Paint it Black.
By ~C-Chan~
AN: ok…..whoa…..what the hell was I thinking? Ok…..this is rated R for suicide. Duo's suicide (cries). I have no clue why I wrote this or the inspiration but I hope you like it!.
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or it's characters. I am not being paid for this in anyway.
Cold.
Dark.
Where do I go from here?
The war we fought.
The war we won.
Over.
I don't think so.
It's so cold.
We won the battle.
We won the war.
But look at everyone we lost.
I still hear them.
Late at night.
My heart.
So cold.
So dark.
So deep.
It's my fault they died.
Black.
It's my color.
The color of the God of Death.
I did it.
I watched them die.
I let them die.
And my friends.
They fought by my side.
Until they reached the end.
Now they are gone.
And I am alone.
Black.
My heart isn't there yet.
But if you get the chance.
Paint it Black.
Cold.
Dark.
Lonely.
I didn't want it to happen.
Never.
I loved you.
But you must understand where I came from.
I killed them.
Or they would've killed me.
I had no choice.
But I still lost them.
Heero.
Trowa.
Quatre.
Wufei.
They are gone.
God, I never believed in you.
I don't think I am going to start.
But if you do exist.
Help me now.
Help me paint it black.
You were always there for me.
My angel.
Where do I go from here?
My hands are stained.
Blood.
My blood.
Their blood.
My blood.
It stains the carpet as it falls.
Paint it black.