Commodus stalked back and forth in his airy chambers, furious as he remembered the sight he had witnessed earlier in the evening

 

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Summary: I suck at summaries.  Pretty much features Commodus, Maximus, and Cicero.  But other characters are in there =)

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The Beginning and the End

Commodus stalked back and forth in his airy chambers, furious as he remembered the sight he had witnessed earlier in the evening.  There had been Maximus and Lucilla, holding hands and his father coming over to them.  Maximus and Lucilla had stood in respect, but his emperor father raised Maximus and Lucilla in a hug.

Father would never embrace me like that.  Never.  Commodus had immediately fled the disgusting scene and returned to his corridors.  A slave, about Commodus' age, was absentmindedly scrubbing the floors of the large rooms, not paying attention to the surrounding noises and sounds. 

To shake off some anger Commodus sneaked up on the young man and placed his hands on the slave's shoulders.  The slave froze in place.  He knew those hand quite well. Slowly he turned his head, but made sure he kept it downward.  "I-is there something you need, Master?"

Commodus smiled a dark smile, nodding.  "Come my slave." He beckoned, offering his hand to help the young man to his feet.  The slave gulped…not this…no…

"What is your name, beautiful?"  he asked in a slurred tone as he pulled the slave upwards.

"Cicero, Master."  The slave replied, voice quivering.  Aww yes, Cicero…the most perfect name for the most perfect time.  

Commodus' eyes danced as he dragged the unwilling teen into his bedroom.  He pushed him out on the bed, smiling like an idiot.  The slave was trembling under Commodus as he unwrapped the belt that kept his wrap on.  "Have a good time…" Commodus murmured.

"Please, no, Master," Cicero blurted out softly, so afraid he wasn't thinking.  A sharp slap across his cheek was his reward for his stupidity.

"I am the Master, am I not?" Commodus whispered against Cicero's ear, "You will do as I say!" he shouted. 

Using the wrap he tore out several long pieces of clothe and tied the boy's wrists and ankle's to the posters of his bed.  Cicero's chest heaved up and down as he gasped for air…this couldn't be happening.

And Commodus had raped him.  He did as hard as he could, not caring how much he hurt the boy.  This helped the anger so much…so much.  To watch Cicero shudder and tremble in his bindings as he took the body for his own.

Finally, exhausted, Commodus subsided with his fun and untied the slave who had gone quiet and limp.  He did not react as he was released except for closing his eyes.  Frowning, Commodus pushed two fingers into the back of his neck, letting him fall into blackness.

Cicero found himself laying on a strange bed as he slowly fluttered his eyes open.  Where am I?  God, tell me that is over.  The rape that had happened the night before was not the first he had experienced…no not in the least.  The Prince seemed to favor his body to the others.

A shudder ran through him as he sat up to take in surroundings.  He recognized this room as one of the many guestrooms in the palace.  But why was he here?

Cicero slid over to the edge of the bed.  He looked down to notice he had on a fine silken wrap.  A fierce pain suddenly shot through his groin and up his back.  Couldn't Commodus be at least a tad gentler?  I'll be hurting for a week. 

"Glad to see your finally awake," a low, soft voice called out from behind him.  Forgetting about the pain that would come with it, Cicero jerked his neck around to see the source of the voice.

It was the General!  Newly appointed General Maximus.  Cicero winced as pain shot through him but managed to hide it.  He looked up at the large man, questions in his eyes.

"Cicero, right?" the slave nodded.  "I'm Maximus.  I don't think you'll remember it, but you were offered to me by His Highness last night as a gift and I accepted."

Cicero looked even more confused as he stared into the General's eyes.  WHAT?  "Commodus said he was wanting to anyway, but you had been knocked unconscious by another slave earlier.  But…I sort of doubt that." Maximus said, sadly. 

To give a recently taken slave…raped only minutes before being given as a gift was the utmost mockery.  Except the receiver hadn't known the truth, of anything that had gone on.  Commodus found this highly amusing.  It was the only thing Maximus deserved.  He had stolen his very father, taken his place as his son, and now he was even taking Lucilla's love from him. 

He had to get revenge, even if it was as simple as this.  The darker revenge could wait…he had to make sure the time was right.

Cicero looked downward, feeling ashamed.  "Come now, Cicero…it's alright," Maximus said soothingly as he walked over and gently sat down next to the slave.  "Would you like something to eat?"

Cicero felt his stomach rumbling in hunger.  How long had it been since he last ate?  At least two days… "Yes, Master General," he said, very softly at a whisper.

"Master is fine, Cicero.  I am not yet a General…a General must be someone who has been in command and won." He said, a little weary.  "I'll call for some lamb and wine, is that okay?"

"Yes, Master."

"Cicero."

"Yes, Master?"

"I am leaving tomorrow for Spain, back to my villa to say goodbye to my wife and son.  Then I will go back to the front lines in Germania.  I have command of the Felix Legions there.  A war is sure to be declared against the barbarians in Germania.  I want you to be my manservant in camp.  Can you do that?"

Germania?  Spain?  Manservant?  Yes, I can do that.  I can travel…"Yes, Master. I…" but he stopped, afraid to speak anything else that was not asked of him.

"Continue what you were saying.  Don't be afraid of me, please.  Save that for the Germanians." Maximus let out a soft chuckle at this, but looked gently into Cicero's unsure eyes.

"Yes, Master." He said, laughing softly.  "I-I like to travel.  I did it a lot before I was sold to Commodus…" his voice trailed off.

"You'll be far from him.  Well I'll go see about that food."  Maximus patted Cicero's bare shoulder and walked out of the room.

Slowly and carefully Cicero laid back on the bed and looked up at the ceiling.  Maybe, just maybe this will be a new beginning…a time for me to find out who I really am.  And live.  Live outside these walls… Cicero let his thoughts trail on to happy ones, making himself put on a rare smile.

However, lurking in the shadows of the candle lit room was someone.

Someone who could kill his new beginning…and would.