He Left Me in Kansas
by JadedDana
jadeddana@netscape.net
Rating: R (language)
Catagory: V, A
Spoilers: well, none specifically, as long as you're kinda aware of who's where after season 5.
Keywords: I don't want to give it away....
Sumary: Thoughts in a field in Kansas...other than that, I don't want to spoil it.
Disclaimer: If for some strange reason you think ANYTHING in this story is mine, you're mistaken.
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He Left Me in Kansas
by JadedDana
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I CAN'T BELIEVE he left me on this fucking case. It wasn't enough that had to drag me all the way out to the middle of nowhere in the middle of fucking KANSAS, he had to take the damn car while I was out looking at his supposed abduction site. So now I'm stuck in the middle of a fucking cornfield in the middle of nowhere without my purse. I think I might leave him over this one, and UFO's and the Consortium be damned. I don't have to deal with this. I could have a nice, secure job that paid twice this much with regular hours and no guns, no mutants, and certainly no Fox Mulder. Sometimes I wonder why I even joined the Bureau in the first place.
I know why I stay, though. No matter how much I try to deny it, the simple truth is, I love that crazy son of a bitch. He's insensitive, he's cruel, he's more than a little insane, obsessing over his sister and UFOs and anything else that strikes his fancy except me, but he's all that I want. I know this is going to lead to nothing but pain for either of us, the Consortium will see to that, but for the few short months that we've been together, its been almost a dream. The monsters have been just as twisted, the paperwork just as boring, the files just as frustratingly obscure and disorganized. But somehow, I'd be lying if I said they weren't some of the happiest times of my life. Which makes it even sadder--I know that I'm just a temporary part of his life, I'll never mean much to him. When I leave, and I have a feeling my time with him is almost up, he'll get over me so fast I'll wonder that I was ever there.
I know I'll not forget him as fast, and not just because I love him so very much, almost enough for me to risk everything. But not quite. The life I harbor in my womb, though, I know already I'll risk everything for her. Hopefully, that choice will not be forced upon me. THEY don't know about her yet, but I suspect they will within a few days. He doesn't even know, and I'm not going to tell him--it would only put both of them in more danger. I wonder where my relocation will be--They won't let me stay here once They find out. Which is why I'm so angry with him right now. My days with him are very numbered, and he had to leave me in the middle of Kansas to go chase some airplane with one light malfunctioning that he's calling a UFO.
At least I know that my baby will have some protection from the manipulation that accompanies most royal children. And have no doubt, Fox Mulder is a sort of royalty. His father was part of the modern-day court that rules us all unwittingly, and he inherited that power, whether he realizes it or not. But I have been promised that as long as he has no knowledge of her existence, she will be left out of it entirely. I couldn't ask anything more.
A car pulls up as I sit here on the dust, probably ruining my new pantsuit. It's him. I guess I always knew he would come back as long as he thought I was waiting for him here. He's like that. I dread my leaving even as I plan what to pack. He stops the car, rolls down the window, and yells at me.
"Diana, aren't you coming? We're needed back in DC ASAP."
The End.
by JadedDana
jadeddana@netscape.net
Rating: R (language)
Catagory: V, A
Spoilers: well, none specifically, as long as you're kinda aware of who's where after season 5.
Keywords: I don't want to give it away....
Sumary: Thoughts in a field in Kansas...other than that, I don't want to spoil it.
Disclaimer: If for some strange reason you think ANYTHING in this story is mine, you're mistaken.
******
He Left Me in Kansas
by JadedDana
******
I CAN'T BELIEVE he left me on this fucking case. It wasn't enough that had to drag me all the way out to the middle of nowhere in the middle of fucking KANSAS, he had to take the damn car while I was out looking at his supposed abduction site. So now I'm stuck in the middle of a fucking cornfield in the middle of nowhere without my purse. I think I might leave him over this one, and UFO's and the Consortium be damned. I don't have to deal with this. I could have a nice, secure job that paid twice this much with regular hours and no guns, no mutants, and certainly no Fox Mulder. Sometimes I wonder why I even joined the Bureau in the first place.
I know why I stay, though. No matter how much I try to deny it, the simple truth is, I love that crazy son of a bitch. He's insensitive, he's cruel, he's more than a little insane, obsessing over his sister and UFOs and anything else that strikes his fancy except me, but he's all that I want. I know this is going to lead to nothing but pain for either of us, the Consortium will see to that, but for the few short months that we've been together, its been almost a dream. The monsters have been just as twisted, the paperwork just as boring, the files just as frustratingly obscure and disorganized. But somehow, I'd be lying if I said they weren't some of the happiest times of my life. Which makes it even sadder--I know that I'm just a temporary part of his life, I'll never mean much to him. When I leave, and I have a feeling my time with him is almost up, he'll get over me so fast I'll wonder that I was ever there.
I know I'll not forget him as fast, and not just because I love him so very much, almost enough for me to risk everything. But not quite. The life I harbor in my womb, though, I know already I'll risk everything for her. Hopefully, that choice will not be forced upon me. THEY don't know about her yet, but I suspect they will within a few days. He doesn't even know, and I'm not going to tell him--it would only put both of them in more danger. I wonder where my relocation will be--They won't let me stay here once They find out. Which is why I'm so angry with him right now. My days with him are very numbered, and he had to leave me in the middle of Kansas to go chase some airplane with one light malfunctioning that he's calling a UFO.
At least I know that my baby will have some protection from the manipulation that accompanies most royal children. And have no doubt, Fox Mulder is a sort of royalty. His father was part of the modern-day court that rules us all unwittingly, and he inherited that power, whether he realizes it or not. But I have been promised that as long as he has no knowledge of her existence, she will be left out of it entirely. I couldn't ask anything more.
A car pulls up as I sit here on the dust, probably ruining my new pantsuit. It's him. I guess I always knew he would come back as long as he thought I was waiting for him here. He's like that. I dread my leaving even as I plan what to pack. He stops the car, rolls down the window, and yells at me.
"Diana, aren't you coming? We're needed back in DC ASAP."
The End.