Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon!!!!!!
Well, this is my first fic, so don't expect anything big. I hope you
like it!!
Dear Matt,
Time seems to pass so quickly when you are gone. When I went to America,
I assumed a brave face and posture. But the hole and ache in my spirit
runs deep. I never told you of my feelings. I thought they would pass.
But Matt, they haven't! The truth is, I love you. It feels so strange writing
this. But when I think of your golden hair and light blue orbs, I feel
so loving. And safe with you. Like I can cling to you for safety. I don't
suppose you feel the same way. Of course you wouldn't. To you, I'm just
the moany, whiny, spoilt brat. But I hope there is more to me than that.
You love Sora, though. It eats away at my hurting heart. Sorry to bother
you with this. I guess I am just the whiny brat I have always been.
Still waters run deep. For you, that means: On the outside you are
beautiful, and lovely. But on the inside, you are exactly the same. And
it doesn't change. But with me, I may be cute looking on the outside, but
on the inside, I'm just a selfish little girl like I've always been. So
you won't want me.
But if you did want me. Even the tiniest bit. Please tell me, because
I need to know. You're my soul, my spirit, my joy. And if I am yours, tell
me. Matt Ishida, I love you with all of my sincere heart. Do you love me?
I hope this reaches you, Matt. Because I have to know. I just have
to. Then I can sleep at night. Then I can understand if our love is meant
to be. Then I will know....if I am worth living, worth surviving, worth
this crest around my neck. And if the love I hold for you is true.
Love, Mimi.
xxx