Authors Notes: Ok, here's the deal people. I DO plan on having an entry for the day when Dawn finds out that she's the key, although, it's going to be a very LONG and drawn out entry because, obviously, she's going to have a lot to say. So, I'm currently working my butt off on all these stories, but it WILL be good, it WILL be long, and I hope you like it when it gets posted!!!! Thanx!!
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January 25th
Ok, I am having major problems. Buffy comes in the house at 12 a.m. and the first thing she does is storm in my room, practically screaming her head off. "What did you do with the potion ingredients that were in my bag??" She looked like a blowfish. "I didn't touch your stupid ingredients!" I said, but she kept obsessing that I did something with them. Like I'd even know what they were for (well, come to think of it, I probably would thanks to all the reading I've been doing lately.) So finally, mom comes in and she's like, " Buffy, honey, I'm sure Dawn didn't go near your personal things." So Buffy just freaked out and stormed down the stairs. I gave mom a grateful look, though I felt like I was about to explode. Just because she had a bad day gives her NO reason what so ever to blame me for it!! As usual, everything that goes wrong in her life is always my fault!!! Why?? Is it just because I'm the only person in the house she can insult? God, just for once, I wished I could be a normal kid, without Buffy, the slayer, little miss perfect, hanging over me every minute. Everyone says she's just trying to protect me, but what do they know?? Besides mom, no one knows what it's like to live with her!!! It's all just a bunch of crap.
Spell of the day:
Pet Protection Spell:
Hecate, Dark Mother
In protecting this home
In your place as is right
Stands one of your own
In defending this house
And all creatures within
Your sacred beast
Is your true loyal friend.
Keep him from harm
As he guards all he loves
And watch over him
So below, as above.
Three times three spell:
Wind in the north, run through the trees
Three times three, let them see, let them see
Sands of the east, rich soils beneath
Three times three, set them free, set them free
Fires in the south, awaken from sleep
Three times three, let them see, let them see
Water of the west, flow to the seas
Three times three, set them free, set them free.
I found these on the internet (hehe)
January 26th
Buffy is gone today. Thank God. I don't know how much more I could stand. I tried to stay away from her. I did a lot of thinking last night, and I came to the conclusion that Buffy probably is trying to protect me, she just doesn't know how to be a mom yet, which makes her do a very bad job. I still hate her for how she ruins my life, but at least she cares and tries. Maybe one day she'll learn how to do it right. We can only pray.
Spell of the day:
Spell for locking/holding a door with your mind"
Portal be mine,
Become one with my mind,
I hold thee fast,
to make to last,
open you not,
as I weave the knot,
of my power from within.
I've been a little low on resources, seeing as I haven't been back to the library for a few days.
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Angelic Darkness