A/N. Neville SongFic... I just remembered this song at the bus today, and this fits so well with Neville... I love him!!! :o) In the sequel of "Even Draco Has a Heart", which is already finished in the portuguese verion, Nev plays a huge part... this songfic is running on the beginning of the 7th year, with the beginning of the sequel of "Even Draco..."
All the little things between *this* are Nev's thoughts. Between ~this~ are the lyrics of How Soon Is Now, by The Smiths (thanks The anti-Fleur!)I don't remember now. But as soon as I remeber I will put it here, k? I did this fic for that ones that love the ClumsyGuy too... :o) Have fun and don't forget to review... ö)
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Neville is on his bed. Staring at nowhere. He is remembering scenes of his life.
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I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
~
He remembers the first day on Hogwarts. Trevor is missing. Hermione is helping him in the search. She looks really woried about him, but she still treats him like a mental. *Everything is gonna be fine Neotholus, she said. It's Neville, Hermione; I added. Oh, yeah, Neville, ok? She smiled.*
~
I am the son and the heir
Of nothing in particular
~
Sudenly, he remembers the feelings that Hermione leaded him into. He knew he loved her for the first time she told him that he was special. *Nev, you know that Snape is a git, you're special. She said to me. My heart started to beat faster than I can remember.*
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You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
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*But I really don't love ou back, I'm sorry, Nev. She said, when I asked her to the Yule Ball and told her that I... what... what I fell.*
Tears start to run from his eyes. He listens Ron and Harry entering the room. He pretends to snore. Harry laughs.
*Stupid. You don't know what is suffer from this. Everyone loves and admires you.* Ron laughs. Harry and Ron say good-night.
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I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
~
Neville stops pretending he is snoring. He looks to a picture on the table at his bed's side. It's Harry, Hermione, Ron, Ginny and himself. Neville-in-the-pic is sitting on the ground, with Trevor. All the others are smilling and waving. *I'll never enter in their group.*
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There's a club, if you like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die
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*Nothing I've did until now worth this life. This will change. If no one can make my life better, I'll do it for myself* Neville dries his face.
~
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone
~
He turns on the bed and smiles faintly. *This year is gonna be different. If the Malfoy crap can change for better, I can also. And even better. And I'll tell everyone and I'll show everyone what I can do.*
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Finish Note. I know, this looks kinda BLAHG, but I'll edit it soon. I just wanted to write before I forget the idea... I hope you likes, but feel free to flame... (uh, what aliteration)
All the little things between *this* are Nev's thoughts. Between ~this~ are the lyrics of How Soon Is Now, by The Smiths (thanks The anti-Fleur!)I don't remember now. But as soon as I remeber I will put it here, k? I did this fic for that ones that love the ClumsyGuy too... :o) Have fun and don't forget to review... ö)
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Neville is on his bed. Staring at nowhere. He is remembering scenes of his life.
~
I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
~
He remembers the first day on Hogwarts. Trevor is missing. Hermione is helping him in the search. She looks really woried about him, but she still treats him like a mental. *Everything is gonna be fine Neotholus, she said. It's Neville, Hermione; I added. Oh, yeah, Neville, ok? She smiled.*
~
I am the son and the heir
Of nothing in particular
~
Sudenly, he remembers the feelings that Hermione leaded him into. He knew he loved her for the first time she told him that he was special. *Nev, you know that Snape is a git, you're special. She said to me. My heart started to beat faster than I can remember.*
~
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
~
*But I really don't love ou back, I'm sorry, Nev. She said, when I asked her to the Yule Ball and told her that I... what... what I fell.*
Tears start to run from his eyes. He listens Ron and Harry entering the room. He pretends to snore. Harry laughs.
*Stupid. You don't know what is suffer from this. Everyone loves and admires you.* Ron laughs. Harry and Ron say good-night.
~
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
~
Neville stops pretending he is snoring. He looks to a picture on the table at his bed's side. It's Harry, Hermione, Ron, Ginny and himself. Neville-in-the-pic is sitting on the ground, with Trevor. All the others are smilling and waving. *I'll never enter in their group.*
~
There's a club, if you like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die
~
*Nothing I've did until now worth this life. This will change. If no one can make my life better, I'll do it for myself* Neville dries his face.
~
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone
~
He turns on the bed and smiles faintly. *This year is gonna be different. If the Malfoy crap can change for better, I can also. And even better. And I'll tell everyone and I'll show everyone what I can do.*
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Finish Note. I know, this looks kinda BLAHG, but I'll edit it soon. I just wanted to write before I forget the idea... I hope you likes, but feel free to flame... (uh, what aliteration)