Second Child's Decision: I Am Worthless.


They ask me to move.

But I can't.

Why should it move?

Not for me.



They pull me back.

Why bother?

What good am I?

Who can't even pilot her Eva?



I used to hate the doll.

But now I know.

I'm no better than her.

We who both exist just to pilot.



I hear the doll kill herself.

Wish I could be as brave.

It's my fault you see.

I broke the doll.



Shinji tried to care.

But if I let him...

I'd still lose him.

And that I could not bear.



Now I am the one who is lost.

I'm just a useless doll.

I serve no purpose.

I doubt I ever did



"I am worthless"



Not so redundant authors note: This is set right about the time that Rei 2 died. I
figure that by then Asuka really had no confidence left, and that she would have
been well into her collapse. Also I couldn't really think of to many important
decisions she made.