Secrets Hidden

Chapter 4 - Reflexions

After the pratice was over.

"So, Sakura-san, would you like some tea?"

"Of couse, Aeris-sama!! I would love to." They went into the dining room and Aeris served some tea.

After a while, Sakura spoke. "I realised you like tea very much."

"Is the result of living in England for a time. I had a place there that was much like this one. It was very, very old and had a beutiful garden, full of lilies, orchideas and all kind of exotic flowers. I think that's why I bought this house. It's big and confortable and I'm used to it." She smiled.

"You lived in England??"

"Well, yes. It was a long time ago. Since then, I've lived in several diferent places. I lived in the Egipt, in the France, in the South Africa, in China, in the Australia and even in Brazil."

"Why did you traveled so much?"

"Because I wanted to know all the world. When I was little, I was confined in the land I was born, in Scotland, and I sweard to myself that I would live in every place in the world. But, before I came here, I passed six months in London."

"One of my best friends lived in London."

"What's his name?"

"Hiiragizawa Eriol."

"I would like to meet his sometime." Turdaewen arched an eyebown. Sakura
watched the clock. "Hoooooeeeeee... Promissed to Tomoyo I would get early to class today! I have to go, ja ne, Aeris-sama."

"Ja, Sakura-san."

As Sakura disappeared in the corner, Aeris gave up the false smile in her face. "London..."


*Flashback*


Tudaewen woke up in the middle of the night out of habbit. Yue murmured something indistinguible and turned in the bed beside her. Using an overhuman agility, Turdaewen got out of the bed and jumped the window. She trembeled as a gust of cold wind hit her forearms.

She missed her late night walks. She remembered the time when she spended almost the entire night walking in the woods, talking to forest's spirits (maybe bacause of her elfic nature or out of habbit, she didn't have any fear walking alone in the dark) It gave her safety and confort been in a place similar to her hometown, where she learned to fight and to live by herself and where she went to parties that lasted 4 days long. To think of it again, that's why she left: been "created" by na human, she felt unconfortable near other elves, they were too cold for her, too heartless. She thought she had the best of the elves, the fighting and the survival skills, and the best of the human, their capacity to be warm and compassionated. But that wasn't quite right and was not the REAL
reason she left.

She entered the garden, looking for the bench that was under a cherry tree.

It was strange to fell like she lived in that house several decades when she was there for only two years now. Not that she was tired or anything, but it seems that she was just like other of Clow's guardians, taking care of the house and of the magic leaved from him. There was lie in that sentence. They were more like three confused and scared orphans, Yue even more then anybody else.

I amazed her just how much he was sensible and depedent. Even the white color of his skin seemed to pass coldness in the first look, but he was like a chinese porcelain for her. At the same time, he was so decided. So controverse. Like that time he asked her to move into his room, or the times, not that they were frequent, that he told her about his relationship with Clow.

What scared her the most was how much she loved and understanded Yue. He was just a man (well, sort of). And she had so many men before (not THAT many). And in very many ways, he was just one more. Or at least were suppose to be.

'What am I supposed to do? I don't know how to act, how to react. Sould I bring him down? Should I scream? Should I say that I love him more than anything? He wouldn't belive me. He would say that I'm only trying to make him fell better.

"Dae?" Yue whispered, as he was afraid that the woman wasn't her.

"Sorry, did I wake you up?"

"No, it's ok. I woke up and saw that you weren't there."

"I got home sickness. Well, not that much, but I saw what a beutiful night it was and decided to take a walk."

"In a silk nightgown?"

"Yue, I was born in the top of the moutains. I'm used to cold and I even enjoy it."

"You must be freezing." Yue said, taking of the blanket he had around his
body and putting it over her shoulder.

"Who is going to freeze now is you. Come here." She made Yue sit by her side and passed the blaket around the two of them. He hugged her and started rocking, like he was trying to make her sleep. "You were in my dream a while ago."

"Really? And what did I do?"

"Nothing really. You were just looking at me, your eyes filled with tears and your face red from crying."

"That's a harsh thing to say, Yue!"

"I hadn't that intention. It's just that this intriged me. I didn't know why you were crying, but you said nothing and always walked back when I tried to get near you."

"It was just a dream, sweet Yue, you don't have to be frightened by it." She turned around to caress his cheek. "Besides, I don't want to talk about unpleasent things." And with that, she kissed him.


To be continued...


I want to thank to all of you that reviewed, but I just got 4 of it!!!!!!!!!!! Is my story THAT bad? I was even thinking of stopping it, but it would be unfair to those who writed to me, so PLEASE!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!! Review. And part 5 will be up pretty soon. And it will be bigger this time. Of couse! I would never leave you in the middle of things ^ยบ^ So, take care.

Oh! I almost forgot: In this story, Yue and Yukito are not in the same body: each one has it's own.