Kanashimi Ni Tamesarete Mo Chapter 4
Kanashimi Ni Tamesarete Mo
Chapter 4: Yorokobi

Story By: Jacqui


Disclaimer: No copyright infringement is intended, all characters belong solely to the creator, Watsuki Nobuhiro-sensei. I am merely 0.1% of the population of Kenshin fans out there, this is how I'm showing my appreciation for Nobuhiro-sensei's genuinely imaginative work. ^_^

Note 1: I'm not really sure where this would take place...maybe around episode 78, but before the Katsuro/Daigoro confrontations in the TV series.

Note 2: The Japanese reference is at the bottom. I came up with a new way to make it easier when reading. Go to the end of the story, copy the translations, and paste them into a notepad or wordpad document, and then make it so both the story and the translations fit on the screen so you won't have to go up and down to look for meanings. OR, you can just open the story again in another window, and scroll to the end. Much easier. When a word comes up that you don't understand, look to the other window for translation, and you won't lose your place! ^_^

Characters Involved:
Himura Kenshin
Kamiya Kaoru
Sagara Sanosuke
Tanaki Megumi
Myojin Yahiko
'Hikage Tora'



Yokugetsu...


She was in his room again. Kaoru had been doing that alot lately. Sneaking into Kenshin's room to watch him as he slept. Why did she do this? Everyone slept at one point or another, why was it so important that she watch Kenshin do it? It wasn't really that it was important, it was her heart's way of making sense of everything that had happened over the past month. He had bought her a new kimono to replace the one she ruined to make a bandage for him, which was shock enough. But, something made her think that this betrothal was based on something more than what he made it to be. Did he really mean any of the things he told her that day? And his past. His past was something she would have to get used to. Yukishiro Tomoe was a woman she would now have to compare to, or at least that's how it appeared to Kaoru. It was somewhat painful to Kaoru to know that she couldn't be the first love of his life, but even amidst that fact, he loved her differently than Tomoe; wouldn't that make her his first love in some way? How was she going to make herself into the wife he needed, instead of being held down by the ghost of the first wife he lost because of his need for her [Tomoe]? She couldn't make sense of it, she almost feared that he would lose her if they began needing one another too much in the end. She had positioned herself so that she was sitting with her back against the wall, legs curled under her body, with her hands lying loosely in her lap. He was so tranquil, she wanted so much to picture him this way forever, she loved to see him this way.

"Kenshin...waga koi..." she whispered to herself, and him, as she tilted her head to rest on the wall behind her. Her tender blue eyes moved over Kenshin's sleeping form as she smiled softly. This man had asked her to marry him no less than a month ago. All those times it occured in her mind, the real thing commited a sort of treachery to her dreams. Kaoru began believing that she couldn't dream quite enough to equal the beauty of reality, Kenshin had sincerely asked her to be his wife. But Kenshin had become a little distant as of late, and she had no idea what was going on. What happened in Kyoto before he returned from his trip? She wanted to be closer to him, closer than anyone had ever been; as selfish as that sounded, she needed him. Gently, and almost soundlessly, she pushed her body from the wall. She placed her hands softly on the floor, and stretched her legs out slightly as she began quietly crawling toward her sleeping Kenshin. As she came to a stop at his immediate left, her breath almost caught in her throat as she gazed at him. Those soft, fiery-red tresses that were normally tied back had fallen all around his body. His left hand rested above his head, mingled inside the amber shine of his hair; while his face had the most innocuous look. As she briefly watched his chest rise and fall at a steady rate of breathing, her eyes went back to his hair. The resplendent shade was almost begging her to touch it, but she held herself back. She was still partially unsure if he would awake, only to end up attacking her again. She placed a palm over her heart to reassure herself that this wasn't some crazy dream of hers, and when she felt the unfaltering rhythm, she released a sigh of relief.

"K-Kaoru-dono..." Kenshin whispered almost out of nowhere. Kaoru nearly jumped out of her skin as her eyes fell down to Kenshin's face. She pulled a hand up and waved it in front of his eyes, as if she expected him to react to it. When the room had fallen silent again, he turned his face away from her view and resumed his sleeping state. He was so beautiful when he slept, unaware that she was there, her watchful eyes remaining on him. She never knew how to quite explain how he made her feel when she saw him this way. The innocence and calmness of the atmosphere around them seemed to singe her heart deep inside. He made her feel so tangible, yet, she could barely tell what he was thinking more than half the time.

