(no Eva does not belong to me so please dont' sue...zzzzz....HUH! Oh yea)

Hey sorry I haven't had any new stories up lately. Anyway this is just to clarify why Shinji and Asuka like each other. It is a bit of a mind trip but not hard to follow so here we go.



The mind of Shinji Ikari

*Why? Why do I like her. is it...no thats not it. hmmm... I like her but do I know why...yes I do but I won't admit it. I am afraid. I am always afraid....of losing someone? No of losing her. Why? I do not understand....no one does. I like her? No I love her... true love? Where am I? Why am I? Am I here on this earth for a reason? To love and care for Asuka? YES! That is it. Because I love Asuka. I said I knew why but why won't I admit it. She fo fills my space in my heart for...my father. I have no parents and thought Misato acts like one her imaturity does not match a parental value. Asuka fills that emptyness. Although a bit of a pain sometimes she is very kind....why is she kind....I do not know. All I know is that I love her. I wish she loved me too.*

The mind of Asuka Langely

* Dammit Shinji. Even though you piss me off you still are in my mind. I don't know why the hell you are you just are. I love you. Why? Why the hell do I love that person that always pisses me off for being a hero. Why do I want to match up to hius ability. I know that I am good enough for them to let me pilot but I have this need to match Shinji in everything. Is it because love him? Yes...because I love him. But why do I love him?*

The mind of Shiniji Ikari

*Asuka why are you so mean to me. I still do not see why you dislike me. I love you can't you love me back. I feel as if you do but in truth I know you do not. I love you Asuka....I love you.*
The mind of Asuka Langely

*Do I love you because...that I have nop parents? No...that is not it. I love you because you are you. As soon as I laid eyes on you I loved you. I love you Shinji. I love you so much....but if I love him why did I let him take that beam and let him get kid napped? Did he take it because he loved me?*

The mind of Shinji Ikari

* Asuka I needed to take that beam to save you. If I didn't what would happen? I don't know I am confused...*

The enemies that captured Shinji turn around in confusion and look at Shinji
"Uhh...Boss.. The boy seemed to have gone into a coma..."

The mind of Asuka Langely

* I love you yet I hate you for being taken away...I am confused*
Miosato hears a collapse...she turns around
"ASUKA WAKE UP!!!!!"
Ritsuko comes and takes Asuka to the hospital room.
"Sorry Misato she is in a coma...Her brain is very active now though." Ritsuko replies.



To be continued.....

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