January 20th
I, Dawn Summers, have a serious problem. This is a heavy blow. Are you ready for it? I like someone. Not just any someone. A guy. His name is Josh, and he is so cute and smart and funny and.... Oh, everything about him is amazing. We met in choir class today. He just transferred from Los Angeles. I can't like a guy. I'm not that kind of girl. I want to be a witch. How could any guy ever understand that?? Maybe I should follow Willow's path and just turn to women. How could I like a guy??? This is impossible. I need to think about something else for a while. History! Yes, that's it, History. World War II......
January 21st
Today's a Saturday. Thank God. I won't see him today. But why do I dread seeing him if I have a crush on him? This. Is. Confusing. How does Buffy stand it? I have to give her that much credit. Since my life mostly revolves around school, wicca, and (now) Josh, I think I'm going to start adding an interesting spell or two at the end of every day. If I have more though, I guess I'll write them all down. Here's one I found in: get this, the library. Weird.
Simple Wish Spell
"Moon, moon, beautiful moon, brighter that any star, Goddess of light and love, Diana if it might be, pray bring fortune unto me".
Then you repeat that over and over again while gazing at the moon. I think Diana is a goddess (that would be the logical answer), but I'm not sure, I'll look it up tomorrow.
January22nd
I saw Spike today on the way to the Magic Box . He didn't look any different than usual, and he had his usual, life-sucks-because-I-have-a-chip-in-my-brain attitude on, so I talked to him for a while and then left him to his cigarettes. I wasn't at the Magic Box for quite as long today, but Buffy was just as much of a pain as usual. I have no idea what she and the gang were doing, but frankly, I don't really care. I've stopped keeping up with everything she does, because I have more important things to do. Well, not really, but I've just been telling myself that lately so as I'll have something to keep me going (besides my spells). So far, Willow is the only one that knows I'm doing witchcraft, and that's only because I told her. She helps me sometimes, on small stuff. I promised I wouldn't try anything drastic, and I'm keeping my word. For now.
Spell of the day:
To keep your computer working:
"Magic stars so bright and true
Protect my monitor and CPU
May my keyboard and mouse always work for me
By the Techno-Goddess... so mote it be!"
(I thought this was hilarious!!!)
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