Confessions IV: Resurrection
Part 3
PG
Yaoi/Yuri
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing, Duo, Heero, or
the others.
Warnings: Hmm... not too many here. Just that it's
Yaoi and Yuri and I have my own characters in it. Hope you
don't mind minna-san!!
Notes: Um... *reply*! So sorry for the long wait!
I'll shorten it, so just *read*!!
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So what did you think of him? asked Wufei as he
was saying goodbye to everyone.
Who? Saul? Heero pretending he had forgotten.
I don't know. He didn't talk much. Heero
walked Wufei out to the car while Sally and Noin where talking
with Une.
What?! He talked non-stop. I learned more about his
daughter then I know about you.
I guess I wasn't paying much attention, wishing
the car was closer so he could end the conversation.
Much more interested in his looks no doubt.
I'm not like that!
Hit a nerve?
Yuy, it's been ten years now. It's natural to
move on and be attracted to someone else.
I'm sure he has someone else. He wouldn't even
look at me.
Well who would want to look at someone that was drooling on
him?
I wasn't drooling on Saul, he scoffed and
thanked God that they were at the car.
Don't argue the fact Yuy. Why don't you go to his
room?
he twitched his nose a little.
Go talk to him. Une is going to be here for a while.
It's your best chance.
What? You know I am right, I know you want to.
I can't just show up.
Wufei opened up his car door and took a pin off
his jacket. handing it to Heero.
Tell him we forgot to give it to him. I'll use
his.
What is it?
It's just saying that he is a part of Preventors. He
really did forget it.
So why don't I get the one he forgot?
Don't be stupid Yuy. You want the girls to know
what's up?
No... Thank you Wufei.
Good luck, and he hopped into the car and honked to
tell Sally to hurry up.
While the group was distracted Heero walked to his car and hopped
in as well. He sat there for what seemed to be an hour but in
reality was only one minute. He knew he had to do this. He had to
prove to himself that he could move on. He could. So he turned
his car on and took off for Saul's place at the hotel.
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And then we played hide and seek in the halls!
said Hisui excitedly as she got changed into her pajamas.
So I take it you had fun? Saul said brushing his
short brown hair.
M-Hum! Did you know Miss Relena is a Princess?!
Yes I did, he smiled brightly as she came over to him
with her bright blue eyes.
Yes angel?
Does that make Duo and Angeline a prince and princess
too?
Yeah! He and Angeline are Miss... Noin's children. Are
they?
Yes I guess they are.
Can you brush my hair?
Yup, turn around, she spun around like her dad said
and started humming as he brushed it.
Hm-hm-hm. Hum hum hum hm hm-hm. (Ama: Angie-chan! You got
it stuck in my head again!! Angie: Muhahah!)
Saul brushed her hair over and over. Smoothing and brushing, over
and over.
I'm going to bed now. she spun around her hair
flying around with her. Your crying.
You're so beautiful Hisui.
But why do you cry? Is it that lost boy? she leaned
on his knees and looked up at him with concern.
It's nothing.
she knew he was hiding something.
Don't worry your self Hisui. Good night.
Don't worry, he bent over and kissed her
forehead. Go to bed.
Okay papa, night! she kissed him back and ran to her
small bedroom in the large hotel room.
He sighed as he leaned back in his chair and looked in the mirror
as he took off his glasses. Ten years... some one
then knocked on his door. Must be Une. he got up
leaving his glasses behind. Yes? Oh!
Saul you... Heero squinted thinking his eyes were
playing tricks on him. Forgot your pin. No
Duo's dead... I saw his body... There's always someone
who resembles another...'
My pin?
Yes, for your jacket.
Oh, thank you Heero, he took it from him. Now
if you don't mind I'm going to sleep, he started
to shut the door but Heero stopped it. Saul started sweating.
Actually I do. I'd like to talk to you.
O-oh? About what?
he looked at his feet, he stared long enough.
I'd like to know more about her if I am going to watch
her.
Right, sure, come in. Saul sat down and Heero sat
besides him on the couch Saul didn't even offer him a drink.
He just needed him to leave. What would you like to
know?
Where's her mother?
W-well that's kind of forward don't you
think?! he squeaked.
waiting for an answer.
She doesn't have one.