"Kenshin, why do you want me?" She couldn't help it, even though she whispered the words to him, they seemed to bounce off the walls of the room and echo through the whole dojo. It was almost time for everyone to wake up, she sighed lightly as the faint glow of the rising sun penetrated through the small window in the room. She arose to her feet as quietly as she could, taking a little longer to watch the first rays of the sun circulate through his hair. As the sun highlighted the long, thickness of red and orange strands, they seemed to glow in caustic reply to her gaze, causing her to turn from him. Then, she silently made her way toward the exit, and as she slipped out, she giggled lightly to herself; gently sliding the door closed behind her. She almost fell for it, which was funny because it was like Kenshin's hair alone had a mind of its own when it called to her that way.

The morning sun had finally come out, and Kaoru had many things to do that day. She lightly pushed the thin wood and paper doors open at the entrance of the dojo, and stepped onto the deck outside. The birds were calling to one another from various places all around her, she then took a breath and closed her eyes, savoring the semi-stillness for as long as she could. She felt as if the birds even knew about her and Kenshin, with that thought, she blushed lightly. As she opened her eyes slowly, she felt that she wasn't alone on the deck anymore, and it was then that she felt the light pressure of someone's hand on her shoulder.

"Ohayou, Jo-chan." It was Sanosuke. The moron had to stay the night at the dojo because he was being chased by some gambling partners of his for a bet that he backed out on. For one reason or another, the bet must have been crooked or rigged because Sanosuke never backed out on a bet; it wasn't his style. Regardless, he needed some place to stay. He couldn't follow his newly acquired 'crash here, crash there' routine with his friends anymore now that they were after him. But even though his friends were looking for him, they weren't out for blood, they merely wanted to bicker and complain at him for his cop-out.

"Sano? When did you get up?" Kaoru turned around to find that he was wide-awake, he had not slept at all.

"Those idiots are still after me, I've been up all night."

"Honestly Sano, why don't you just go tell them why you backed out?" Kaoru waved a hand of disapproval as she passed Sano while heading back into the dojo.

"That never occured to me, but...I wouldn't do that anyway if it had occured to me. I have a reputation to uphold!" At that short speech, Kaoru turned to face the wide awake ex-gangster. His eyes slanted as the corners of his mouth moved into a sly grin.

"You're only making it worse, running from them is only going to make them think less of you, you know." She felt the pressure growing between them, as innocent as her little game was, she knew she had better stop before he blew up. As she headed toward her room in the back of the dojo, she heard Sano scoff lightly at her words before he took off to find Megumi. She walked past the dojo practice room first, then slowly down the small hallway to her room, she heard Yahiko lightly snoring as she passed his door. She held her breath as she made ready to pass Kenshin's room, she didn't want to wake him up yet. She had almost passed his door when she felt the light grasp around her right wrist.

"Ohayou de gozaru, Kaoru-dono." Kaoru's jaw dropped slightly as she froze in mid-step, the air felt like it was knocked out of her.

"H-How..." she began to protest. But he answered her before she could fully question him.

"I heard the floorboards move," Kenshin whispered as he pointed downward with his free hand. Without another word, Kenshin pushed his door open lightly with the heel of his foot, gently pulling Kaoru inside with him. Her eyes grew wider with thought as he stuck his head outside, looked around quickly, then slid the door shut in front of him.

"K-Kenshin..now isn't--"

"Oro?" He turned to face her as he heard her beginning to question him.

"Yahiko-chan hasn't even left to help at the Akabeko yet..." Kaoru whispered as low as she could. Kenshin finally realized what she was talking about, and if it wasn't for the sun that had splashed over him, the color of his face could have matched that of his hair.

"Eh..Kaoru-dono...sessha.." He couldn't find the words to explain that she had his intentions pinned wrongly.

"You mean...y-you didn't..." Kenshin simply shook his head, letting his eyes fall to the floor in sheer embarrassment. They both stood there for the longest time, trying to tell what each other was thinking. Kenshin lifted his head, wanting to break the silence, he cleared his throat and began to explain himself.

"I just wanted to ask you something..." He scratched the back of his head, releasing a deep sigh as if that was the hardest thing he had ever said.

