Author: Night Dragon
Disclaimer: I dont own the characters.
Note: Ok, I done this one pretty fast today and wasn't thinking
straight. So if there is some grammar problem here and there I'm
sorry. Plus I'm saying this now. Maybe or maybe not I would be
writing an Al Snow/Steve Blackman fic. ::sighs:: And sorry for taking
to long to making this. Thanks and hope you like it.
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I stood and watched as the fight continued. Everyone got word that
Road wasn't there but was at New York which was acceptable. I
dismissed the thoughts I had and watched Chyna's match.
Everything was going smoothly... until that fucking video.
That fucking Son of a BITCH!
The camera man angled it so you'll be able to see Chyna's reaction. I
couldn't take it anymore and walked away from the monitor. When the
so called RTC was about to hurt her, I kicked their sorry good for
nothing asses. I looked over at Chyna. She was a mess. So I did the
thing she did to me when I was alone in the hospital. I hugged her.
There was no way in hell I would forgive that fucking jackass. I
helped Chyna back stage to her room and helped her to the parking
lot. As I thought, the damn guy was there, asking for fogiveness for
his mistake. I smiled quietly when she threw the ring at him and
left.
I went up to him and told him to stay the hell away from her and what
a complete idiot he was. But when I turned around he smashed a
fucking bottle at my head!
The nurses came and checked out the wound. A nice cut was there,
thanks to the bottle. Great, just fucking great. I went to my hotel
and looked at myself. A freaking band aid was now on my head. I
walked over to the phone and dialed some numbers.
For a while there was nothing, but then someone finally picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Hey, Chyna. How are you doing?"
"...I'm doing ok."
"Chyna... If you need anyone to talk to I am there for you girl."
"I know you are... Billy... I want to talk to you. But not over the
phone. Can you come over tomorrow?"
"Yeah... I can. I guarrante I'll be there tomorrow morning." I
promised.
"Thanks. Goodbye."
"Bye." I hung up the phone. She was crying. It's not as if it was
obvious. Hell, she almost caught me off guard when she had a calm
tone. Something I hadn't expected. But, how did I know she was in
pain? That she'd been crying?
I've been through the same thing.
Tomorrow I dropped by her room. Damn.... she looked like she'd been
crying the whole night. I silently entered and hugged her. She pulled
away and took a seat on the bed. She wiped away the tears from her
face and looked at me.
"... Why did this happen?" She asked me.
"I don't know..."
"I thought... I thought that he loved me... I thought..." She was
exactly in the same state as I was in....
"It's probably something I did..." I kneeled in front of her and
looked at her directly in the face,
"You didn't do anything wrong. It wasn't your mistake. Hell, it was
his own fucking loss, to lose someone who is caring and
understanding... and could kick anyone ass." Chyna gave me a small
sad smile.
"Chyna, like Rikishi said. You are too fucking good for him. You
don't need him. Hell, he put you through hell. He made you cry and
then treated you like that. Dammit, Chyna, the pain he inflicted on
you is something that no one should ever face." Chyna looked even
more distraught after I said that.
"He's right." Chyna and I glanced over toward where the voice was
coming from. Suddenly, my voice seemed to die out.
"Chyna. You listen to Billy. What he is saying is the truth. You are
too perfect to belong to that little monkey in the first place, He
hurt you too much. Hell, ditch him. Anyone who ever does that to you
doesn't deserve you. I mean, if he does care for you why would he
hurt you?" he said. I looked at him, startled. He wasn't only talking
to her, but also talking to me at the same time.
"... Jesse." Chyna said.
"Chyna, look why would you want a fucking monkey, that isn't even
able defend himself as a husband. I am not going to say I told you it
was the wrong idea but... Chyna. You've been mine and Billy's closest
friend. You are one of the most reliable people I know. Now it's time
for us to return the favor. Just ask us if you need the help on
beating all the lies out of him." Chyna smiled once more.
"Thanks... both of you." I gave her a hug and so did Jesse. I could
see in her eyes that she was exhausted.
"Chyna... get some rest. You need it." She nodded. She laid on the
bed and fell right to sleep. I brought the blanket over her and Jesse
and I walked out of the room silently.
Once out and in the hall, I gave one last look and close the door. I
let go of my breath and then turned around to face Jesse. For that
moment our eyes met but then he averted his eyes.
"How did you know where I was?" I asked.
"I didn't, Hell, I wasn't even expecting you to show. I called her
last night. I could have arrived earlier, but I had to do something
first." He said, but his voice became thick with concern, "Billy,
what Chyna is going through... were you like that? Were you in that
much pain?" I only looked at him with cold eyes. His face was
stricken with pain and sorrow. He turned around with his back facing
me, not wanting me to see his face.
"Jesse, you were not talking to Chyna alone, were you? You were also
talking to me." He was quiet and then looked at me with a nod. "You
finally realized what shit you put me through... Everyday I waited
for you and you never came."
"I was scared."
"What?"
"I was scared. Billy, I love you. Hell, I'll sell my goddamn soul to
Satan if it would relieve you of the pain. During that time I was
scared. I hurt you and I couldn't face you. I didn't accept what I
did. I blamed it on other people. But when you were talking to her...
I finally admitted what I did. What I did to you. Hell, I am no
better than Eddie-"
"Don't you dare say that bullshit." I snapped, that even catching me
off guard. Jesse looked at me with confusion in his eyes. "You are
nothing like that Bastard. You never purposely tried to hurt me. You
never made me go up against my friends. You are nothing like that
snake." Why the hell am I defending him, when he was just shooting
himself down earlier?
"Billy, I hurt you."
"I know that you are regretting what you did. I know you have a
heart." I said, looking away sighing. Dammit, why am I saying all of
this? Fuck! I am suposed to be fucking ticked off at him! but... I
can't.
I could feel a hand rest on my shoulder.
"Billy?"
"Pup... right now I don't know what to feel..." I admitted. He walked
infront of me and held my face in his hands. His eyes was searching
for something. Some sort of evidence. I just looked at him. I knew he
could read the emotions within my eyes... I knew he could see that I
still care for him. He closed the distance with a soft shy kiss. The
first kiss I had after I got back from the doctor. We broke that kiss
and just looked at each other.
Our faces were close, but weren't touching. His eyes met with mine
briefly.
"Was that out of pity? ... or do you still love me?" He asked,
faintly. I was silent, not knowing what to say. Jesse's face fell and
then he moved away from me. Jesse's face was stricken with sorrow,
but then he straightened up. He understood.
"Sorry," He said with a broken heart within his voice. He turned and
started to walk down the halls.
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Road Dogg POV
I lost him. Hell, I fucking lost him. Shit! Fuck me! Dammit why the
hell should I even be standing here! I should just end it now... I
should....
Strong arms circled around my waste and pulled me backward. A face
nuzzled my neck.
"I love you, pup. Always have," I heard that familiar voice speak. I
turned around and looked into those blue eyes. I smiled and then
embraced him. I engaged him into a warm kiss. I could feel his and my
own tears, and broke the kiss and held him tighter, fearing that if I
didn't hold him tightly he would vanish away from me forever.
"Fuck. I am never going to hurt you ever again. Dammit, Billy I love
you." I babbled. He wiped away the tears from my face.
"I know, Pup. PLus, if you ever hurt me like that again I will not
give you another chance," He said. I nodded silently. He smiled his
beautiful smile once more. "Now, that this little thing is over,
you're my puppy again, right Pup?"
"Now and forever... and as long as I own that perfect ass of your's,"
I said, back to my usual self again. He hugged me and then kissed me
again, sealing the deal.
Finally, after so long. I've finally got back my missing soul.
The End.