Disclaimer: I don't own anything Marvel.

'What have I done, Ah killed him. I loved you Remy, I'm so sorry,' Rogue thought to herself. She had killed the one man in the world she loved, could ever love.

They had shared a kiss and she had gotton his memories, and what she saw had driven her to this. To leave him to die like all those who died in those tunnels.

"What have ah done," she said aloud this time.

Hearing her sods and cries, Logan gently knocked on her room door. "Rogue? Rogue can I come in?"

She quickly wiped her tears away and answered her door.

"What's wrong Rogue? You have been crying for the past 3-1/2 weeks. Now tell me whats goin' on!"

"It's, It's Remy."

"Rogue, whatever's happened between the two of you will be o.k. That Cajun always comes back, ya know that."

At this she started sobbing all over again, harder this time. "He, he's not coming back."

"That's crazy and ya know it, he'll be back."

"No he won't."

"How do you know?"

"Ca...cause he's dead."

"What, what do ya mean he's dead?

"Ah swear ah didn't mean ta leave 'im, but ah couldn't take the memories."

"What do ya mean ya didn't mean ta leave him? Where did ya leave him?"

"Antarctica."

"Oh shit" was all he could say. "We better tell the others," he paused "and Storm."

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

"She did what!" Storm yelled and thunder and lightning shook the whole mansion.

"Now just calm down Storm, I think.."Scott was cut off by Storm.


"I don't give one Goddess dame what you think, she left him to die, she left Remy to die."

"He could still be alive Ororo..."

"After three and a half weeks?" she said. Then she turned to Rogue who was sitting by Bobby crying. "I swear by the Goddess if he dies you will join him." And with that she left the war room to go in search of her lost friend.

"Dam, I've never seen her like that."Bobby said.

"They were very close, he was like a brother to her, her best friend," Jean said quietly, trying to deal with her own feeling about the whole thing. Then she looked at Rogue and there eyes met. Jean shook her head in disappointment, loss and grief showing in her green eyes.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------


"Wait up Ro. I'm going with ya."

"Thank you Logan, I will need a few things before we leave, be ready in 15 min.

"Ororo, Logan wait. I want to help in any way I can." Jean said coming running up to the pair.

"I know he was nearly impossible to track down mentally, but could you use Cerebro to try and find him or any possible traces of Remy?"

"Sure thing. Ororo," Jean said then paused for a few seconds "we'll find him, don't give up."

"We better." Storm said, as she walked away she thought 'for Rogue's sake.' Jean shuddered as she caught Storms stray thought, she knew that Storm was one of the most powerful mutants an the face of the planet, and if she trully ment to kill Rogue she could and nothing would be able to stop her, evan Rogue's powers.