Mizu-chan!'s Notes: It's 2:30 in the morning. My sisters friends have taken over my room. I've nothing to do except... type up an epilouge! Woohoo! Written in like.. two minutes this is the thoughts of everyone in this story at Relena's funeral. I hope I made it clear enough whose thoughts are whose! If not.. let me know! Thanks for all the nice reveiws to! I thought no one would like this but you guys proved me wrong! I love ya'll!




Epilouge

I never thought she would have the guts.. No.. not guts.. the stupidity to do such a thing. No, I take that back. She was always doing things like that. But.. I do wish I could have stopped her. Even though she was a fool.. an idiot... a moron.. I still wish I wasn't standing here.. staring at the urn that held her ashes. My little sister. Was I the one who killed her?

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I'm proud of her. She finally made the perfect move. She's more perfect then even I. I know the alliance and all the people are hurting because of this but it was for the better. Yes, Relena, they all recieved A plusses. I'm certain.
They ask me if I regret doing what I did. Did I regret putting her through that? Helping Milliardo? I tell them no. Things happen because they need to. I let her take the gun... because she needed to. I regret nothing and I know she doesn't either. We truly were soulmates.. but even soulmates aren't always meant for one another.

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Heero.. he had no tears in his eyes when he was standing in this spot. So why do I? I helped this to happen also. I don't know.. maybe I shouldn't have let her see Dorothy. Maybe then she wouldn't be gone. The world feels colder now.. maybe.. maybe I shouldn't have...

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She was never weak...

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Why?! Why did she do this? This is my fault! This.. this is worse then the Zero incident.. how could I have helped Milliardo?

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Relena.. forgive Quatre. You know he didn't mean to.. none of us did. We were just doing our duty. And I'm sorry. Yes, even I can be sorry. Forgive us..

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I'm the last person to stand here. To stand here by your urn. Trowa left, leaving me and you alone. Relena, I know you can hear my thoughts because you're somewhere special. And I know you know how foolish I think you were. And I know you know I'm lying. You died for me. For all of us. Just.. just don't get impatient waiting for me. I'll take longer then all the lectures in the world. Save some... save some giggles for me.
Aishiteru... forever.. and ever... forever and a day.