"Demo...I thought..." Kenshin saw the big imaginary waves of embarrassment all around her. He took that as his que to move closer to her, reassured that she was too shocked to notice. Before Kaoru realized that he had moved at all, both of his hands were resting lightly on either side of her face.

"Actually, I think we should wait for that until we are married. Don't you agree?" Kaoru nodded a few times, then went completely still. Her eyes were fixed on him, she was captivated by how serene he seemed to be about everything now. He watched silently as her hands moved up, then his eyes gently fell closed as he felt the warmth of her fingers encircling his hands.

"Kenshin. What did you want to ask me before?" He jumped to attention at the sound of her voice, opening his eyes to begin his small questionaire.

"Well..." he began, "remember when I told you about my past?"

"Hai. What part of your past?"

"Tomoe..." as his words trailed off, her eyes never moved. She had to deal with this, even if he still found it hard for himself, but it was almost as if he was ashamed to speak his first wife's name.

"Kenshin? What about Tomoe?" Their gaze met, and the violets of his eyes penetrated the blue depths of her own. He found it almost impossible to ask her what was on his mind at that moment, but he had to do it before his chance never came again. He leaned in closer to her, resting his forehead against hers. He lifted her face up toward him slightly, keeping their eyes focused on one another. He wanted a real answer from her this time, nothing that could mean yes or nothing that could mean no.

"Promise me...that you won't compare yourself to her," with the question posed, she felt that his gaze was slipping away from her; like he knew he shouldn't have asked her to do such a thing. But she allowed her hands to move away from their grasp on his so she could keep his face in line with hers. As the palms of her hands touched either side of his face, he realized that she didn't want him to falter on her. She held him steadily, dark violet unable to find refuge anywhere else but in the dark blue that patiently waited for him to relax. She felt the muscles tighten in his jaw as she began to speak up.

"I..I promise, Kenshin," she whispered in reply. Her long black lashes fell and rose as she watched him process what he had just heard. When neither of them had said anything for a few moments, she pressed her promise further, wanting him to be as certain with her answer as she was. "Kenshin...I won't--"

"Arigatou de gozaru, Kaoru-dono." She heard him breath a sigh of relief as he released his hold on her. With that, they both dropped their hands to their sides. But their eyes remained still, never moving from their places. "I wasn't...sure that you would answer that quickly, but you sounded a little skeptical."

"I can do this Kenshin. I know how different I am from Tomoe...I have to be able to live up to what you want, without having to be the woman you first fell in love with over 12 years ago." She no longer needed to cry, although she felt the urge welling up behind her eyes. She wasn't going to cry anymore, she had to grow up and face reality.

"I've watched how strong you've become since my return from Kyoto, and I know I can trust you to be true to your promise." He nodded gently as if to question her further, and he watched her nod in confirmation.

"I had better go wake Yahiko-chan. Tsubame-chan will be upset if he isn't there today." Kenshin felt her delicate hands close around his, squeezing them gently. Then, as she turned to leave, he felt her fingers sliding away from their grip on his hands. But before she could get any further than a few feet away, he grasped her closest hand, as if he prohibited her from reaching the door.

"One more thing, Kaoru..." his heart skipped a beat at what he was about to do, but mostly at the use of her name without the honorific attached.

"Kaoru..?" Before she could get a single thought in her head, Kenshin had silenced her from speaking and thinking. He slowly pulled her toward him, resting her back gently against the wall. His hands felt hot against her cool skin, she also noticed that his breathing had mildly accelerated. She watched as his eyes looked over her for a few seconds. She could almost hear her own heart beating ferociously against her ribcage, threatening to break through. What was he going to do? "Kensh--" before she could find out on her own, his mouth consumed hers with an almost zealous passion. Surprise. Shock. What could have described her feelings then? She wasn't about to fight back, even if she wanted to, so she returned his enthusiasm with equal fervor. As his tongue roughly entwined with hers, she felt his hands on her waist as he lifted her slightly, holding her up against the wall. She pulled away from him long enough to warn him that she heard something, but he huskily laughed it off as he took possession of her mouth once again. Why was he doing this now? Not only was she still trying to get over the reality of being a real wife, but she was trying to keep her chastity as long as she could before she would have to lose it. The hardest part about this whole situation was that it was pleasuring her beyond imagination, she didn't want it to end. She never felt that she could meet a man who could satisfy her in this way. But she knew they were going to get caught, someone would walk in on them. This wasn't the time to be doing this, especially since they didn't have the dojo to themselves. She had to act quick, no matter how much she wanted him to continue. Placing her hands lightly against his chest, she slowly pushed him away from her. "Ken...shin..." she whispered in between breaths, "this isn't--" she was interrupted again. When Kenshin moved back toward her to finish what he had started, Kaoru had foreordained his actions and she placed a hand over his mouth; derailing his attempt to silence her once more.

