By: Amataru Arcus
PG-13
1x2 2x1
Yaoi
Disclaimer: I do not own the Gundam Boys, maybe when I get rich
and famous I could buy the rights but for the moment I am not.
Please do not sue me over this cause (1) I am not making profit
off of this, (2) The money I do have is going towards three
things, (a) Otakon 2001 *_* (b) Playstation, and (c) College
::grumble grumble:: taking over most of my profits. The problem
is I don't have a job yet . . .
Warnings: I do support Yaoi. So yes this story does contain yaoi.
With the taste of lime. Maybe that wasn't a very good verb
to use . . . I also cannot spell and my computer can't even
help me with it. You have been warned. Those who don't like
the idea of 1x2 or 2x1 don't read, sept you
Angie-chan!! I also am not a doctor nor am studying it for a
profession so don't rely on what I have typed, even though I
copied the symptoms and such from a medical book. Again! Please
respond! Send flames I don't care as long as you respond!!
Just don't yell at me about Duo and Heero being together. I
really have no idea why such a person would be reading this
though, beesides Angie-chan (but that is all good because I am
reading her fan ficcie).
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Serious. Trouble.
Heero, you stupid fool . . . He muttered to him self
as he flipped aimlessly through pages of a magazine, not even
noticing the pages belonged to a bridal issue.
the noise made him jump out of his skin.
Yes? You didn't kill him did you? He can be a pain
sometimes.
No, Heero is conscious right now. May I ask, how are you
aquatinted.
Friend, can I still see him?
What, oh yes. Follow me, she lead him back down the
familiar hall way that Duo had been pacing for ten minutes before
he was ordered to sit down.
Oiy, Hee-chan! You gave us quite a scare. You owe me big
time for that. trying to get a reaction from Heero and put
a normal glare on his face, with no such luck.
I know, I know! Your paying for the hotel, and my food, and
my clothing.
No, Duo.
May, I say something? silently spoke the doctor.
Yeah, I guess you deserve a say in all this.
Thank you. Heero, I have run some tests on your brain with
an MRI. There could be two things wrong with you. One is a
Subarachnoid hemorrhage. It's a ruptured blood vessel in
your head. The blood then spreads all over the surface of the
brain. The surface of the brain is covered by three thin,
membranes called the menages. A subarachnoid hemorrhage occurs
when blood leaks into the buarachniod space. This is cause by a
burst aneurysm in the cerebral artery wall. (Ama- Big words, ne?)
It usually occurs in people ages from 40-60 and is slightly more
common in women. If this is the case we will need to prevent
further bleeding. There is no drug treatment to stop it but we
can give you some to relinquish the pain. It should stop it self
though by blood clots, like in a normal injury.
The second is a Subdural hemorrhage. In this one the blood
leaks form vessels in the dura matter, outer most of the three
layers. It is usually small veins that break on the underside of
the dura mater. Because of the blood pressure in veins is less
then in arteries, less blood is likely to leak out. This will
cause hematoma, or collection of clotted blood. This one occurs
as a result of a head injury, but still most predominately in
older people. If it is really bad clott we will have to do minor
surgery to remove it.
Which is worse? asked Duo.
Neither. It is likely that he has the second, the Subdural
hemorrhage. It is not as bad as i thought it was going to
be.
Will he need surgery?
I am not sure yet. I have sent the images away to a
specialist to look at and determine how bad it is.
What if it is bad?
Well, then he will need surgery like I have said
before.
Ya', hear that Heero! Your normal just like us
all! he slapped him lightly on his shoulder.
Oh good, mumbled Heero.
How are you feeling now Heero?
Don't lie to the doctor!
He glared at him with his killing look.
Yup, he's normal.
Then you may go home. Where could I reach you. You
didn't say on the papers.
I am staying at the Frayton Motel. Just ask for me.
she wrote it down on her hand as there was
nothing better to write it on. Okay, Heero, Duo. I will
call you with the results.
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Duo, get off the bed.
Right, right. I'm on the floor. Can't we order a
cot?
No, that costs extra money. We haven't even found you
a job yet.
Oww, I am sorry Heero, I didn't mean to insult all the
people at the store . . . he looked over at Heero,
Okay, I admit it! I was just a bit mad that people actually
buy T-shirts that are only worth $2 and with a one cent logo on
it and spend $25 for it.
