Confessions III: Resolution
Part 4
PG-13
Yaoi/Angst
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing, Duo, Heero, or the
others.
Warnings: Um... What can I say so I don't spoil anything for
you guys?? I guess I will repeat my self, Yaoi, Angst, and
language.
Author's Note: Please respond to this one too. Arigatou.
This part it just to tone it down a bit. Kay? Kay. It is also a
nescesary part for this story. Hope you like! ::Sniff Sniff::
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You know what Maxwell would say if he was here?
asked Wufei standing at a podium in front of a large crowd. It
seemed everyone who just bumped shoulders with Duo had shown up.
Everyone was present at least, exempt for Heero. No one
volunteered to speak first so Wufei stood up to everyone's
surprise.
He would say Aww, so you really did like me
Wu-Man.' then he'd smile as I stared at him annoyed. He
was always like that. Always trying to get someone to smile or
laugh. I don't think we would be here, alive, if he
hadn't kept us sane. Or even in-sane, the crowed
chuckled even if all didn't know the real meaning behind
we'. They all knew exactly how Duo was.
I don't know how Heero was able to put up with him day
in and day out, but Heero as still lucky, to have had him.
Maxw-Duo will live in my memory forever. I'll never let him
die. What happened to him was unfair to us. But I knew Duo would
say it was fair to him. He can rest in piece. At least I hope he
can. I want to say how unjust his death was, but I am here to
talk about Duo. He was so unselfish. Everything was for everybody
else. He never thought of his feelings. It was always for his
former man. I have a feeling that how he acted around us, was
nothing like what he really was. I guess we'll never know. I
am at a loss for words, unlike Duo who never seemed to be able to
hold his tongue for two minutes. Poor Heero. he ment to say
it sarcastically but it became more of a true statement. Everyone
did feel sorry for Heero. They hadn't seen him since the
bombing. Every now and again Quatre or Relena would stop by to
make sure he was okay. Each trying to get him to talk. He
wouldn't say anything.
Hilde decided to go up next. She smiled her own smile, a sad yet
happy smile, one to tell everybody everything was okay.
Duo was funny. He was my first love. Even though he
hadn't loved me back the same way. I still couldn't
help but loving him. I felt jealous at first. Heero had all that
I wanted but I couldn't for long. Duo was the happiest I had
ever seen him. More happy then the days he spent with me. More
then the nights we spent together. I saw what Duo truly was. He
was someone who didn't want anybody to suffer. Yet, he knew
he couldn't prevent it so he smiled. A smile for everybody
else, not his smile. When they got married I saw it. His smile.
Not for me, not for the guys, not for Heero. For him. I can truly
say that Duo had a full filled life. He died happy. He once told
me that every time on the battle field he was afraid for his
life. He didn't want to die that way. He wanted to have a
life of his own, an old man in bed next to his love. He
didn't get all of his wish but at least part of it came
true. I'm happy for him. Duo was funny. she said the
last line with tears in her eyes, half sad half happy.
As she walked from the front to the back Quatre stood up and
replaced her. Du-Duo was a good man. I feel partly
responsible, I suggested the child to Heero and gave him the
article. He didn't deceive to die so soon. He didn't
deserve to leave his love behind. I wish I could turn back the
clock and not tell Heero. But then they wouldn't be so
happy. Hilde was right he did die happy. He got to protect the
one he loved. he started to really break down and Trowa
went up and got him.
Everybody seemed to have said what was on their mind. And those
who hadn't kept it in their hearts. The priest stepped
forward one more time, he wasn't wearing the usual out fit
for fear it might bring up a bad reminder that Duo was gone.
Let's have a moment of silence and just think about
how happy he is now. His time has come and gone and now we must
spend time with the living. I ask of you one thing, to watch over
his widower, Heero Yuy who could not be present today. Keep him
in your prayers. and he became silent and all that was
heard was small sobs, crincling of papers, and the sound of
peace. Let's go now and say our last good byes to the
guest of honor. He lead some to the viewing room. The make
up artist did a good job hiding the burns on his face and making
him look alive. The only thing they couldn't fix was his
missing braid. Everyone stepped forward, some bowed, others held
his stiff hand, and some kissed his cheek softly. Soon everybody
had left the funeral home leaving only the priest and the
workers.
Heero still never showed up.
Ama- For some reason all these parts are short... All well, I am sorry guys!! I just can't deal with this! I hate killing my characters! Even when I played Barbies I couldn't kill any of my characters, even when my friend like to. Jessie dies cause she fell of the roof, and this one died cause of un-know causes. Well you get the piccie. Boy I miss playing Barbies... Anyway!! I hope you like this part, the next part will be intense... At least as I was writing it it was... So Reply!!