It was 2:00 AM when Emma Watson had snuck back into her room in the basement. She had been sneaking off to the ravine with Jay and others from school that she a few weeks ago wouldn't been caught hanging out with and doing things she never thought she'd do. She was exhausted but she knew she wouldn't be sleeping much tonight just like she hadn't any other night for the last few weeks. As she lay down all she could think about was what had happened at Degrassi and how different the world seemed now. Part of her knew she had been using the parties at the ravine as a way of escaping and forgetting about what had happened but part of her, the more dominant part, tried to silence that side with alcohol and one on one time with Jay in the van.

After several minutes of trying to sleep she found herself thinking of what happened that day when Rock brought the gun to school. Everyone knew about Jimmy getting shot, or about the prank that lead to him snapping, they even knew Emma, Toby, and Sean were the last three to see him alive before Sean wrestled the gun from him. What they didn't know, what no one knew except her was what happened before that all.

Emma had just found Rick after the prank the whole school had seen. After everything that had happened she felt sorry for him, even after hearing what he had done to Terri. She walked up next to him before speaking.

"Rick! Rick, what happened… it only makes the people that did it look totally juvenile."

"They ruined it Emma. Their life ruiners. Everyone laughing."

"But nobody's ever gonna forget who won! Who is the smartest guy in the whole school, in the whole city!"

As soon as Emma finishes talking Rick had grabbed forcing her to kiss him. She shoved him off yelling at him to let go.

"I thought you loved me!"

"I felt sorry for you. I pitied you. Get a clue!"

Emma turned to walk but as soon as she turned to walk she felt a hand cover her mouth and another pushing her in the direction of the nearest bathroom. As he pushed her into the bathroom stall he locked the stall behind him finally uncovering her mouth.

"What are you doing?!"

"You can't just play with someone's emotions like this! You loved me I know it!

His hands went for the top of her skirt before grabbing it and pulling it down. He again tried to kiss her except this time Emma was to afraid to fight him off.

Emma awoke with a jolt. She was breathing heavy while sitting up in her bed. She had been trying to keep her mind busy and distracted during every waking moment but when she finally fell asleep her mind went back to that day. Part of her wished Rick had finished it that day. Her stomach felt nauseous as she ran to her rooms adjacent bathroom. This has become a reoccurring night routine of hers but she knew it couldn't go on like this. She knew she had to get help.

Ok so after about 10years I've gone back and finished binge watching degrassi tng and felt in the mood to try and story. Let me know what you think also let me know if you have any ideas, I do have things planned but am curious what people would like to see.