The stars seemed to last forever. The air was so cool, and yet so warm and inviting. Vegeta sat atop his capsulecorp pod. He had landed on a fulfilling planet, and decided to stay there for awhile. He emotionlessly killed off half the population, and stole their food and luxuries for himself.
He missed Bulma.
He never realized the blue haired woman could be such an attachment. Every second he thought of her, wanted her, needed her. All he really wanted was to see her again. He didnt care about power, strength, surpassing Kakarott, none of it mattered. He didn't have his woman, so his life was not complete. But deep in Vegeta's mind, he knew he could never return. it was for her safety and peace of mind, but it was driving him insane.

~*~*~*There's something out there left for you
But its not me
We've reached a point of no return
It's only right I set you free~*~*~*~

"I AM GOING TO GO CRAZY!!! DO YOU HEAR ME VEGETA???? ABSOLUTLY CRAZY!!!" Bulma screamed at the top of her lungs. She was outside doing laundry, when she decided to try and break her vocal cords.
*He has healthy saiyan ears, maybe he can hear me* she thought wearily. And little by little, she was losing grip to reality. Not towards insanity, not towards healing. She was quiet, sad, and weak.
"I just don't know what to do anymore. I have to get over this" she whispered, dropping the towel she was holding. she left the laundry baskets where they lay and walked back inside.

~*~*~*~*I know i'll have to turn away
But there's no where for my love to go
And there won't come a day
When I won't honor what we've vowed*~*~*~*

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Vegeta rolled over, trying to get comfortable in his pod. He curled into a ball, letting his arms hang loose. He had nothing to do with them now. No one to hold.
FLASHBACK::dun dun dun.....^^::
"What? why?" Vegeta asked a very distracted Bulma.
"Because its very important, I can't miss this meeting! It'll only be for one night I am sure you will survive! Now hand me my suitcase!" she demanded. Vegeta handed it to her, but continued to protest.
"What am I supposed to do for one whole night? i'm gonna be bored all night, i'll have nothing to hold, and my hands fall asleep and my arms will feel cold and...."
"THEN GET A FUCKING STUFFED ANIMAL!" Bulma cried, holding back laughter.
"hell no! I, Vegeta the prince of all saiyans, would never ever think of touching one of those confounded fuzzy little-" He was still talking when bulma kissed his cheek and rushed out the door with a quick
"ja, ai shiteru"
END FLASHBACK
"This sucks" he muttered, then closed his eyes, in attempt to fall asleep.
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"Good night couch. Good night Floor. Good night TV" Bulma mumbled, turning off the lights in the kitchen and living room. her parents were gone, and she had no one to talk to. She felt so lonely she just wanted to curl into a ball and die. She trudged up the stairs into her's and vegeta's room. She looked at the bed, then decided against it. Everytime she tried to sleep in their bed, all she did was soak the sheets with her tears. So she yanked the blanket off the bed and dropped into a corner of the room, pulled her knees up to her chest, and wished for her prince to return.

~*~*~**~ But i'll go on with my life
We can even say goodbye for now if
If thats what we have to do
But here in my heart
Even When my arms are empty, darlin'
I'm still holding on to you~*~*~*~*~

The next day, Vegeta was deeply depressed. Not that he hadn't been ever since he left, but today he was especially lonesome. He was standing on a peak at the edge of the planet he resided that moment. He clenched his fists and roared from the very depths of his soul, all the pain, tears, and anger he kept bottled up came rushing foward. Painful tears rushed down his face as he screamed and screamed, going Ssj, the SSJ2. He fell to his knees and slammed his fists into the cliff, breaking it off. He began to fall, and really considered not flying up, but caught himself at the last second. He then fell to the ground and sat there, catching his breath.
"What has this done to me..." he whispered horsely.

