~aerogirl~:But, oddly enough, this isn't Taito
Plotmon: **gasp!**
~aerogirl~: It has a teeny tiny little mentioning of it, but it's NOT Taito!
Plotmon: **gasp**
~aerogirl~: Shut up...
Every day...In wake up, and wish he's near me. I'd feel safe just knowing that. I'm a leader... I'm supposed to be a leader... and yet, I'm afraid unless he's there.
He doesn't know. He never will. He can't.
I lead them now. Sometimes I look dense... or act dense.... or... am dense. But ... when he's next to me, it's like he clears my head without even knowing it.
He should be the leader, not me. He was a Chosen Child longer than I was, he's more intelligent... strong, yet beautiful.
He was Chosen two years before us. Ken. Kenneth. No... no.... just Ken. Ken... it means intelligent... beautiful Ken... he's three feet away... a sleepover. Ken. Sleep. At my place. Because of me.
Ugh... whatever happened to the old me?? I miss me. But... no... I don't... I like this me... the me that stares at him longingly... takes in every perfect curve of his face... the exact tint of his eyes... how perfect his hair always is...
You would never imagine that this beauty did the horrible things he did... my poor Ken... he lost his brother. I wish I could help him, but I can't. All I can do is curse the gods for letting whatever transpired that day to make that happen for letting it happen. They hurt Ken. He'll never get over it. The bastards. They had no right.
I never would have thought that some day Daisuke Motomiya fell in love with another boy. And the one who used to be the Digimon Emperor none the less! Kari... I used to like her... but I have no chance. She loves Takeru. How I hated him... until I met my lavender dream.
His hair has that purple tint... his eyes... if you look closely enough... even his crest.
His heart... so fragile... yet easily hardened. My poor Ken. I'd give my life if it would bring your brother back... but it won't, will it? I wish I could help you...
But... he'll never know... noone ever will... besides me a Chibimon, that is... yes, I've told the squirt... I can trust him. He's my best friend, my ally... he wouldn't betray me. He's there for me...
But... it's disturbing to realize that if you were to disappear... to die... noone but a blue creature from another world would care. Jun wouldn't care- more stuff for her. Kari wouldn't, she's got TK, and the other way around. Yolei hates me... Cody thinks I'm a complete jerk... and Ken... well... Ken.... he's about the only one actually... maybe HE would care if I disappeared.
My DNA Digivolve partner. I wish that symbolized something. It did with Taichi and Yamato... but not for the others.
But... Ken would care... why would Ken care?
Ugh, Davis, stop getting your hopes up! He's not like you.
He'll never know...
He'll never know...
But... he'll always be... my lavender dream.
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~aerogirl~: Hey, I thought it was okay for my first fic attempt of this style... but then again, that's for the audience to decide **huge grin, so large it defeats the laws of science** review please!