Confessions IV: Resurrection
Part 4
PG-13
Yaoi
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing, Duo, Heero, or
the others.
Warnings: My spell checker broke. Yes that's right,
broke. I guess I choked it finnaly with my bad spelling skills
- Opp... bare/bear with me.
Notes: I am soo sooo sorry minna-san!! This has been
sooooo late!! I hope you guys didn't forget the plot!! If
you need it again, then just e-mail me separatly. Again, so
sorry!! I hope the wait is worth it.
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Why Duo?
Saul looked away saddly, Don't call me that...
Duo's dead.
You're right here in front of me Duo, you're
alive.
Not near Hisui please... Don't call me that,
Saul again didn't want to look at Heero.
Papa, did you want my baby book? asked Hisui standing
out side of her room.
Yes bring it here.
she smiled then disapeared back into her
room.
What's wrong? Why did you run? Heero still with
an icy glare.
I'll explain later... he wispered as Hisui
bounded towards the couch.
Here Papa!
Heero, sit beside us so you can see. Hisui, you sit between
us. Heero complied. We'll look at the baby album
first. Hisui opened it up and stared as she swung her short
legs off the couch. She felt so happy. The happiest she's
ever felt before. She looked up at her dad then to Heero and
smiled.
Who's that Hisui? pointed Saul to an infant
wrapped in a purple blanket.
It's me silly! she giggled.
Oh yeah, I forgot!
That one's me too! she pointed to another
picture, only this time a younger Saul was holding her at the
hospital. The one Duo remembered ten years ago, only with short
hair.
Yup, this was five minutes after you were born.
Okay, next page! she flipped it exitedly. See
Mr. Heero, she pointed to the first picture on the page of
a baby being washed. Papa's giving me a bath. It was
cold.
It was not, he nudged her.
Then why am I crying? she smiled.
Cause baby's don't like to be
washed.
Tee hee, that's silly, she shook her head.
Explain this one Hisui, he pointed to her eating
spaghetti was all over her face.
I'm eating spoggetti.
I thought it was shpa, joined in Heer.
Tee hee, silly Heero! she flipped the page again.
This is one of your first steps.
I'm better now. I can even do flips! Papa, can I show
Heero?
she rested the book on Heero's lap and
jumped off the couch. Watch me now! and she threw her
arms up and then threw them back down again as she did a cart
wheel.
both clapped together.
Heero watched in amazement at his lost daughter. He had seen her
in his dreams at night, the only time he ever got the chance. The
only time he thought he could. And now... She was doing cart
wheels to show off in front of him. He who was sitting next to
his once dead lover. Heero didn't know what to think. He
wanted to embrace Duo so tightly and take him right there to be
one with him like he had done so long ago. But his other side
just wanted to repremand him and leave. He had done so much to
Heero. He had taken his heart, his life, his love , his daughter,
from him. His nearing ten year old daughter who didn't know
him as Papa... or even at all... just Mr. Heero'. Her
baby-sitter. He knew he missed her important years and she could
never be as close to him as he would like to be, but he
didn't want to miss any more of her life either. He thought
about just stealing her away from Duo like he had done to him,
but then he would be no better. The only thing left for him to do
now it talk and find out why he left.
said Saul reading Heero's mind,
Time for bed, hun.
Aww... But I'm, Hisui snuffed a yawn, Not
tired.
he gave her his look.
Hai Papa, night. Night Mr. Heero! she ran up
and hugged and kissed Saul and waved her hand at Heero, See
you
Allright. Good night Hisui, he smiled at her as she
skipped to her room.
They both sat in silence looking at where Hisui had disapeared
to. Neither one knew what to say.
So now you know... Saul said with a semi-smile
I don't know what to say Duo...
Then say smilling now from
nervousness.
I don't know what to say first. I am so enraged at you
for doing this to me, still looking in Hisui's
direction, Then I'm so estatic that you're both
alive. He turned and faced Sual. I don't know
whether to make love to you or kill you, Heero's
colbalt eyes peircing through Saul's amethest eyes.
It's up to you which I do. Tell me, *Saul*, why? Why
did you kill your self in order to leave me and take our love
child? I loved you more then my own life. More then anything in
the galexy. And still you left. I would have given you anything
had you asked. Didn't you know how much I loved you?!
Didn't I tell you enough? Hadden't I shown it?!
his eyes now showing deep confused emotion. His wall crashed to
the reckage below, there was noting left to protect.
I knew! It wasn't you Hee-Chan! Saul's
tears streaming down his thin checks which had been already
stained with previous tears. I knew you loved me, and I
loved you right back. And I still love you!
I don't know why.
You don't know?!
One doesn't know why one loves something. You just
know you do.
I ment why did you leave me if you love me so much!
he yelled outloud.
Saul shook his head, I can only say that you and
Hisui's lives where in danger. I had no other choice.
Heero grabbed his shoulders and threw him against the arm of the
couch.
Don't give me that, Duo! he now sat on top of
him. Tell me everything. I'm not afraid of
death.
Saul whispered something and turned his head.
Heero gripped his shoulders tighter, Tell me!
You might not be afraid of your death, but I am. Yourse and
Hisui's.
So you thoguth I could handle it better?! his eyes
narrowed to small slits of blue and black.
You're so much stronger then I am... Saul turned
and faced him unwillingly.
Am I? Am I?! Damn it, Duo, it's been ten years and I
haven't lead a life! My life is watching Noin and
Milliardo's children. You know how hard even doing *that*
is?! His first son's name is Duo! Of all names he had to
name him after a coward!
I'm sorry Hee-Chan...
No! You're not forgiven. Not till you tell me
why!
...Because of Hisui... Because we created Hisui... He
watched Heero's emotions change but he couldn't tell
what to. The riots got bad and Dr. Tomino kept getting
threatining letters saying if we didn't terminate the
clone' they would kill us all. She didn't pay
much mind to them till they showed up in a large number with
guns. We got a call as I came in the last day... Saying if I
didn't stop it, they would kill you. I had to chose between
you two. I hung up and told Dr. Tomino. She had planned a way for
me to have both of you, in a way. She had a bomb go off and she
took two bodies from the near by morge and burnt them in it, a
female and a male. We snuck to a distant colony for a while till
Hisui was grown enough. I had cut my hair, swallowing a
large lump in his througt, and changed my name just in
case.
Heero had sorrow in his eyes, Why did you come back?
I had to see you. I joined the Preventor's
orginization not intending to be a Preventor. I just wanted to
hear about you, seeing the anger rise again in Heero's
eyes, I had to leave...
You didn't Duo! You didn't! We delt with death
threats before! We where Gundam piliots! Death was on our to do
list everyday! Damn it why didn't you take me with
you?! he let go of his shoulders an pounded on Saul's
chest then calapsed crying. They both layed there on the couch;
Saul on the bottom crying as he held Heero who was crying on top
of his fists. Built up emotions escaping finaly.
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