~*~*~**~ We can't deny that this ones
Out of our control
Stronger than the both of us
and bound to take its toll**~*~*~*

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Bulma sat at the kitchen table, zoning out as usual, ever since Vegeta left, all she ever did was zone out.
"Woman, I need my food! No you baka get it yourself! But that is what women are for, I train, you make food. No no no you have it all wrong vegeta..." she mumbled this little conversation to herself. She then shook her head.
"What the hell is the matter with me? I am talking to myself! oh geez here I go again...oh just shut up Bulma!" she snapped at herself. She banged her head on the table and laid it there.
"Why didn't you think we could make it Vegeta....we are meant to be..." she said, muffeled by her arm.

~*~*~**~*~ I can stand the test of time
And as far as I can see
There are no walls that we can't climb
Standing between you and me~*~**~*~

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"I can't take this anymore. I have to go back. Before it kills me" Vegeta said. He jumped into his pod, and flew off towards earth. As he waited to arrive, knots tied in his stomach.
**what if shes gotten over me what if shes back with yamucha what if she killed herself what if I crash what if I dont make it what if I cant find her what if---** Vegeta's mind raced with these thoughts, but as he thought of all this, in the back of his mind he was thinking of all the good what ifs
**What if she isnt over me what if she takes me back what if we get married and have children will she still want me will she still need me will she want me back will we last forever am I doing the right thing I HAVE TO BE DOING THE RIGHT THING! I LOVE HER SO MUCH IT HURTS!!" he bellowed out this last part, shaking the pod. He breathed in deeply and settled back against the seat, trying to calm down.
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"huh?" Bulma snapped her head up off the table. She could have sworn she felt something...like a tingling feeling in the back of her mind. She shook it off, then got up and went about her day, every thought on her mind having something to do with her Saiyan prince
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'she's thinking about me' Vegeta murmered.

~*~*~**~*~ And there's a place you'll always be
no matter where you are
You're here with me
When the world is turning upside down
Together we can stand our ground
We can even say goodbye for now if
if thats what we have to do
but here in my heart
even when my arms are empty darlin'
I'm still holdin on to you~*~*~**~
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Bulma was outside, hanging laundry that she never finished, when she heard a loud peircing noise. She sheilded her eyes from the sun and looked up, seeing a small silver dot. The dot came closer and closer until she was able to make out 'capsule corp.' written on the side. Her stomach turned upside down. A lump caught in her throat and she had difficultie swallowing.
"VEGETA!!!!!!" She screamed, her voice cracking. She tossed the laundry basket down and watched the pod crash into the yard. The door opened, and Vegeta stuck his head out. He looked tired and his eyes showed weariness, but once he saw his woman, his look changed. His throat caught, and he couldnt get down those pod steps fast enough. Bulma ran as fast as she could to the pod and threw herself into Vegeta's waiting arms, wrapping her legs around his waist, bawling her eyes out. Vegeta wrapped his arms around her and held her so tightly, he thought he might crush her. She then pulled away from his shoulder and looked at him. But before she could even blink, he had her engulfed in the biggest, most passionate french-kiss you could ever imagine possible. Bulma nearly lost her grip on him as his tongue explored her mouth, and Vegeta almost dropped her as she did the same to him. He dropped to his knees and pinned her down underneith him, never breaking his lips from her, for fear he would die if he did. After a few more seconds, which seemed like an eternity, he finally lifted his face from hers, both of them gasping for breath. Bulma's tears were beginning to dry, when she saw his eyes looking into hers, a new batch poured down.
"You're really here! oh my Kami Vegeta you have no idea how hard these past weeks have been for me...." she whispered.
"I didn't realize I wouldn't be able to live without you" Vegeta growled. Bulma smiled, the frowned and punched him in the face.
Vegeta wasn't fazed, but it did cause him to snap his head up and bring a hand up to rub his nose.
"Goddammit woman what was that for?" he snapped.
"FOR LEAVING ME YOU BASTARD! I cant believe you would do something so utterly stupid!" she cried. Then she wrapped her arms around him again
"Were you trying to kill me?" she asked softly. Vegeta smirked and kissed her forhead gently.
"You would think I was trying to kill myself" he responded. He then picked her up and carried her into the house and up to their room, slamming the door behind them with a faint click of the lock.

*~*~*~*~I'm still holdin' on to you...~*~*~*~

THE END (this time its really over ^_^)

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