"Yo! Kenshin! Are you awake?" The sound of Yahiko's voice had made both Kenshin and Kaoru heave deep sighs of annoyance. But Kenshin knew that Kaoru was right before, he should have waited until the dojo was empty.

"H-Hai, Yahiko, one moment..." Kenshin called out in between light gasps of breath. Kenshin's hands were still on her waist as he slowly let her back down. They both decided to fix the atmosphere so it would appear that they were only conversing, not acting upon their pent up emotions. They rushed around the room, moving a table into its place, putting pillows and blankets around the table, and fixing their appearances so they wouldn't look too out of sorts. Kenshin reached for the thin silk strip that he usually tied his hair with, and Kaoru began to pout. "Doushita no, de gozaru?"

"Leave your hair..." Kaoru begged quietly.

"As you wish, koishii..." Kenshin stiffled a low laugh at her plea, recognizing her pouty expression. As they both sat on either side of the small table, Kaoru smiled happily and proceeded to tell Yahiko to come in.

"Geez! It took you lo--" as he flung the door open, he noticed Kaoru and stopped in mid-sentence. He stood there for a few minutes, trying to figure out why she was in Kenshin's room. When a reason finally came to him, albeit the wrong one ( kind of ), his hands immediately covered his mouth so he wouldn't burst into laughter. Kenshin and Kaoru exchanged an inert glance, then turned their attention to Yahiko.

"Nani?/Oro?"

"Were you two..." Yahiko couldn't bring himself to finish his own accusation. He was concentrating too hard on keeping himself from laughing.

"Iye." Kenshin and Kaoru both answered Yahiko's obvious question, their reddened faces falling downward in complete embarrassment.

"Then what were you doing?" Yahiko's eyes were slanted in that of an 'I'd-like-to-see-you-get-out-of-this-one' manner. But neither Kenshin nor Kaoru could come up with a logical answer. Yahiko probably wouldn't believe the real reason because he was still too immature to let himself believe something that serious.

"Eh...er...Yahiko-chan..." Kaoru stuttered, trying to create some time for Kenshin to think up some answers.

"Don't call me CHAN! Were you talking about the wedding?" Yahiko's eyes slanted in anger for the 'chan' statement and then went back to their normal state for his second question.

"W-Well...actually, we were--" Kaoru was cut short when Kenshin brought a hand up to lightly cover her mouth, simply nodding his reply to the young boy.

"Ah. Well, I was just going to leave for the Akabeko, I just wanted to make sure I was on break from training today." Then Yahiko looked to Kaoru in regard to that last question. Kenshin still held his hand over her mouth which didn't allow her to speak, so she merely waved him away, silently reassuring him that he was indeed free for the day. Both rurouni and teacher relaxed as they heard the fading sound of Yahiko's sandals padding against the floorboards.



Kyuushuu...


A group of six men were seated around a large rectangle shaped table. They were in a heated debate about 'a man with an X scar' and 'red hair.' A dark figure sat at the head of the table, listening intently to the discussion as it echoed through the small, dimly lit stone hideout.

"I saw him! He came out of nowhere when the door opened!" cried one of the men, obviously frightened out of his wits.

"You can't be serious. After so many years since his disappearance..you can't expect him to still be alive!" replied another man, unconvinced.

"The Meiji Era has finally approached, and there has been talk of a rurouni somewhere in Tokyo. Of course he's still alive you idiots." A deep voice rumbled from the front of the table, and all men bowed in agreement and respect. "You say you didn't get ahold of Seijuro Hiko's body, eh?"

"N-No...we couldn't. That red-headed samurai kept us from getting close enough to see a body at all." The men jumped to attention when the dark figure's fist slammed onto the table, leaving a rather deep dent in the already splintering wood.

"You will address him as the Hitokiri Battousai!" All eyes turned to him as if to question why, but he immediately put their minds at ease. "Why? Firstly, because I demand it. Secondly, because we're going to bring him back to his senses as the Hitokiri. I want to see him suffer for what he did."