Heero raised an eye brow, How was she conceived then?
She-she, I think that's kind of personal! he
turned around almost in furry.
I'd like to know what kind of life she lives. I need
to know if she needs special attention.
What are you implying?! he stood up as he yelled
unwillingly. He had raised Hisui the best he could and now-
I'm not saying you've been a bad father, I'm
just saying living with one parent must be hard, feeling a
bit inferior so he stood as well.
I'm always there for her.
I'm not implying you're not- he said in
defence.
Then what do you mean by it?! a tear fell from
Saul's eye.
That *you* might be alone... Heero wiped Saul's
tear from his face. Saul flinched and turned away. Why do
you avoid me?
... For Hisui's sake...
Heero fought with his mind to let go and let his heart take over,
his heart won.
Saul felt Heero squeezed his body as he embraced him.
Taking this as an invitation Heero
turned him around and his lips touched Saul's lips. Saul
forced Heero off of him. Please no! You don't
understand! He again turned away from Heero. Heero was
going to get him to open up, by any means necessary. Saul
entriged him, he could feel his pain, Heero wanted nothing but to
help him. Nothing. Not even Duo...
Heero grabbed Saul and threw him to the floor holding his wrists
with his own hands and sat on his chest, his face just inches
from his own.
Saul gasped in surprise.
I'm not moving till you spill all your emotions on me.
I lost on once before he could. I... I don't' want to
lose another.
We just met!
Have we? Une said you knew my name even before she told it
to you.
I just figured with the last name Yuy-
he leaned over and forced a kiss. For ten
years I haven't felt this way. I'm not letting this
feeling go. It's real.
No it's not... he turned his head form
Heero's to protect from another longing taste. It took Saul
all his will power not to embrace Heero lovingly. I
don't feel-the same, each word going against all that
Saul believed, Thou shalt not bare false witness'.
Saul... Why won't you look at me?
His will power was slipping, Heero knew he was getting close.
Just a bit further... Heero kissed Saul's neck and sucked.
No, Hisui, her life is endanger, please stop! Heero
could tell tears were streaming down Saul's face as he said
this. He knew he went to far and stopped. As Heero imagined, two
rivers were running down Saul's face. Saul? Why? Who
will harm her?
I can't say. Please leave... I want you so bad
Hee-chan but Hisu-
Heero's chest heaved, No... No... he shook his
head and Saul too realized what he said. Saul finally faced Heero
to see a disbelieving look. He died... he shook his
head more violently, Your hair, your eyes, your walk, your
voice, Hisui... How could you Duo?! How could you?! he
slammed a fist hard next to Saul's care and hit the floor
hard.
Heero... I don't know what you're-
You know damn well Maxwell! a semi-evil look on his
face, angered that his true love would fake his own death and
take their child, Ten years. Ten *years*! Do you know what
I went through?!
admitting to his lie.
No you don't! You had Hisui! I had no one! he
slammed his fist closer to Saul's face. (Ama: I am keeping
his name Saul, less confusing at the moment.) She
doesn't know me! And you! I don't know you! Saul Badea.
Badea, why hadn't I thought of it! D-4 U-21 O-15... B-2 A-1
D-4 E-5 A-1. You just scrambled it up a little so no one would
know! I'm such a fool!! This time Heero's fist
brushed along Saul's face. What are you going to do
now *Saul*? Are you going to change your name and run?!
What ever it takes... Which was not the answer Heero
was looking for.
Damn you! he slammed his fist now inches away from
Saul's face when Hisui came into the room.
Mr. Heero?
said Saul forcing Heero off of him and whipped
his tears away.
You're crying again Papa... she went over to him
as he sat down on the couch. Papa? Are you crying about
that lost boy again? She sat down on the floor next to his
feet oblivious to Heero who was back against a wall, she more
worried about her father's tears.
he smiled
You'll find him. I'll help, she rested her
head against his knees.
Saul looked up at Heero who was just standing there, a wall now
defending his self.
I'm fine Hisui. Actually Heero and I were talking
about you. He wants to get to know you better. How about you go
get the photo albums?
she skipped out of the room smiling brightly
because she got to stay up.
I can't give you back those ten years, but I want you
to know you're not the reason I left. It was me.