Heero pointed to the floor as if Duo was a dog.
Fine, master. But I get the comfy blanket! he stole
the best part of a motel bed and one pillow and landed on the
floor gracefully. Ack! I almost forgot!
Heero just ignored his constant talking as he himself laid down
for a good nights rest. When he decided it would be better for
him to sleep on his left side Duo was sound asleep. Hitsuyo
to suru, Duo. (Ama- Just killing you that you don't
know what he is saying, or did you cheat and look it up??)
The brunette looked down upon the wonder amazed. Duo had his hair
down.
Flowing all around his slender long figure, not under the covers
but on top of them, he looked like, he couldn't even place
what he looked like. He looked so much better then in his dreams.
Heero wished he would wear his hair down more often. It
highlighted his beautiful features perfectly. Chancing his
awakening he reached down a moved a stranded of hair from his
face.
The light from the colony danced upon his heavenly face. Heero
studied him for a good while breathing in his sent, burning his
face into his eyes. Who knew when and if he would see him again.
What if Duo could no longer look up to him any more. He was no
longer the perfect soldier everyone thought of him as. He had a
flaw. He hated it. A flaw he let get the best of him. Duo seemed
so far away from him now. Even though in reality he was only 6
inches from him, and his hand caressing his silk skin.
Duo . . . he whispered the familiar name in his
mouth, oh so bitter sweet. He could no longer stare. It seemed
Duo's face was a magnet for his own and he leaned further
and further over, till he could feel Duo's breath against
his lips. Could he chance a taste? Oh how he longed for what he
dreamt of every night. He was so close but yet so far. He cursed
fate for making him a man, or even making Duo a male, and even
more so for the feelings he felt about him. He closed his eyes
and leaned further, placing his lower lip to Duo's top, he
moved his lips downward to finish off the kiss.
He was never prepared during his training for these kind's
of feelings. He was so frightened. I can't even
believe that I . . .' He let his thoughts trail off into the
dark night as he got up and walked solemnly to the balcony. The
cold wind blew his small amounts of hair up around his face.
Heero looked down unto the quiet streets below. So peaceful. That
is what the fighting was all for. This very moment. Even if his
mind was telling him he was wrong to kiss Duo, his heart knew it
to be the best thing. He fought, like he always did, with him
self over his feelings. This once letting his heart win, was the
first victory it had won. Heero placed a firm grip on the rail as
another spell came on. He let the pressure of his emotions seep
out onto his face. His head was pounding, he could feel his world
begin to twist and turn, inside and out. Then something held him
in place.
Two arms wrapped around Heero's waist tightly, not easing as
he turned around to see who's they belonged to. Heero
didn't even need to turn around, he could smell the warm
sent of his body, feel his every muscle hug him, and see the long
wisps of hair float through the air. Hitsuyo to suru.
the soft serene voice wispered so close to Heero's ears.
Duo, how . . .
What does it mean? he turned Heero around to stare
into those colbalt eyes of his, trying to unlock there secrets.
It sound's so beautiful.
I need you . . . Heero looked down in shame.
Heero, look at me.
I can't.
So now i am so ugly you can't even look at me, do i
act that bad?
Duo let go of his grip on Heero and looked ignored his gaze and
looked out onto the scene below. Tears, now flowing eagerly down
his face. You have pushed me a side so many times, Heero.
All-all I ever wanted was to be close to you, even a second. I
would see you with Relena, and I-I would fall apart. I wish I
never met you. Really I do. The second I laid eyes on you, the
very instant, I knew there was something. I could see it in your
eyes as well, but, I just ignore them. I didn't even know
you so how could I tell if there was anything going on inside
that head of yours! I thought to get a girl of my own, but it
didn't work out. I didn't feel the warmth that I had
felt with you. Even though you always gave me the cold shoulder.
Sometimes at the corner of my eye I would catch you staring at
me. But when I looked you were looking else where. You confuse
the hell out of me you know that. And when you-you kiss me . .
.
I'm sorry, I should have never-
No, don't be . . . Not about that at least. Only if
you didn't mean it. Only then. Duo finally looking
into Heero's eyes, on the verge of unlocking there treasures
so heavily guarded. Just for once, just once, tell me,
truthfully, what do you feel for me Heero Yuy?
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