"Hai Tora-san," answered the six men all at once. Then, they all began to chant their leader's name in supreme fellowship. "Hikage Tora! Hikage Tora!"



Kamiya Dojo...


Kenshin, Kaoru, Sanosuke, and Megumi were seated on the front deck of the dojo. Megumi watched Tsubame and Yahiko play fight with their bokkens, while Sanosuke napped, as usual. Kaoru's head rested against Kenshin's right shoulder, while one of his arms hung limply over her own shoulder, his fingers laced between those of her right hand. Her left hand lay in his lap, the fingers of his own left hand mingling playfully with hers. Kaoru's eyes fluttered around the yard in front of her, it was a dream come true. She never expected to become such a lucky woman, to have met these people. She already considered them family, since her father's death, she wasn't sure of ever finding refuge in another family again. But this moment, right then, it proved her wrong. What made her soul most at ease was the fact that Kenshin wouldn't compare her to his first love, and she wouldn't have to compare herself either. She looked down at their hands laying together in his lap, his hands had been through more than he could have ever explained to her. From the day Seijuro-san had taken him in as his student, to all the murders and assassinations, and finally to the time he declared himself a rurouni; he had been through hell, possibly reaching beyond hell itself. Her glance turned toward his right hand, which had healed considerably well in the past month considering the work she had done with it. She gently pulled his hand closer to her, making his grip around her grow tighter. She wanted it to freeze right then, just capture that moment and save it forever. Everyone was together, and everyone was happy.

"Sanosuke! Baka!" Megumi lightly slapped the sleeping Sanosuke, her voice was a tell-tale sign that he shouldn't sleep so much.

"Che fox! I was having a nice dream until you ruined it!" He was in his usual bad mood that day, so Megumi knew just how to push his buttons.

"You may have to come to the clinic later so I can diagnose your sleeping disease," Megumi giggled playfully.

"I'm not goin' anywhere! The only thing you're going to diagnose is Kenshin and Jo-chan's love sickness!" He pointed hintingly toward the couple at the other end of the deck, obviously too wrapped up in one another to notice that they were the subject of a joke.

"Kenshin no baka!" Megumi whispered toward the red-head. When she recieved no reply, she shrugged and sighed lightly. "Hopeless."

"Hey fox, whaddya say you, me, Tsubame-chan and *Yahiko-chan* go get some dinner for tonight?" Sanosuke purposely put emphasis on Yahiko's suffix, knowing that he would be outraged.

"Don't call me CHAN!" he screamed over the smacking of wood against wood, "Tsubame, you're getting better!"

"Dinner? It's barely past lunch-time!" Megumi protested.

"Oi, I have been napping too much...I can never sleep long enough between meals..." Sano's hand stretched behind him to scratch his head.

"Baka. Let's go anyway," replied Megumi's charmed voice. As the raven-haired ex-opium maker and the former-gangster pulled Yahiko and Tsubame along after them, their forms disappeared behind rows of trees and hills. Kenshin noticed the quiet, lifting his eyes from their gaze on the woman who held his attention to survey his surroundings. Finding that they were indeed alone, his eyes fell back down to look at Kaoru, her head now resting gently in his lap.

"Did they say where they were going?"

"Hm? I don't think so...I mean, I didn't hear anything."

"Hm. Oh well. Where were we?" Kenshin's eyes playfully gleamed in different shades of violet and blue as he stared down at her. She smiled, blinking a few times, then she closed her eyes lightly. Kenshin's fingers softly played across her lips, up and down the bridge of her nose, and over the soft curves of her temples and cheeks. She sighed calmly as she drifted off to sleep, not realizing how tired she really was.



Kyuushuu...


"Give Tetsuya-san and Kazuki-san the word to take action!" ordered the deep, shadowed voice.

"Hai! They will be arriving in Tokyo shortly, correct? We will need some time to contact them..." replied the equally deep voice of a roughly built, but much older man.

"I want you to reach them within a few days, am I clear? I don't want this plan falling through like the last one. Although, that was mostly due to my error, I hired complete morons to do a job I could have done in seconds." The shadowy figure clasped his hands together, placing them in his lap as he leaned back into his chair. "I don't care if he is 'good' and 'peaceful' now. That can't erase what he did in the past. I will redeem Kiyosato Akira's death by bringing death myself. I will kill the Battousai." With a low, husky laugh, he nodded toward his comrade to begin his work.



