, stay with me.  Stay with me please."  I looked over one last time and saw both Claudia and Cameron being pushed to the side by a lady in uniform.   I took in one last breath then lost consciousness.

I heard the tick tock of the clock sitting on a table near me.  It was so irritating that it was even in my dream.  My eyes caught hold of two big red balloons blowing in the wind of the air conditioner.  One had a yellow smile and the other held Mickey Mouse, saying 'get well soon.'  I suppose they were talking about me.  Nah!  Who else was in this room that was injured?

Cameron was pacing back and forth in front of my bed drinking hot, steaming coffee.  The TV in the room was tuned to a cartoon.  I think it was "Hey Arnold."  I like that cute little cartoon character with his football head.

I started giggling when I saw Helga hit that little annoying boy in the nose.  Cameron turned to me with a smile that could have melted my heart.  No need, I almost died already.

"I'm so glad you are awake."

"You aren't the only one."

His smile broadened a little more.

"How long have I been out of it?"

"About a week."

I laughed at the thought that Claudia was right.  I would need clothes for an entire week.  My side began to ache the longer I laughed.  I tried to touch my stomach, but wires kept me from doing so.

"What's wrong Sara?"

"Absolutely nothing."

"Does your side hurt?"

I looked up at him with an evil smirk.  He knew what I was thinking.  He doesn't know me that well.  Well, he knows me over a week now.  Funny!

"My side hurts."

"You hit some jagged rocks."

"Oh really."

He laughed then sat in the chair next to my bed.  He leaned over and took my hand.  I tried to jerk away, but my body wouldn't cooperate.

"When will I be released?"

"Today, I think.  You can't stay in a hotel though.  Claudia already went back to St. Louis, so you are stuck with me."

I rolled my eyes at him, but he only moved closer to me.  "Back off Cameron."

"What are you so afraid of?"

"Number one:  You've got a girlfriend.  Number two:  I've already got too much stuff on my hands."  I looked down at my wrists and saw all the wires.  I sighed.

"You're right.  I'm sorry.  You want me to go?"

I thought about it for a second or two.  "No.  I want someone to talk to."

"Alright."

We sat there in silence most of the day.  It was quite awkward.  He's sprouting these feelings for me that I can only dream about reciprocating.  I've never even fell in love with anyone.  Never ever.  In all my twenty-five years on this earth, the only people I've gotten close to are my family.  Look where they are.  They are all dead.  I think I'm afraid to reach out to anyone.  Afraid of losing them.  Afraid of what I might do to them.  Just look at Claudia.  She didn't start killing until she met my wild lifestyle and me.  Now, she's probably one of America's Most Wanted.  With the way my luck is going, our faces will end up on the show.

Cameron doesn't deserve me.  He doesn't deserve his girlfriend either.  He deserves someone that will accept him for him and eventually settle down.  Lord knows I can't handle a wolf.  Shit, I'm already going to have to handle tons of bats until a strong leader shows up.  Claud won't be around me for a while.  Don't really blame her.  Bats aren't the prettiest creatures to wake up to.