Kamiya Dojo...


Kaoru had been disturbed in her sleep by movement, which, inevitably woke her up. She didn't really recognize where she was until she rubbed her eyes long enough. She was in Kenshin's room. But why would he put her here instead of her own room? As she sat up to re-adjust herself so she could go back to sleep, she noticed that he was sleeping soundly next to her. She felt her heart begin to race, her face blushing slightly. At least she knew that what she was experiencing left her knowing that she was alive. She eased her way back down, making sure not to touch or move him in any way. She didn't have to sneak into his room this time, and she smiled happily, proping herself up on one arm. She watched as he breathed slowly, the covers over his chest going up, then coming down. Her eyes moved upward to rest on the scar that remained on his left cheek as a reminder of his past. With careful movements, she bent over him, sliding her fingertips over the scar in an almost futile attempt to understand what his past was like. What went on in his mind back in Kyoto all those years ago? How could he leave something behind that he knew would always going to be a part of him? She felt his body begin to shift its position, and she pulled back quickly to let him get comfortable. She smiled again as she saw that he turned his body toward her, like he knew she was there. She decided against going back to sleep for a little while longer, and instead she tried to lose herself in the array of amber and gold that displayed itself around Kenshin's body. His hair amazed her, it was the second best thing about him that burned her soul when she looked at him. He looked heavenly in the moonlight, like a warrior angel who slept only to escape the reality of his life as a swordsman. She knew how much Kenshin wanted to be as normal as some of the town merchants deep down inside, but his life had been with the sword, he couldn't truly escape that.

"Kenshin..." she whispered lightly enough for herself to hear. Reaching toward him, her fingers spread apart, she caressed the softness of the velvet waves that cascaded around his head, and fell around his shoulders. For a moment, she almost felt jealous about the beauty of his hair over her own. As she began to mesh her fingers in between the thick red strands, he sensed, even in the deep sleep he was in, that he was being touched. She gasped softly as she saw his eyes flutter open. She almost wanted to apologize over and over for waking him, but when she saw the sedated look in the deep violets of his eyes; she knew she didn't have to say anything.

"Kaoru-dono...if you want to go back to your room--" Kaoru placed a finger over his lips before he could finish.

"Shhhh. I'm fine, Kenshin. Let's just go back to sleep, ne?" She let her body fall lightly next to him, reaching up to pull his loose arm around her. Kenshin laughed lightly, taking the hint, and complied with what she wanted; wrapping both arms around her as tightly as he could. Thus, Kaoru fell asleep effortlessly in Kenshin's arms, lulled by the sound of their hearts beating together in perfect rhythm.



Translation Notes...


The meanings vary for how the word is used, so I'll just use the definition for the way I've used them here.


Yokugetsu: Can mean "the following month."
Waga koi: Could be translated as "my love."
Ohayou: Literally translates to "good morning."
Demo: Literally translates as "but."
Koishii: Can be translated to "beloved," "darling," or "dear."
Iye: Literally means "no."
Nani: Literally translates to "what."
Kyuushuu: Can mean either "bitter enemy" or "revenge." Either one suits this.
Baka: Literally means "stupid" or "idiot."
Che: An interjection, similar to "shit!"
Hai: Literally means "yes."






Author's Notes...


1. I know I probably emphasized Kenshin's hair more than it was necessary in this chapter. But here's the deal behind that, basically, I really love Kenshin's hair. It's like a symbol of who he is and his personality, I think it's a nice change to have Kaoru notice it that way and to have it also be something more to her than that. Even if it is just hair...
2. If the name Hikage Tora doesn't make sense, it's as close as I could get to the meaning ( which I will reveal in the next chapter ). And I probably didn't talk enough about him in this chapter. But. There's a reason for that. I'll reveal him completely in chapter 5. I just wanted to hint towards the entrance of a new enemy, and yes, I will describe who he is, his appearance, and his past involving Kenshin and Akira.
3. This chapter may have been a bit too waffy or there wasn't enough waff in it. But crap, I wanted to make a fluff chapter, I love fluff, so here is my fluff in chapter 4. Oh yeah. Everyone may think it's kinda weird that Kenshin just jumped Kaoru like that in his room, but look at it like this: it was the heat of the moment for both of them, and, I'm going to make a have Kenshin make a crack about his reason for doing it in the next chapter. ^_^

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